GOD

First and foremost I imagine you as a big fatherly man so huge in clothing as pure and white as your smile that lightens my mood when I look up to you.

Placed on your lap, ensured in your safety, guided from the wickedness of the world, surrounded by colorful flowers you made and a cute sunflower crown on my head making me your princess.

Everyone in the world may not know me and they may never and it hurts. All I want is to be heard and seen but at the same time, I want to be cuddled up between sheets and sleep away. Scared of the troubles of life, so scared I couldn't try at all.

But beneath my heart, I know you understand me, feel me, see me and you love me for all my imperfections and flaws. I already deem myself unworthy of your unconditional love but you never left.

When I did things to hurt you knowingly and unknowingly, through my actions and thoughts, my words have broken you but even in my garment of sin your love for me, never changed but forever grew and filled me with tears.

My number 1# lover,

My everything

#my God

I will never leave you.