Chapter Twelve
~Y/N POV~
I hate that I have to spend my Saturday with Jungkook but I have to remind myself it's for Jeonsan's benefit. He wants to play with Yuna and have a day out in the park with her so that is what I will do. My son doesn't know who Jungkook and Yuna really are to him and for now I want to keep it that way. What he doesn't know wont hurt him.
Jungkook has to prove himself worthy of being promoted to the father title before I will even let Jeonsan know who his father is. I don't know how he can prove that but only when I decide.
During our time at the park Jungkook and I have barely spoke to one another and that's the way I want it to stay. Sitting on this picnic blanket I set out for the kids to come back and forth for snacks. I even prepared something for Yuna. She maybe a result of my husbands affair and reminds me of her mother but that doesn't mean I'm going to shun the girl away and be nasty. I'm not a monster and she doesn't know any better.
Every now and then I would look up from my either my texts to Namjoon about our upcoming date or Jeonsan I would catch Jungkook watching the kids in awe while they play on the slides together or attempt to go on the round about together.
It gives me a unsettling feeling to see him look at my son like that. A part of me likes it and another doesn't so I try not to over think about it or I'll get angry and blow up on him which he deserves but not in front of my son.
"Are you texting Namjoon about your date?" Jungkook
I looked up from my phone and locked it, setting it on my lap.
"How did you know about my date with Namjoon?"
I mean I know almost heard Namjoon ask me out but he interrupted and then left before Namjoon officially asked me.
Jungkook shrugged and poked his finger into the blue blanket.
"Word gets around the office. So are you?" Jungkook
I gazed into his soft doe eyes. They seemed a little sad but I pushed that aside. He's done me worse.
"Not that it's any of your business but yes I was talking to Namjoon about our date tonight."
I grinned from ear to ear. I love talking to Namjoon, not just about our date but about anything. I like to think that man brings out the best in me.
"Tonight? What about Jeonsan? Who's looking after him?" Jungkook
"Again it's not your business but Byeol is watching him tonight. She so desperately wants a child so I'm going to let her experience what its like to have one."
"Byeol?? Seriously?" Jungkook
I scoffed at his tone.
"Of course Byeol. She may act like a teenager sometimes but she's actually very responsible and I trust her to watch Jeonsan for one night."
I told him firmly picking up my phone when I saw Namjoon's name light up on my phone.
"I could watch him Y/n. Yuna and Jeonsan can have a sleepover." Jungkook
"No. Thanks for the offer Jungkook but no."
I heard him scoff while I was texting Namjoon back about what time he will be picking me up. I honestly cant wait for it. It's been years since I've been on a date, hell Jungkook never even took me on one. The last time I was on a date was with my ex Joshua.
But while I was texting Jungkook ripped my phone from my hand and threw it to the floor. Thankfully we're sitting on grass so it wouldn't of smashed but even still, there was no need for it.
"JUNGKOOK! What the hell is your problem?"
"You. You're my problem. We're talking about our son and you're too busy texting your boyfriend to even listen." Jungkook
I snorted back a sarcastic laugh.
"Your son? By blood yes but everything else to do with the word, no. Jeonsan is not your son, he is mine and only mine. I raised him, I gave him everything he needs in life so far and I will continued to do that until the day I die. What have you done? Nothing."
"I could still take him Y/n. I have rights." Jungkook
With a gasp I stared at him in total disbelief. The way he was staring at me blankly like those words didn't just get thrown out there again.
"You wouldn't."
I whispered but he just nodded, with his glare.
"But I could, that's what I need to remind you. I haven't done so yet because I'm trying to be nice and Jeonsan doesn't know me." Jungkook
"So you're telling me that when Jeonsan begins to know you better you're going to take him from me? Is that what you're implying?"
Jungkook groaned, pinching the bridge of his nose shaking his head.
"No that came out wrong. Listen Y/n I just want us to be like we use to but this time with Jeonsan and Yuna." Jungkook
I scoffed at him, picking my phone back up to stuff in my back pocket and start tidying up the food containers and rubbish laying around.
"What are you doing?" Jungkook
"Packing up. We're leaving."
He grabbed my wrist and looked up at me as I was sitting up on my knees.
"I thought we had another hour yet." Jungkook
"Yeah well plans change. If you didn't just threaten to take my son from me and bring up the ridiculous idea of the four of us being together like a happy family then yes I would of stayed. You need help Jungkook, like seriously what is wrong with you?"
Ripping my wrist from him I stood up with the basket in hand and pulled up the blanket forcing Jungkook to stand up and step back as he watches me in the state like I've just grown three heads.
"JEONSAN COME ONE WE'RE LEAVING!!"
I shouted to my son across the park already walking towards him on the climbing frame with Yuna. I could hear him whining because he doesn't want to leave but I saw him hug Yuna like he was saying goodbye. Thankfully he's not causing more of a fuss about it.
"Y/n wait." Jungkook
Again he grabbed my wrist and forced me to turn around to face him.
"What? What do you want to say to me now?"
For several seconds he just stares at me, speechless until he just lets me go and steps back shaking his head and stuffing his hands into his pockets.
"Nothing. Thanks for today." Jungkook
I nod at him and turn away to Jeonsan who was running up to me with Yuna following him. I took his hand and said my goodbyes to Yuna who sweetly thanked me for the picnic and together I left with me son to my car in the car park. I didn't plan to leave so early but I couldn't stand to listen to Jungkook any longer.
I think he needs some kind of help to think that way. Yuna is adorable but knowing she's the product of his infidelity I wouldn't be able to go any further than friends with Jungkook and even that is pushing it.
I'm finally moving on from him and the first step is my date with Namjoon.
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