Your Facebook notifications still ring on my phone. Your scent still lingers from time to time. The perfume I gave you was never your favorite because, as you said, it's not in a pink bottle. You always love girls perfume because it smells heavenly.

I wish they had knocked on the door before they entered. I wish they had given us a warning before they took you. I wish I could tell you a million times how much you mean to me. I wish I had the chance to turn back time and stay beside you.

I was ignorant and self-centered. You asked me what I wanted, not only what I needed. I hope I can return all the things you have planted for me to grow. I hope my dreams for you can still come true. Because I'm still holding on to the things that ended five months ago.

Take me back to the time when you smiled widely every time you heard me chuckle. Please bring me back what's been taken. I swear, I will change.

PS: Save me!