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Alex POV

I'm sitting at the very water fountain that I first saw John. Yes I know I need to get over him for all I know he could never be coming back as this hurts me its true plus! I now am dating Eliza for two years now! I love her so much but not as much as I love John.

John a beautiful creature

John the sun of the world

John is sad he hates himself

John hates life

JOHN OMG JOHN IS SUICIDAL NO NO NO

as this processes threw my head I leap to my phone and snatch it in my hands and call John my poor John

*riiinggg*

*rinnnnng*

Nothing

I sigh of course he wont answer me he hates me or maybe-no he wouldnt never he promised......right

John POV

Hey um ya so heres the problem I'm here in south Carolina and I going back to New York in about on hour and I have no one to pick me up because  i cut everyone else out my life.

But but but then it hit like a flash(I'm so sorry) I realized it made everything worst my cutting has gotten worst I havent left my apartment and I havent packed omg I HAVNT PACKED  so like a normal person I JUMP FROM MY DESK FLIP CHAIRS AND GRAB MY SUIT CASE WHILE CRYING AND PACK EVERYTHING IN 6SECONDS

Normal right?

After I'm done I run out my apartment with my head phones and chargers everything I need and drive to the airport

*at the airport*

I walk to my plane with 1 minute to spare I sit on the plane and play my tunes you know like normal songs like

Inner demons

Doctor said

Dark enough

Antidote

Etc

*new York now*

I get off the plane and look around gosh I missed this place its smells just like coffee sweat and trash amazing

I head outside the airport and look around again taking in the air i see some parks and other things....

I walk around until I see the apartment I rented for awhile until I can afford a house a small house as i walk inside I notice this is the place me and Alex stayed before I left and college was over I flinch at the memory and walk to my room

Once I get there I set all my stuff down and decide to head to out

(Sorry for all the skips but here another one)

I walk until I see the old coffee shop me and the gang use to go... I have to go in again it's must. I walk inside lool around and order the thing I always order when I came here (you can choice what he gets)

I take a seat across from were me and the gang use to sit because it would feel weird to sit there again. I miss them so much....!

Alex POV

Me and the gang go to the coffee shop tht we always go to but except without John I miss him so bad

I'm holding Eliza's hand as we walk in and scan the area to make sure our sit isnt taken then I notice someone across from our spot I know who it is!

It has to be him

His long curly hair and hoodie he always wore

IT'S JOHN

My angel