I should have been terrified. Scared for my life. I was being held for ransom by these random people from the Night Kingdom I assume. My parents haven't made any attempt to pay them off and it doesn't seen like anyone is coming. I should be horrified of these guys, hope raising in my chest every time I heard a noise. But no.

If anything, I'm bored. They don't starve me, they haven't made any attempt to hurt me, I'm not in any obvious danger. What should I exactly be afraid of? I'm more mildly uncomfortable is anything. Sleeping on the floor isn't fun.

Being left alone for such a long period of time isn't easy. Especially when my thoughts catch up to me. What if I hadn't caught Nico singing in my room? What if I just ignored him? Is he still mad at me? Is he even looking for me? I doubt it..

The more I thought about it, the more I swore there was something truly wrong with my thinking process. If he wanted people to hear him sing, he wouldn't have waited until I was gone! That's why he got mad! I embarrassed him! Yes it was my room, but I just showed up out of nowhere and probably scared the hell out of him! That's why he yelled. He was embarrassed and shaken (shooketh) up. And I only yelled back at him and left.

I truly am an idiot, aren't I? Why'd I even leave? Nico saved my life multipe times, getting himself injured in the process just because I kept going into an area I don't know by myself! I can't blame anyone but myself for my kidnapping.

Then I think back on the song Nico was singing. Did.. He make that song up? (I wish I was as creative as the person who wrote that song T~T.) What was it supposed to mean? How did it go? I began humming the tune Nico was singing, singing the actual lyrics in my head. At least the ones I remembered.

So hey. How ya doin? I'm doing just fine! I lied. I'm dying inside. Hey. Can't you see I'm not fine at all? But I'll just keep it to myself...

What does that even mean? This was the first time in.. Ever probably that I actually was itching to talk to Nico. Did he write that song? If not, where did he hear it? If so.. What did he mean? He's "dying inside"? Is he okay? I don't understand...

"Hey Princey! Hungry? I got butter rolls!" Octavian's obnoxious voice boomed. I ignored him. I need to get out of here. I need to talk to Nico...