"Your dad always hurts you, doesn't he?" I ask, patting down on Luhan's wounds with cleaning alcohol.

"He hasn't been doing it much but I don't know what's gotten into him lately." Luhan explain, wincing at the pain when I dabbed the cleaning alcohol onto his open wounds.

"Why my house though? Why did you want to come here when you obviously have more, closer friends?"

"You're the only one who knows about my home life and it'll be hard explaining to my friends that I'm not the rich kid, I played them to think I am." Luhan admits, he sounded a bit sad that he lied to them.

"They have to find out at one point." I say in a small tone, maybe even a mumble.

"No they won't" Luhan seriously says, moving his head so he was looking directly into my eyes, dead serious.

When we locked eyes, my heart began to pound and I moved my gaze so I was looking at the wall behind him and coughed. "O-okay, okay they won't."

I finished bandaging Luhan and stood up from my chair. "You're all done...so are you going home now?" I question but Luhan staid seated.

"I also wanted to ask if I could stay the night." Luhan mumbles in a quiet tone.

"Stay the night!?" I repeat like I didn't hear what Luhan had said properly. Luhan's asking to stay the night at my place!?

"Yeah... My dad is home and I don't want him to hurt me again." Luhan says. He sounded a bit...scared.

I looked at Luhan, debating whether or not I should let him stay the night or just kick him out on the street and make him try finding somewhere else to stay.

Being logical here, Luhan has always been mean to me. He's always bullying me, even now he does so. I already pick up his dad almost every day and now he's asking me to stay the night?

Just because I like him doesn't mean I should be this nice to him. He's rude to me, and I treat him like he's a holy saint that I should forgive.

"I don't know" I say, looking at the ground so I wasn't looking at Luhan's face. I already know he's probably looking at me with that puppy dog face. I don't want to fall into his trap.

I didn't say anything else and a long pause was left between us. "I'll...find someone else to let me sleep with them, it's okay." Luhan says in a hurt tone.

I did a bad thing and looked up at him. When I looked up at him and saw the expression on his face, I cursed at myself under my breath before saying "wait Luhan..."

Luhan's head quickly shot up to look at me when I said his name. "Fine, you can stay here for the night." I say in a defeated tone.

"Really, you'll let me?" Luhan questions like he didn't believe me.

"Yeah, you're going to have to sleep on the couch though" I say, pointing back to the couch in the living room.

Luhan looked over my shoulder to see the couch and nodded meaning okay. "I don't mind sleeping on a couch. What about your parents though, what should we tell them?" Luhan questions, sounding worried when he brought up the topic about my parents.

"My parents aren't here. They won't be here for the whole month actually."

"Really...why?"

"Business trip" I answer, short and simple.

"Well that makes it a thousand times easier." Luhan let's out a sigh of relief.

"Yeah...well I'm just going to sleep." I say, turning around and walking to my bedroom. Is it really safe to leave Luhan out there alone?

I went into my bedroom and closed the lights, going into my bed and staring at the black ceiling. No matter how much times I tried to close my eyes and drift off into sleep, I just couldn't.

The thought of Luhan being out in my living room gave me a feeling of butterflies in my stomach. I've never felt this way before towards anyone. Just staring at the ceiling made me think about so much other things other then just Luhan because the silence was getting to me.

How much I shouldn't be eating, how I should lose all the weight. Then my mind drifted off into how much my parents hate me, how much of a social life I didn't have, having no friends at all.

Then I thought about how Luhan saw me. He probably looks at me as the over weight fat loser who has no friends. I hate this. I'm hungry.

I got up from my bed and walked outside to where the kitchen was when I heard something. A shuffling sound to be exact.

I moved to where the living room was and poked my head inside to see Luhan standing over near the side drawer looking through papers.

I came up beside him quietly to see what he was looking at, and he was looking at my appointment papers!

"Wh-what're you doing!?" I ask, having a turning feeling in my stomach from Luhan looking at my personal things. I snatched the papers from his hands and took them away.

"A couple of them fell because of the window" Luhan explains, pointing to the open window which the wind probably blew them down.

I could feel my cheeks heat up and I looked down at the papers once again. "Thanks for picking them up but you don't have to do that."

"Is that why you were down town when you caught my dad drunk?" Luhan asks and I didn't say anything.

"I know where your doctors is, but I didn't know you went there. Are you sick or something? You have an appointment almost every week." Luhan asks...he actually sounds really concerned.

"I don't go for anything important that you need to know about."

"Because of your weight?" He questions and I staid quiet. Luhan continues to say "it said it on the paper."

I got even more embarrassed...I guess I shouldn't tell him I got up to get a snack.

I looked up at Luhan and he was chewing on his bottom lip. It looked like he was hesitating to say something.

"What is it?" I say, looking at him curious to know what he wanted to say. He always hurts my feelings so it wouldn't be anything new if he says something mean to me.

"I...want you to be healthy, I care...about you." Luhan mumbles in a tone which was so faint it was almost hard to hear.

"You care about me?" I scoff. I didn't mean to ask that in the tone I did but it came out that way.

"Okay I know it doesn't seem like I care about you because of the different face I put on in school but I know you now..."

"You don't know me" I quickly say.

Luhan looked up at me like he was waiting for me to say something else.

"You don't know much about me. You saying you care just makes me laugh" I say in a hurtful tone. Why am I saying this, why am I being so mean to him? Am I pushing him away because I know if I get closer to him I'll fall for him harder?

Yes, this is good. I have to keep being rude and putting on a cold shield so that he doesn't try getting closer to me.

"I'm sorry."

"Can you stop saying you're sorry!? I hear it every single time I see you, so much to a point its getting annoying. If you apologise for something, don't you think you should stop doing the thing you have to keep apologising for?"

I stopped talking and looked down between us. Luhan didn't say anything and nor did I. I sighed deeply and say "I know I'm a fat embarrassment you don't want to be seen hanging out in public with. From now on, if you want to talk to me just text me." I say, turning around and walking away with a turning feeling in my stomach.

I was a bit hungry yes, but this turning feeling wasn't hunger. I don't know what this feeling was, but I didn't like it.

I quickly ate something before going to bed. I had nightmares again which wasn't a fun experience. I woke up every hour or so but tried to be quiet because I didn't want Luhan hearing me.

When I woke up Luhan already left the house which was good for me because I didn't want to see him bright and early in the morning.

I got ready and left my house. Buying my breakfast and lunch today since I didn't make my own breakfast.

I got to school and saw the marnvols sitting at their desks. They looked at me but didn't bother to say anything. That's weird, they usually call out something mean to me when they see me.

When class started I paid attention to the lesson. No smart remarks were made when I answered questions and no chuckling either.

When it was lunch Baekhyun finally approached me. Its like I was waiting for this all day. "Fatty, give me your lunch. Yours looks better then what they're serving in the cafeteria today. You don't need the extra calories so give it tome." Baekhyun says, holding out his hand, waiting for me to put my lunch in it.

"Baekhyun, leave him alone." Luhan says in a tone like he was annoyed. I looked at Luhan confused and he had a serious expression on his face while he was staring at Baekhyun.

"Oh come on Luhan" Baekhyun whines but Luhan continued to stare at him, saying nothing.

Baekhyun groaned, walking away from me and going towards Luhan. I swear I saw Luhan glance at me before he left the classroom.

What the heck is happening??

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Thank you guys for being so patient with my updating. Next chapter I guess will be a bit more interesting. Thank you for reading!