I sighed taking a slow breathe, "I'm scared" I froze for a moment and thought about my brother, Ben, Kaylee and all of my friends who have been there to help me. Now who knows where they are or what's happening.

"Oh.. So, the great cosma is afraid of her own purpose,"Darky said. I glared daggers at him. I'm not great. People started racing through my head and I realised my friends wanted to help me but, they don't know how. Darky and Glitchy are trying to help because they know Zalgo's an ass wipe and all I'm doing is sitting here complaining about how scared I am. How pathetic? Do something for yourself. be selfish for once in your life. That's the only way to get him back. The only way to be yourself.

I broke the chains with one stroke of my arms and jumped out the window.....We just happen to be on the fifth story. Ben jumped up and caught me around second story slowing down my falling rate. I kicked him knowing Jeff and EJ were around as well. Ben gave me a surprised look.

"What" I asked while in the air. "I know what I need to do and you won't stop me."

I grabbed a tree branch and started running through the trees.I saw EJ and slowed a bit then saw Jeff. Couldn't go too fast but too slow. EJ is probably gonna try and slow me down till I run into Jeff and EJ is the stronger of the two. I sighed and stopped.

I turned to face Jeff but, they switched on me. Instead of Jeff it was Ej. I forgot Ej was the brains of the group. Jeff was the brons and Ben was the tech geek. Why did I fall for this? I'm such a dumbass. Ej pulled out his scalpel but didn't move. My first thought was duck. So I did and I saw the back of Jeff's knife. I couldn't turn my back on Ej but, if I don't do something Jeff can easily win behind me. I finally came to the realization. Where's ben?

I saw Ej's smile and I gulped but didn't show fear. What am I fearing? I can't let them win. I sighed and felt a zap. My eyes turned red as I transformed into my wolf form. Ben could have done anything in that time including putting a tracking chip on me.

I turned so I was facing everybody. It wouldn't help with ben but, the worst that could happen is him going behind me. I gave myself a moment. To take in the situation. I can't run and I'm not likely to win but, I got to try. I looked at them every second colder, moment slower and with every second my heart went faster.

Ej, Jeff and Ben all switched to fighting stances in a matter of seconds. I switched to an offencive and defensive position. Ej noticed my stance and I watched all of their eyes for where they were aiming. In wolf form this was easy for me but, defence was quite hard. Ben could sense how tense I was. I shook off my pelt and readied myself for defence when suddenly Kaylee knocked Jeff to the floor. Ej was aiming for my back. When he took the moment to attack I turned and grabbed his arm by my mouth. He switched hands and went for the same attack. I went under his legs and Ben Jumped on me grabbing his sword.

I flipped over and Ej went for the stomach so I turned again. He only missed by a hair. He switched the way he was holding his scalpel while Ben finally got his sword out. They both attacked from different sides. Ben wasn't moving though. He just stopped. Ben and Ej both backed away and went after Kaylee. I was going to stop them when a gun fired at me. I looked at where the gun came from. Hoodie, masky and Toby were all standing there.

I sighed and glanced at Kaylee. She nodded showing she understood. But, I knew I would hear about it at some point. I sighed I really didn't want to fight my brother.... Or Toby I guess... fighting hoodie is fine. Masky saw my uncomfort. "Sorry sis but, it got to be done." he said. "You left slender and that's on you."

"YOU LEFT ME... I DON'T GIVE A SHIT ABOUT SLENDER.... HE RUINED MY ONLY POINT IN LIFE... I SHOULD HAVE DIED PROTECTING YOU FROM THOSE BULLIES... That's when my existence became unnecessary... If we can't be there for each other anymore... Then we aren't siblings or friends anymore. I don't know Masky... I know Timothy Write the cute brother who was there..." I looked him dead in the eyes. "If you fight me say goodbye to the true me. I transformed into my human-ish demon form.

"I never wanted to fight you or leave you... I just got caught up in work" He said.

"Work is all you ever do and it ruined me... Don't talk to me unless you own up to your mistakes... Including ever meeting me." I said.

"MAYBE I SHOULDN'T HAVE MET YOU UNGRATEFUL WHORE" he screamed. I looked down. He changed so much and I can't fix the mess I put him or myself in. I looked at Kaylee apologetically. She looked at me confused as did everybody else.

"Bye" I said. I grabbed a knife and stabbed into my gut. Ben teleported to me trying to stop me. But, it worked in my favor when he accidentally made me pull up. I soon passed out from blood loss. My mind brought me to a safe place. No people, no feelings, no place to go, just me in a blank space. I couldn't get hurt by others, and nobody could take me away from this safe place. I couldn't win in the real world.. All I could do was dream and I wasn't a dreamer. I wasn't a true fighter anymore. All was taken from me and I didn't have the strength to take any back.

I was a broken tool unable to be fixed. Everytime one tried they would break me further. My heart, soul and mind needs to be balanced but, My heart was broken, soul lost and mind messed with. All that was left was life or death. If I live I have nothing. If I die I have nothing.

The thought came to me that Kaylee is there fighting. She's not broken or even bruised on the inside. What was the difference between the two of us.