So there's a Fall Out Boy that I might go to, and the thing is I've never been to a concert before, like an actual concert. I've never been to a concert because it's only been recently that I've actually told other people (including my parents) what sort of music I like. It's not really because I'm embarrassed of it or I think they'd judge me (although none of my close friends like the same sort of music as me), it's more that I'm just kinda afraid of having a personality in general. I'm about 100 times more confident here on wattpad than I am in my real life, and I'm really mad at myself for that. I mean why can't I just stop fucking caring what other people think so much? But anyway if I do go to this concert I don't know what I'll do? The only other people who I know like FOB wouldn't really want to go with me? And like how do I act when I'm there? I don't fucking know anything about anything including myself and I don't know what to do.

I actually wrote this like someone else is going to read it and they're going to care isn't that funny. I guess I mostly wrote this for myself and I published it because the only people who could even possibly read it will never meet me in real life and so it really doesn't matter.