ok so i started drawing november of last year after years of quitting. i used to draw a little (for like a month) when i was younger but everyone seemed better and i stopped because it felt shameful and that was a big miss steak

ive beat up my art a lot in a year and i just keep fucking with it lmao but anyways

ive improv ed a lot like lmao a little too much its kinda scary and djskf mm i dont like praising myself because i know ill look back and see how shitty everything was and r e g r e t which isnt that good cjskc

you should be proud of what you do dawg

anyways

i realized it was stupid to stop drawing because everyone was better ((like 10 years later lmao)) and i started again

i also lmao i grew up on tumblr which probably wasnt the best for my development but tuml has some good art holy shit

and i was obviously a little nervous drawing again because u kno eVERYONE WAS SO MUCH FUCKING BETTER FISKCKS

but i decided to just look at what they do and what i like about it

i ended up studying my favorite artists pieces to understand how they make certain things work and i did this a l o t

i realized my mistakes really really quickly like fkskf shading with black and using extremely bright colors that didnt fit with each other at all. i could look at what i was doing and know what i was doing wrong because of how much i studied

so id spent most of my time trying to fix it

and right now, theres a lot i dont like about my art. things like poses and mouths and interesting color schemes.

i have trouble with anatomy a lot too cjskfis

but i know im getting better which is why ive kept going lmao

early on i didnt really pay much attention to what i was doing, and you can tell. i was a bit too confident in something i wasnt working hard on.

i can look at anything ive drawn and immediately point out my mistakes because literally like 2 hours after i draw something it starts to look like shit. this isnt necessarily a bad thing though. i always have something to work on.

anyways here my shit lmao

lol im still lazy w shading but shssh

anyways thanks for sticking with me boys