Dear diary,

Long time no see! It has been 2 months since I married Jia. After marriage, I stayed for a few days in Daegu, and then I went back to Seoul.

But I'm back in Daegu. My mother called me because it was Jia's checkup today. It wasn't like my presence was required, but I was low-key curious.

I'm excited to share my experience. So, we went for a checkup and Jia was asked to lay down. Jia had requested the doctor to do an ultrasound because it was the first time I accompanied her to the hospital.

We could listen to the baby's heartbeat and we could also see my little bean growing well. My baby was developing well inside his mother and I felt my heartbeat quickening. I was getting emotional while looking at my fluffball moving. It was a surreal experience.

I might not want a child this early, I was happy for his existence on the contrary.

The doctor asked if we would like to know the gender, but I refused. I would like to believe that he is a baby boy, though I'd be happy with a girl as well. But the surprise would be the best.

I'm so happy. I even asked for the ultrasound photo and the doctor gladly gave me.

Since I know that I might return to Seoul soon, I've asked for the contact details of Jia's doctor. Ofcourse she knows that I'm an idol. So I informed her that I wouldn't be available here all the time. I asked her to email me the ultrasound photos of the baby after each passing month.

The doctor told me that the baby was healthy, but being a father, I have the right to see how my baby is doing, right? So yeah! The doctor will lie to Jia about how she needs to do a checkup regularly and then she will email me the photos.

My dear diary, only the doctor and you know about my setup. So don't reveal it to anyone. My little bean's safety is my duty.

I'm happy that I came to Daegu for a day or two. It was worth it.

I even got to see how crazy Jia's cravings were. She was not only craving weird food combinations, but she was also craving to convert our room into a jungle or something. She purchased so many weird things like birds and artificial flowers and all. I refused, but she began crying. I can't with her mood swings.

I feel bad all of a sudden to miss all of these once I go back. My work won't allow me to come back home soon, but I'll get to see my little bean grow up well.

I feel sleepy now! See you some other time! Bye-bye!!

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Jia does remember her doctor asking her to go for a regular check-up, but she never imagined it was all because of Taehyung. She was crying by now, feeling stupid for how oblivious she was to the fact that Taehyung genuinely cared for her and her baby back then.