So this book got maximum resoonses so heres the update
The idea of this os is suggested by Lehar_2010
As you read, you will understand the story
Happy reading!

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A-hi
My name is avni mehta& im 23
I completed my graduation few months ago& my parents fixed my marriage
His name is neil khanna& hes 25
Now, im sitting in my room, dressed as a bride& i will have to get married

In few more minutes, i will have a new identity, a new last name& i will have to leave my parent's home& live with a whole new family

My friends are standing behind me- checking my dress& makeup for any last moment additions
They are also trying to tease me by mentioning neil's name but my mind is lost in a different land- least attentive to their teasing& discussions

Since the day our marriage got fixed,
Ive barely met him twice or thrice
We have eachother's contact nos but i never initiated a conversation bcz hes still a stranger to me
Apart from his age& profession, i barely know anything about him

I knew that this day will come in my life 1day but i didnt expect it will be so soon
I wanted to get a job, work for few yrs& when i would be financially settled on my own feet, i would be ready for it

But now, its of no use
I heard footsteps& saw my mom standing at the door
She signaled my friends to leave the room& they left
My mom came closer to me& checked me from head to toe

Ay-you look perfect
Im sure neil wont be able to resist himself tonight& you have to make sure that happens

Avni knew what ayesha meant

A(helpless)-but mom kya guarantee h ke wo divorce ke articles jo roz newspaper men aate h wo puri tarah reliable h& kya pata ye sab unke publicity stunts/ popularity gain karne ke tricks ho?

Aaj kal toh log quick money ke liye ek dusre pe fake marital rape ke charges laga dete h toh phir ye fake divorces kya cheez h?

And jo meri elder cousin sisters ki marriages men hua, zaruri toh nahi h na ke mere saath bhi ho?
I dont think ke neil unn sab ladko jesa h

Ay-men kuch nahi sunna chahti
Men bas itna jaanti hu ke tumhari shaadi nahi tootni chahiye& iske liye most important h apne husband ke desires ko satisfied rakhna

Tum apne daughter in law hone ki responsibilities manage kar logi par uss sab men itna busy nahi ho jana h ke tum apne husband ko time na do& wo tumhe chod ke dusri ladkiyo ke paas chala jaye

Avni sighed in helplessness but she was also afraid that if she didnt pay attention to neil's desires, then her mother's statements might turn out to be true
Unwillingly, she agreed to do what ayesha said

Ay-good
Dont disappoint him tonight
Neil's family has arrived& hes waiting in the mandap so we should leave

*****

The wedding got completed& now, it was time for avni's vidaai
Avni expected that her parents will give her strength& their blessing for her to start a happy marriage

But when she hugged them, both of them whispered the same thing to her again- as a major reminder which made avni question-
Do girls get married only to later on fulfill the husband's desires in bed?
But she didnt have anyone who could answer this

*****

Khanna house-

After performing few rituals, shweta took avni to neil's room& left
Avni scanned the decorated room& her nervousness increased even more
Soon, she heard the door opening
She saw through her veil& realised that it was neil

Neil sat beside her& lifted her veil with a smile
He kissed her forehead gently while avni blushed

N-you must be tired
Lets change& we will sleep

Neil got up& was about to go but avni pulled him back

A-its our 1st night
We should enjoy it

Avni started to unbutton neil's sherwani& her closeness started to activate his hormones

He wasnt ready for all this& wanted to build their relationship more but he knew that if avni moved a bit further, then he wont be able to control himself

After a few minutes, neil felt tight in his pants- he was aroused& wanted her& avni also showed the same intensions, although she didnt want to

N-are you sure avni?

A-yes

Neil removed his sherwami& untied her low back lehenga blouse& threw it away, exposing their upper bodies& avni pulled him closer, showing him that she too, wanted him

Neil hovered over her& gently kissed her forehead, followed by the tip of her nose while she gave me a small smile
But just when neil was about to kiss her neck, the hold of her hands on neil's bare back loosened& were removed

Neil looked up in confusion, thinking that he had accidently hurt avni but when he faced her, he saw her shutting her eyes close& bending her neck to a side
She had passed out& this made neil tensed as hell

He sat up& started to pat avni's cheeks& rub her hands to make her gain consciousness but it didnt work so he sprinkled few drops of water on her face
Avni frowned& then opened her eyes in slits, making neil sigh in relief

N(concerned)-are you ok?

A-yes
Im fine
Im sorry i slept off

N-you didnt sleep- you passed off
Avni, you look really exhausted so get changed into something comfortable& sleep off
We will do it some other day

Avni knew that neil was aroused& if she left him in this condition midway, then her condition might become the same as her elder cousin sisters

She had got influenced by what her parents had said about the society& didnt want the same fate as her cousin sisters so she had to do this- even if it was against her will& hence, she instantly refused to neil's statement

A-no
Im absolutely ok
Lets continue

Avni started to remove the soft sheet with which neil had covered her but he stopped her bcz he felt that something was fishy in avni's behavior

N-avni, tell me honestly- are you actually ready to do this?

A(avoiding eye contact)-yes
Im fully sure that i want you

N-then say this while maintaining eye contact with me

When avni didnt speak further& avoided eye contact, neil's doubt got confirmed
He understood that she was being pressurized but she wont share her feelings so easily so he thought of sharing his own feelings- maybe that might help
Neil put on his pyjamas& sat on the bed, beside her

N-avni honestly speaking, i wanted us to build our relationship first& then, only when both of us would be comfortable, then i would wish to move further to this stage 

I wouldnt mind on how much time it would take bcz i myself needed time to move this far& i had expected the same from you but i was surprised when you took such a big decision boldly

Avni instantly felt guilty& her voice cracked

A-do you really mean what you said?

