~Y/N POV~

Oh the pain hurt so bad.

Panting through the contraction I sat in the passenger seat in this fancy ass car of my husbands while he's trying to locate my baby bag. Hopefully he finds it, he's been running like a head less chicken around the house panicking ever since I told him my water broke.

It was a little funny but the pain was getting worse and I just wanted to get this over with at this point.

It's hard to believe that my husband and I are in the situation we're in now.

It's been more like a love hate relationship we have. Our marriage was arranged by our parents and we've been married for two years now. But after my boyfriend broke up with me nine months ago to be exact, Jungkook my husband joined me in a drinking game and well, one thing led to another and bam. Here we are now having a baby together.

He wasn't happy about it, in fact he avoided me for months because I know he has his own girlfriend, Flora. But something changed in him during my fifth month of pregnancy and I guess you can say he became very supportive. There by my side, attended all my appointments and such.

It makes me think that this pregnancy brought us closer together in some way. I even so much as developed feelings towards him that he doesn't know about. I keep that to myself as I'm certain he doesn't feel the same. Flora is the one that holds his heart I know that much.

Thinking of all this took my mind off the small pain shooting up my back but when it spread across my stomach, muscles tensing my thoughts disappeared to focus on the breathing through this pain. Rolling down the window I poked my head out the window, glaring towards the open front door to our house.

"JUNGKOOK HAVE YOU FOUND IT YET?!"

"NO!! WHERE IS IT?!" Jungkook

Rolling my eyes I sighed.

"IT'S BESIDE THE FRONT DOOR!!"

I heard him curse but soon enough he came running out the door, slamming it shut behind him with my bag in his free hand and rushed towards the car. Opening the door behind me to throw in my bag and then around the car to the driver side.

His hands were shaking but he was pretty calm facial wise. Patting down his jacket through his pockets I figured he was checking for his keys but I had them. Taking them out my own pocket I shook them in front of his face. His eyes grew wide and took them from me, mumbling a small thanks.

Starting up the car I hitched a breath and instinctively placed a hand to my swollen bump. Taking deep breaths through another contraction, Jungkook paused, taking my hand and breathing with me.

"Just breathe Y/n, we'll be there soon okay?" Jungkook

I nodded, not being able to form words through the pain and continued to breathe along with him but I couldn't help but smile at him for doing this with me. Once it passed I assured him I could be okay and he finally took off driving towards the hospital.

He sped through traffic lights and sped around corners. Even more so when my contractions grew worse. Tears started flooding my eyes and at one point I grabbed Jungkook's sleeve for support. He didn't shrug me off but instead keep that arm and hand on the wheel and brought his other hand to place onto my hand that was gripping onto his sleeve for dear life.

Once we got there Jungkook raced out the car and to my side, opening the door and carefully picking me up. Kicking his car door shut he rushed towards the entrance of the hospital towards reception.

"My wife is in labour!" Jungkook

If I wasn't contracting right now I would of adored the fact he actually referred to me as his wife for the first time ever.

A nurse ran towards us with a wheelchair and stood before us.

"Put her in here. I'll take her." Nurse

Jungkook placed me down in the chair but I wouldn't let go of him. Holding onto his hands through contractions I stared into his eyes.

"You're coming in with me right?"

His eyes softened and he smiled.

"Of course but I'll need to get your bag first and I'll be right there through it all. I promise." Jungkook

Placing a sweet kiss to my lips he pushed back some of my hair from my forehead and took off towards the exit back to his car.

The nurse turned me away towards the elevator asking me questions about my contractions and how far apart they are but to be honest I couldn't concentrate much. It was getting more frequent and intense by the second.

Coming to the maternity ward the nurse took me into a labour suite and helped me up onto a bed. Stripping me down from the waist but placing a white sheet over my lap to cover me up slightly.

Another nurse came inside the room, muttering words to the first that stood at the foot of the bed. Both sharing concerning looks and even the first nurse to glance towards me sadly and then nod to the other before she rushed out the room and the remaining nurse continued with pulling over her rubber gloves over her hands.

"Mrs Jeon I'm going to examine you and check how far dilated you are but tell me when a contraction starts and I'll stop, okay?" Nurse

I nodded and prepared myself for what she has to do. My legs spread open she checked me out. Balling my fists in the white sheets beneath me it was uncomfortable but I just wanted my husband here. Surely he should be here right now.

But when the nurse from before came wondering in with my baby bag expressing a worrying look in her face with pity and no Jungkook in sight I just knew he wasn't going to show up.

He just left me.