My world fell

Tears couldn't form and I don't blame my eyes. My body shakes vigorously but I don't blame my nerves. I couldn't blame anyone or anything and this isn't a self-righteous way of being responsible but a clear expression that I couldn't think straight.

Thoughts flooded my mind vibrating through the past, unaware of my present and petrified of the alarming yet unknown future.

My world crashed before my eyes in mere seconds and I stood there like a mannequin for display like a status mounted to stay still.

My body couldn't just move with everything happening so fast. It felt like it happened in mere seconds.

She fell, my world fell and I couldn't do anything about it. Seeing the one you care about the most get hurt and you just feel hopeless.

You try and your efforts and not enough so you try harder but the thoughts don't seem to leave, it haunts me not just like a nightmare made out of imagination but a memory that flashed right in front of me, real and startling.

With this hurt I carry deeply buried in my heart, I care for you even when it pains like a knife stabbed in my chest to see you roaring in despair and I assure you I will stay...

I got nowhere else I rather be than by your side, holding your hand till it squeezes mine....

I trace the lines of your face with the tip of my fingers and hold you like if I let go one second you disappear into thin air and the fear of that makes me grip you tighter but gently...

I will never take off despite the dreadful reality my world fell but I will hold thou, build thou up again if I have to and if it's the last thing I do...