Chapter 35
Aradhaya's POV
We all were having our lunch, I didn't had any mood of having it but the glares Gia sent on my way.....
I saw Vidushi staring at me for long." Vidushi what happened is there something on my face." I asked her.
She shook her head." It's nothing Bhaabi, just my stupid mind." She said sipping her drink.
"tell me nah what happened." I asked.
"I just felt like yesterday I saw your eyes color change from brown to black , leave it me and my mind." She said chuckling and shrugging her shoulder but I tensed up , I looked at Gia and she to was looking at me.
After college hours I told her that I will study with Gia and come directly to home.
After reaching Gia's apartment I directly went to my room and busied myself in my books
But every moments I spent in Rajput mansion was flashing in my mind, I m sure Vidushi and Vivian would be running behind each other but I won't be there to stop their fight Vihaan ji laugh....
Aradhaya stop thinking about it about them
I shook my head and took out a notebook from my book and just then Vidushi's book fall from my bag.
Oh god I forget to return her this
I immediately changed my dress took my bag and went out after giving a quick information to Gia.
I have to give this book to di before Vidushi ask her
I hired a cab and reached Rajput mansion ,
Everyone was surprised to see me." Woh I forget my phone in morning, where is di." I asked.
"Bhaabi is in upstairs." Vivian said with a smile, I nodded with a smile and went upstairs.
I was about to bump into di who was in staircase.
"Woah woah Aru what happened." She asked..
I secretly handed her the book." This is Vidushi's she give me this in morning but I forget to return it back." I whispered and di nodded.
"I should go now di Gia will be mad." I said, she that girl will fuming by now as I went out just telling her that I m going to Rajput mansion.
"Okay call her but stay for sometime nah." She said.
" No." I said quickly, Vihaan ji would return and I don't want to face him , I m trying my best to distract myself but I know the second I will see him my heart will start paining again.
"I have many assignment to complete di." I said.
She nodded." At least stay for five minutes I want to show you the picture of Paris." She said with a puppy face and I nodded sighing.
Just five minutes won't harm right
"Let's go to garden I like that place very much." Di said and we started climbing down the stairs.
As we were passing the by living room Vidushi bumped into me and her juice fall on my salwar.
"I m really sorry , I didn't saw you ..shit.... your dress is strained." Vidushi said worriedly.
"It's okay you didn't saw." I told her smiling, but I felt sad when she called me Aradhaya instead of Bhaabi as when were in hom...i mean Rajput mansion she always called me Bhaabi.
"Aru you come with me and change into one of my dress and then we can go to garden." Di said.
"Di it's okay let's go nah." I said, I didn't wanted to stay there for long.
"You shut up and come with me." Saying this di dragged me upstairs
I changed into one of her shirt and jeans we were about to head towards the garden but her phone rang." Aru I have to attend this call it's from my boss." She said with a sorry face.
"It's okay di I also have to go we can talk some other time." I told her and she nodded with small smile.
I walked downstairs and saw that living room empty, this whole mansion has full of beautiful memories which I will cherish all my life.
I smiled sadly and walked away as I was passing by the garden my eyes fall on the pool side,
Last time when I was here for a walk I heard Vihaan ji's beautiful guitar music,
The memories of that day was flashing in front of my eyes and automatically my feet took me towards the pool area.
I looked around the area and smiled reliving those memories
These memories are enough for me to live my whole life at least no one can snatch them away from me
I thought to myself as a tear fall from my eyes.
"Amaya I need to tell you something important." I suddenly heard his voice and immediately my body stiffened and heart started beating loudly.
I was about to turn and tell him that I m not di and leave from here but what he said froze my whole body,
"Amaya I don't know how to say this....you have right to punish me and I will accept whole heartly but I think we should end our relationship, because I think I m..I m.. falling for someone you will feel disgusted for me but I think Amaya I was always attracted towards you but Amaya she makes me feel something I never felt before my heartbeat get faster whenever I m around her my soul feel peace , her eyes is like a ocean of emotional in which i always gets drowned yet I have no complain, my heart feels pain seeing her tears , i feel like killing each and everyone who makes her shed a tear ....Amaya I know asking forgiveness will be a crime for me but my heart is falling for Aradhaya....I m sorry Amaya but I can't stop my heart from feeling for her........" He said.
Fate is such a cruel thing , it full fill our wish but sometimes in way which makes you shed tears then smiling in happiness.
If the circumstances was different I would have jumped with happiness, I would have shouted to the whole world how much I love him , it would have been the best day of my life,
I always wanted to hear those words from the man who will rule my soul and heart, the man whom I will love with every fiber of by being, the man who will be the king of my heart, my soulmate
But today I m shedding tears of pain , why God you write my fate like this, I thought clenching my eyes shut as some tears licked from it , I was trying hard to stop the sob which threatened to break free,
"you don't have to be scared di I promise you that Vihaan ji will always be yours and I make sure of it."
No I have to be strong I promised di, I will never snatch your love di , I did the mistake by giving birth of these forbidden feelings and now I will do repentance.
End of Aradhaya's POV
Authors POV
She wiped her tears as she prepared herself for the most painful thing which she going to do now,
She turned towards Vihaan with her empty eyes and emotionless face.