N-of course i do

Avni immediately broke out in tears, making neil tensed at once
He hugged her immediately& she started to mumble multiples sorry &thank you while neil rubbed her back to calm her but her cries became even more heavier

N-wifey why are you crying?
Kya hua h?

A-theres something which my family& relative didnt tell you

N-and what is that?

A-among all my cousins, im they youngest

N-yes
I know& all of them are already married

A-no
The men with whom my elders sisters attended the wedding, were actually not their husbands- they were the friends of my cousin sisters but nobody shared this info to avoid badmouthing
All my cousin sisters are divorced& mostly bcz of their personal bedroom matters

And my parents got influenced by this& newspaper articles about divorces- thinking that the same might happen with me& to avoid this, they told me that i should get intimate on the 1st night bcz if i didnt fulfill your desires, then you will go to other women& eventually, we will end up in a divorce, just like my cousins

I tried to convince them that you are not like them but they were adamant about their decision
Even when i hugged them while i was leaving my house, they gave me a reminder about it

Neil sighed at her condition

N-avni you shouldve told me earlier na
If you arent ready, then you dont need to do this
You can take as much time as you need

Avni's eyes turned watery& she hugged neil tightly

A-thank you for understanding neil
But you wont leave me na?

N-i wont leave you ever

While avni was still sobbing, neil continued to caress her hair, lost in his thoughts

N-thank god we stopped before anything happened varna agar wo sab ho jata toh pata nahi avni ka kya haal ho jata
Already her eyes are swollen due to constant crying
But i need to calm her right now

N-avni listen to me
Right now, im going to get dressed
You also get dressed in some comfortable clothes
Then, we will sleep

A-ok

Neil went to change
Although he was slightly upset that he had to regain his senses& not have all those wild thought, he was still glad that a huge blunder had been stopped from occurring, at the right moment
When he went out, he saw avni wearing a night gown but her eyes held extreme worry
Neil sat beside her

N-avni kya hua?

A(worried)-neil kal maa& papa will ask me about what happened today
Phir men kya kahungi?
If i will lie, they will detect it

N-hmmm
You dont need to lie
I will do something in the morning that will make them presume that everything happened between us

But what happened between us& what didnt, is totally our personal matter
We dont need to disclose it to anyone
Let others presume whatever they want to
Why should anyone else take the decisions regarding our married life?

Avni smiled

A-thank you
Can i ask you for something?

N-of course

A-i had recently completed my graduation so can i apply for some job?

N-yes
Why not
And if you want, then you can apply for higher education also- in India or foreign

Avni smiled& hugged neil tightly

N-now lets sleep

Both lay in bed& avni fell asleep in few minutes itself while neil continued to stare at avni lovingly

*****

Next morning-

Neil was the 1st to wake up
He moved his gaze& found avni sleeping peacefully but she was laying totally over him- clutching his t shirt neckline which made him smile
He was busy staring at her until he heard knocks on their door

He detached himself from avni, got off the bed& opened the door& found shweta outside
Neil didnt want to disturb avni's sleep so he went out of the room& closed the door

S-tillu tum dono abhi tak so rahe ho?
Arre ek ghante men guests aane wale h

Neil was confused

N-mom ab konsi rasam baki h?

S-avni ki muh dikhai h aaj

Neil's face instantly turned into a frown bcz he knew what type of guests were going to come
Avni needed rest& he didnt want her to waste energy on those gossiping aunties so he thought of discussing with shweta

N-mom can we plz postpone all these extra rituals for few days?

Sh-why tillu?
What happened?

N-mom, after all these events& function which happened back to back, avni is exhausted& needs rest for a few days 

And plz dont call those relatives& aunties who are only interested to gossip about a couple's bedroom matters, when are we planning kids, where are we going for honeymoon& when etc questions bcz both of us dont want our personal matters to become topic of discussion& gossip

Theres a limit to interference& it becomes extremely awkward& i dont want anyone to unnecessarily give tension to avni or make her feel uncomfortable

S-tillu men samajhti hu par ye rasam pehle din hi kari jati h

Neil sighed

N-fine
Par plz selective guests ko hi bulayiye, avoiding those gossip aunties

S-ok baba
i will keep in mind to not call them
Happy now?

N-very much

S-now both of you get ready

Neil nodded &went back in room

N-avni get up
Subah hogyi

Avni opened her eyes in slits &smiled slightly

N-slept well?

Avni nodded positively

N-good
Now get up& lets get ready
Aaj tumhari muh dikhai ka function h

Avni became tensed bcz she was having the same fears as neil

N-relax
Uss type ke questions koi nahi puchega

A-neil mom dad bhi honge unko kya kahungi?

Neil smiled& kissed her cheek deeply, making her blush instantly

N-mene kaha tha na ke men kuch esa karunga jisse unhe wohi lage jesa wo chahte h?
Its free& available all the time
Toh agar aur zaroorat hui toh bata dena- koi charges nahi lagenge

Avni felt extremely shy by his move& she hid her face with the duvet, making neil laugh
He pecked her forehead &then they went to get ready

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