it seems as though I have lied

I decided to end this w my favorite instrument clarinet I love her and will cherish her with my life

anyways i was like heyy why not end this book w/ a lil storry

so a long time a go I used to draw a lot

it was shitty weaboo crap but I did it a lot and i had fun with it

And then I stopped. I stopped for a good chunk of my life. Because I thought I'd never be as good as anyone around me. I compared my shit to other people and it was usually older people too

My small young self decided that it was useless and that I shouldn't even try

So I stopped

For a long long time

And that fucked me up real good.

Because, had I kept going. I would be better now, I'd be so much better now.

My art is shit and I know that, but that's the whole point. I want to be able to look at something I made and not thing it's a complete pile of shit.

I pulled an Alexandria's library on myself and I still regret it to this day

So if you're out there and you think you're never going to get better u r a liar and pls keep going. Especially if youre really young.

Don't ever stop doing something you like because you think other people do it better

That's not the point

The point is that you have fun man

Enjoy yourself.

thanks for you beautiful weens who stuck w/ me through this pile of trash and I will see ya in the next book.