The next morning I woke up and when my alarm when off, I just stared at the ceiling. Do I really have to go to school? I don't want to go and have to interact with people. 

Just thinking about going to school made my stomach turn and made the sad feeling inside me grow. 

When I was about to close my eyes to drift back off into sleep,  I remembered Luhan. Luhan is the one being bullied now, what would happen if I wasn't at school? 

I groaned as I started to get out of bed and walk to the washroom to brush my hair and teeth. Just looking at myself, I look like a mess. 

My right eye was all pink and puffy because of the two, hard punches Luhan's dad gave me yesterday. There was no way to hide it.

My hair was a mess and I had bags under my eyes as well. I staid up almost all night crying and eating. I'm horrible, but I guess I have to deal with myself at one point. 

When I finished brushing my teeth and trying to fix my hair so it was decent to look at, I went into my bedroom and stared at my uniform. 

My original uniform pants came out of the wash, but I think they shrunk or something becuase they're tighter on me then they use to be. That, or I most likely gained. 

When I tried putting them on, they felt just as tight as the pants the school had given me.

Even though my pants were extremely tight on me, it was better then wearing my sweatpants to school and having even more people stare at me because I stand out like a sore thumb. 

Once I got my uniform on, I left the house and walked to the store to buy my breakfast and lunch.

I ate my breakfast outside of the store I bought it at and put my lunch in my backpack before making my way to school. 

When I did get to school though, it was like that same feeling I always have when I entered my own home hit me. The feeling of depression. I wanted to break down and cry, feeling this heavy weight on my heart but I shook my head to get myself together. 

I'm here for Luhan,  I have to remember that and be strong. 

When I walked into class, I could still hear faint comments being made about me from under peoples breath, but it definitely wasn't worse then what I use to face before. 

Luhan wasn't in his desk when I came in, that's weird...he's usually always here before I am.  I then noticed Baekhyun and Chen weren't in the room either. Please don't tell me...

I got up from my seat and quickly walked out of the classroom. I walked around school,  trying to see where Luhan could be anywhere but everywhere I checked was no use.

I figured it could just be a coincidence that Luhan, Baekhyun and Chen all weren't here around this time. 

I was walking back to class when I heard faint groans of struggle. It was coming from the cafeteria.

In my head I was telling myself not to go so I don't have to get into a fight,  but my feet were moving for me. 

I walked up to the cafeteria and poked my head to see through the window and saw Baekhyun was pushing luhan's face against a table. 

I was shocked seeing this. I'm lucky enough that when they bully me, all they do is call me names. Yet again I'm bigger and weigh more then they do so they wouldn't be able to force me to do anything. 

They slammed Luhan's head against the table which made me flinch and gasp to myself. How can they do that and laugh about it right after?!

What should I do, what can I do?! I don't know what I should be doing but I opened the cafeteria doors. 

Once I did so, Baekhyun and Chen both turned their heads so they could see who had opened the doors. They had slight fear in thier eyes for a moment because I think they thought  I was a teacher, but once they realized it was only me,  they rolled their eyes and smirked. 

"Look who came to protect his boyfriend" Chen says while chuckling. 

Luhan shakily brought his head up and turned it in my direction to see it was me who had entered the cafeteria.

"L-Leave him alone" I stutter, damn it why did I stutter?!

"Whatever you say fat boy, we'll see you in class." Chen says before patting my shoulder and walking out of the cafeteria with Baekhyun behind him.

Once I heard the doors for the cafeteria close behind me, I hurried to Luhan, helping him up from laying on the table.

Luhan looked like he was in a daze when I helped him up. "M-Minseok why aren't you in class?" He asks, sounding just as confused as he looked. 

"I saw you weren't in class and went out looking for you. Are you okay?!" I question, looking at him worried and surprised. 

"I-I'm fine, if anything I'm use to being beat up so this is nothing for me." Luhan explains in a smirk while rubbing the side of his head, trying to stand up properly. 

Hs supported himself while holding the table they slammed his head against so he didn't fall back or anything. "Luhan I'm worried about you...I want to do something. I have to do something so that they stop!" I demand, looking at Luhan seriously but I guess that only got him mad.

"Minseok, I said to stop this, if you do something they'll bully you again, and what would be the point of me being beat up every day if they started hurting you again. They're not doing this only because I'm poor, but because they want someone to pick on. I told you I don't want you to feel like shit, because its not your fault! So stop saying you have to do something because you can't do anything!" Luhan exclaims in a loud, angry voice. 

I was a bit taken aback by his shouting and curved my lips so I couldn't say anything. He stared at me like he was angry for a second or so before looking down and rubbing the back of his neck. "I-I'm sorry Minseok,  I didn't mean to say all of that." He says in an apologetic tone. 

"No... It's fine, I'll just give you some space." I say in a broken smile, turning around and walking away. 

While I was walking away, I closed the door behind me and heard Luhan shout in anger from inside the cafeteria. I took one last glance at him and he was kicking cafeteria tables and chairs while shouting in anger. 

I turned back around and continued to walk away, making my way to class and sitting down in my seat.

When the end of the day came, I quickly took my backpack and was speed walking to get out of the school. I didn't want the coach to find me and put me into detention. 

When my face finally hit the cold, winter wind I breathed in the fresh air. 

I was going to walk out through the parking lot when I saw... Sehun. What's he doing here?

I glanced at the back doors of the school to enter the parking lot and saw Baekhyun, Chen and another boy who wasn't from our class push Luhan to the ground. 

"YAH!" I heard Sehun shout from across the parking lot. He stormed towards the group of boys with anger and fury written all over his face.  Even I was getting scared and I had nothing to do with the fight. 

"What do you guys think you're doing to him?" He questions in anger, cracking his knuckles while he asked that. 

"Who're you?" Chen questions, looking at Sehun with one eyebrow raised. He didn't sound intimidated in the slightest. 

"I'm Luhan's friend and I don't like you bullying him. If you continue to bully him, I'll have to bully you." Sehun explains, still looking at all three boys seriously even though they didn't look intimidated. 

"Then I'd like to see you try" Baekhyun says in a smirk. 

Before Baekhyun could even put his hands up, Sehun went in for a punch,  making Baekhyun fall to the ground.

Chen and the other boy didn't look as confident anymore but I could tell they didn't want to show weakness. Before they could even touch Sehun, he knocked them both down.  It was like I was watching an action movie in front of my own eyes!

Baekhyun, Chen and the other boy all got up and ran away from Sehun once they caught their balance. 

Sehun then walked up to Luhan and places both hands on his shoulders. "Are you okay?" He questions, staring into Luhan's eyes. 

Luhan looked like he was just as surprised to see what had just happened and hesitantly nodded meaning yes. 

"Come on, I'll get you some ice" Sehun says, wrapping one arm around Luhan and taking him towards his car. Luhan still looked like he couldn't process everything and went along with Sehun. 

Seeing that I felt bad... Inside and out.  When I try helping Luhan he says no and denies it, but when his ex boyfriend randomly shows up and tries he doesn't appose?

If anything Sehun looked like the prince saving the maiden from the marnvols...I was just a tree in the background. 

I should have been the prince saving Luhan, but like always I'll never be a prince.

I'm hungry, I feel like crying and I don't want to be here anymore. I texted Luhan telling him I couldn't pick up his dad today and went straight home.

I bought a ton of food on my way home and ate it all. I ate everything that was in my fridge that looked good to eat.

I started to cry while eating the food.  What am I to Luhan?