By the end of the day I had made my decision and decided I would go and live with Kris. Even though it was a drastic decision, I would rather stay with Kris then my parents. When the last bell rang for school to end, I could hear everyone walking out in the hallway. I decided to leave the class now so I could try to blend in with everyone else as I was leaving the school. 

Once I successfully got out of the school, just to my luck I saw Luhan in front of me, walking with his head down with a worried expression on his face. Just seeing that made me frown. I remember in the beginning of the year when Luhan was the most popular boy in the school. Not that he's not popular now, he still has his followers, but it's obvious most of them have stopped bothering with him. It all stopped when he stopped hanging out with Chen and Baekhyun and started protecting me. 

Is this why Luhan is so stressed? Maybe he realises that everything he wanted to change when he came to Korea is slowly turning to how he was like in China. Maybe he hates me for this...I don't want Luhan hating himself like how he did in China. 

Just thinking that I could be the reason why Luhan was upset, I was hesitant to approach him, but because he now doesn't have a phone, it's not like I could tell him any other time about this whole situation.

I walked up to Luhan with the little confidence that I had. He looked at me when he noticed that someone was walking beside him. I could see he forced a smile on his face when he saw me, it hurt because I knew it was a fake smile. "What's up Minseok, want me to walk you home?" He questions. 

"You didn't bring your car?" I ask, looking at him confused. 

"No, I'm thinking of selling the thing to get a bit of cash so I didn't bring it today. I can still escort you home though." He ensures, bringing his arm around me where I lightly pushed him away. 

"Not in public" I mumble lightly to him and a smirk was left on his face like he was trying to hold in his laughter. After silence was left between us for a minute or so of walking, I decided I would have to bring it up now rather then waiting it off for later. "Luhan" I say to get his attention. When I said his name, he automatically looked up at me. "I'm thinking of moving in with Kris" I say, finally getting it over with. 

When I had said that, I glanced at his face to see how he reacted, and it looked like he was confused and at the same time, upset. "Why're you moving in with Kris?" 

"My parents are forcing me to go to the doctors again and being around them is just a negative environment for me. You know how well I was doing when they weren't here. I know you're trying to do your best and pay things off, so I thought living with Kris would be okay." I try to explain, but he still looked upset. 

Another long pause was left between us and by now we both stopped walking. I continued to look at Luhan as he stared down at the pavement. He looked up at me really upset and angry before saying "well you should stay with your parents! You have to go to the doctors anyway with how fucking obese you are!" He shouts, which caught a couple of people's attention.

I looked around to see the people now staring at me and whispering to their friends. Luhan's words pierced through me like a sharp, cold blade. My words were caught in my throat, I couldn't speak. I slightly glared at him, feeling the tears starting to fill my eyes as I turned around and stormed away from him, walking the rest of the way home by myself. 

I know why Luhan is upset, he has every reason to be...but he doesn't see how much this will help me, and on top of that...he even called me...now I know what he really thinks of me. 

I got home but I was in a worse mood than before. I was thinking more about everything that had happened and what was wrong with me. I pulled a suitcase out from underneath my bed and started filling the suitcase with clothes of mine and other things.

Before leaving the house, I basically cleared the fridge from eating half of everything that was in there. Damn it I'm pathetic. I pulled the suitcase with one hand while leaving the house before closing and locking the door behind me. I took the piece of paper Kris had gave me out of my pocket and searched up the directions online how to get to his house. 

I managed to bus there which was kind of awkward because I brought a suitcase onto the bus, but it's not like I haven't seen other people do it before either. 

When I got into the apartment Kris lives in, I took the elevator up to the floor Kris lives on and walked to the door number which was written down on the paper. I just stood in front of the door for a while, debating whether or not if I should actually knock. I know I'm already here, and there's no point on turning back, but now I'm overthinking things again. 

As I was about to chicken out and turn around, the apartment door opens, and I saw Kris in basketball shorts and a tank top. His hair looked dripping wet like he had just took a shower and he had a towel hanging around his shoulders. He was surprised to see me and asks in a smile "so you're coming to live with me?!" 

I looked down and didn't say anything until I mumble faintly lightly "what does it look like." 

"Come in" Kris enthusiastically says, moving to aside so I could walk in. I nodded as he moved and walked into Kris' house, continuing to pull my suitcase behind me the whole time. I took my shoes off as I entered the house and Kris insists "let me take your suitcase, I'll bring it to the room you're sleeping in." 

I stared at him for a second before letting go of my suitcase and letting him take it. