I haven't found a title for this one yet...

I thought you understood I really did but maybe you are just like everyone else. Only seeing the surface, the surface that always smiles and never breaks but I'm more than that...

You're like the sun and I'm the moon. I only shine when you embrace me with your warmth but now..

It's hard to define, you're like an on and off switch sometimes light and other dark. Sometimes interested others unconcerned but as hard as I want to let go, preparing my soul for yet another strike.

I can't..

I can't, stopping the instance your smile referred to me, and for a second maybe I felt happy and worried free but in the end good things never last.

Be there or not. But I'm always there standing out the rain, no umbrella to shield me from the downpour.

I like the cold shiver against my nerve or was it the scent of earth after rain that interest me

Waiting, yes I'm waiting but it's hard to let go when you are too much of a day thinker and a night dreamer but a dream without you is like a nightmare and I'm starting to think maybe I could survive... without you

Without you? Could there ever be a reality like that? I can't imagine even if I wanted to try no matter how hard I try to picture that dreadful image and my mind just goes blank, pitch black but then I think if you feel the same..