~Y/N POV~

Date night is finally here and honestly it's been amazing so far.

Namjoon and I had dinner at a restaurant in the city and then he thought it would be nice to go for a walk on the beach since Jeonsan is staying the night at Byeol's so there is no rush to get home even if in the back of my mind I keep sometimes thinking I have to get home to him. I guess its just habit, I've never done this before.

Together Namjoon and I just spend most of the night talking about each other's families, our likes and dislikes just stuff like that. Even if we so spend a lot of time together at work, it's nice to get to know each other more on the outside of a work environment.

With our hands entwined with one another I couldn't help but fondly gaze up at the man as he talks about his time at the beach when he was a child. That large smile on his face, showing his dimples on each cheek which is just visible thanks to the moonlight that decided to show up on this night making it seem more romantic to have this walk on the beach.

Even if he doesn't realise I'm staring at him while he talks and looks towards the sea, I feel like I could look at him all day. It's been a very long time since any man has treated me in such a way it makes me feel fluttery on the inside and almost giddy like a school girl. The last time I ever got close to someone treating me like this was when Jungkook would occasionally take me out when I was pregnant but that's because I was pregnant with his child. Personally I think he did it because he flet like he had to, like he owed me attention but I don't owe Namjoon anything and I get the strong feeling Namjoon likes me for me.

He hasn't told me that but the way he talks to me and just treats me in general, shows me exactly wha he thinks of me.

By taking my hand in his for example. As soon as our bare feet touched the sand while we carried our shoes, he took my hand in his and has refused to let go ever since.

Jungkook never did that.

Not even once.

Well apart from when I was in labour. I only still remember that because it was the first time he let me.

But that's the past now and for all I know I could be looking at my future but it's still too soon to tell.

"But enough about me, what about you? Did your parents ever take you to the beach?" Namjoon

He turned his head towards me, still grinning wide but didn't seem surprised to find that I was already staring at him.

"Actually no. They never did anything like that with me."

Namjoon's smile faltered slightly and we stopped on the stop.

"Never?" Namjoon

I shook my head, turning away to look towards the calm waves only a few feet away.

"Nope, it wasn't there thing. Something about the sand being unsanitary and all that other stupid excuses they would tell me as a child."

"Didn't Jungkook ever take you to the beach?" Namjoon

I looked back to him, now to see him frowning.

"No. He never really took me anywhere unless he had to or when I was pregnant. That's about it, it's like he was ashamed of me."

Not being able to look him in the eyes after that I removed my hands from his and walked towards the water descending from the shore. I stopped to feel the wet sand beneath my feet. I love the beach, I take Jeonsan all the time. He was the first person I ever went to the beach with when he was a year old and walking.

In my thoughts I didn't hear Namjoon come up behind me until he placed his hands to my hips from behind and pressed himself to my back, resting his chin on my shoulder.

"Well I'm not ashamed of you Y/n. I think you're amazing and very beautiful." Namjoon

I gasped and turned around facing him again but he didn't back off. Instead he just gripped onto my hips holding me against his chest. Resting my hands to his chest we just gazed into one another's eyes. Like everything in the world around us stopped and it was just the two of us.

My heart was beating so fast right now.

He only cocks his head to the side, lips curving up but eyes slightly narrowed.

"I thought I made it clear that you being a mother doesn't affect how I think of you Y/n? If anything it makes me admire you even more knowing what you've been through to provide for your son. I may not have seen you with him but I don't doubt that you're a great mom." Namjoon

I was speechless.

I mean no one has ever told me that before. Like I've only known him a few weeks and here we are, on a date and he's telling me all this.

So I did something I've never done before.

Cupping his cheeks I kept our eye contact strong and he didn't pull back. Pulling him down to my level I planted my lips to his. Instantly he kissed me back, moving his one hand behind my head to deepen our kiss and the other to press me flush against him as the water rose to our feet and fell back again but that didn't matter. Right now we were sharing our first kiss and hopefully it wont be our last.

This date was perfect and I just don't want it to end.