As you know I am alone. My only friend missing. It has been a week, a star student dose not just dissapare. But he did.

So I sit alone watching our shows. Thinking of all the fun times we had. knowing that it is a slim chance that I would ever see him again. 

I sit in his apartment......alone.

I go to the cafe.......alone.

I get cafe con leche.......alone.

I eat ginger snaps.......alone.

I sit on the train......alone.

I feel numb.

How can I live,

 My only friend is gone.

I listen to music.....alone, no more duets for me.

Nothing will bring him back.

I wish I that I had  been there,

I could of stopped the attack.

I have known him for ever, his bark is bigger than his bite. 

He has never been aggressive. So why did he finally snap? What caused it? What did he do?

The worst that I have ever seen, was a few muttered curses to the person who beat me. When my father punched me he was there to protect me. He dident do any thing besides shoving my father away. All he did was lead me away and nurse my wounds. He never struck back. Even drunk he was the most passive person that I knew.

 He was my partner in crime, we were the only friends that each of us had. We would sit in his apartment and watch TV, play Janga, write stores, write poems, sing together.

We would always be smiling together. 

We would eat together.We drank together. We partied together. We both loved our cafe con leche in the mornings. We ride the train after school together. 

We watched the stars together.

 We took on the world together. We held each other up. 

But now we are alone. We are crumbling. Well at least I am. I don't know what happened to him.

All I know is this.......He is gone. I am alone.