Hey bees, so like when I wrote this one. I was really stressed out so like tell me what you think...

Silence.

Silence, is it so hard to ask for, to beg for, to cry for. Does it even exist in this world of absolute chaos?

My head feels like a thousand hammer banging forcing their way in and the door is a thin sheet breaking with every thug,

Am I just trying to hide but it's not possible with every footstep tapping, every door creaking open?

There's yet another sound and yet you think if quietness solves it.

Does it? Or you just silence yourself and the noise gets louder.

A pause, all I ask is a pause not a backward or forward move, just a pause. To grasp the moment at hand, to feel it, to experience it because it feels like life is just flashing before your eyes, and in the end, you have nothing to show for the time spent.

Then do you cry, sob, and for what? No valid reason and that's what pains me the most, nothing is responsible, and the reality is that nothing will ever be ......