It has been a few months since I have tried to kill myself and I am in a much better place now. It took me a few weeks to finally open up to them but when I did I not only felt so much better but I found out that they already knew and were waiting for the adoption papers to go through before telling me. I have been attending therapy and it has been helping me so much. I am slowly starting to move on from my parents' death and I haven't tried to self-harm or kill myself, since. But other than that I got adopted instead of being sent to foster care which I was really relieved about. I have never felt happier than I do with them. It was after a few weeks after being adopted by them that I called them Dad and Papa. The looks on their faces when I called them that made my day no scratch that it made my life. I loved seeing how happy they were and am really happy with my life as I have the most loving parents in the world and due to this, I could never be happier.