Vihaan eyes were filled with shock looking at her." Aradhaya you." He asked shocked, but he was more shocked seeing her blank face he never saw her like this, it's like the Aradhaya he knows the Aradhaya who bloomed those feelings inside his heart was lost,
"I should have known this." She told him and Vihaan was confused.
"I should have known that guys like you are bound to be like this, after all for billionaires rich guys like you girls and their feelings are nothing but toys which you can get bored any Time and then buy another one." Aradhaya said her voice was laced with disgust not for him but for herself.
Vihaan shocked would be wrong." Aradhaya are you in your sense, do you have any idea what are you saying." Vihaan asked a little angirly, he might have been with many girls before but he never played with anyone's feelings he himself has a sister and he would never disrespect his parents upbringing
"Oh I very well know what I'm saying infact just now your confession bring back my sense, I never thought that you could be this cheap Mr.Rajput, In these months I started to think you as a great man but you are this much low minded, you were in a relationship with my sister whom you said that you love Soo much and now you are saying that you are falling for me what kind feelings are these Vihaan Rajput or wait are are these feelings even true because I begining to have doubt that the heart you have inside you is also fake just like your feelings......" She saying all these while fisting her hand she was digging her nails in her palm hard to give her the same pain she was giving him.
She was cut off as Vihaan grabbed her hand pinned her to the wall." Enough Aradhaya you don't have any right to insult my feelings and call them fake, I agree that its my fault hell it's a sin for me to fall for you when I m in a relationship with Amaya but my heart fall for you Aradhaya every moment spend with you made me realize the difference between attraction and love." Vihaan said looking deeply in her eyes
Aradhaya wanted to drown in his eyes and forget everything hide herself in his arms but the promise she made to her sister tied her like a chain of hot metal burning her whole body.
She laughed a little." Love, okay I accept that you were attracted towards my di and now you fall for me but what guarantee is there that you won't come to me tomorrow and say that your heart started beating for another girl and now you developed feelings for her, you know what Vihaan Rajput you are a fake person everything about you is fake your heart emotion your feelings... everything is fake." Aradhaya shouted on his face
"You are a fake person you faked our friendship."
Vihaan clenched his eyes shut and fisted his hand to stop those memories which buried deep in his heart no don't go there he chanted himself.
Aradhaya without knowing that she pocked long time wound which still as fresh as before continued to hurt him with her words.
"You are nothing but a cheater a cheater who play with everyone's feeling....you..." She stopping as Vihaan punched the wall behind her,
"You are cheater Vihaan, you betrayed my trust and my friendship."
"I m not a cheater , and my feelings are not fake." Vihaan said in a dangerous low voice which Aradhaya never witnessed before.
She gulped in fear." Then prove it." She said looking at him, she knows she is about to end everything.
"Proof it that your feelings are true, by forgetting me, by forgetting there was ever something in your heart for someone named Aradhaya, give my di every happiness which she deserves , treat my di the way you used to before all these." She said
Vihaan looked at her searching for a glance of that innocent angel which he fall for who thought him the real meaning of love, searching for ounce of emotion but what he got is just blankness and emptiness.
"Will you be able to able to handle that, will you be able to see me with Amaya." He asked hoping that now he at least get to see the pain which he was feeling.
"I can because you are no one the little relation of friendship between us is also destroyed at this moment." She said, she was sure that by now blood would have started coming out of her palm but she didn't felt any pain because her whole body was numb.
"You never felt any feelings for me, my touch never effected you ." Vihaan asked.
"Never." She said, her voice was robotic with no emotion.
"Fine Aradhaya if to prove myself I have to do this I will do because my feelings for you can never be fake, I can never forget the feelings I feel for you but I will bury them deep in my heart , Amaya which she deserves and I will treat the way I used to treat her before but I can't never treat that same way emotionally because at this moment you have killed my heart and my feelings." Vihaan said with hurt in his eyes and voice he left Aradhaya and started walking away leaving Aradhaya standing there .
He stopped." One thing Aradhaya Amaya has hurt me a lot in past but the way you hurted me today beyond every pain I ever felt before." Saying this he left from there.
Aradhaya was standing there she robotically started took out her mobile and hired a cab, she didn't had any sense when she get inside the cab and reached the mansion.
She entered inside the mansion lifelessly and directly went towards her room , she dropped her bag and walked inside the washroom, she opened the shower stood there wetting her whole body,
"One thing Aradhaya Amaya has hurt me a lot in past but the way you hurted me today beyond every pain I ever felt before."
" You have killed my heart and my feelings."
Those words started roaming in her mind and she screamed loudly and sat on the bathroom floor as finally the tears started falling from her eyes,
Gia come running in her room and banged the washroom Door." Aradhaya what happened, open the door Arad-haya open the Damm door I said." She keep shouting but non of them them reached Aradhaya's ears,
Only the his words were ringing in her ears , she pulled her knees close to her heart and rested her head on her knees.
"I destroyed everything." She keep mumbling looking at the wall blankly as tears fall from her eyes and sobs and hiccups shook her wet body.
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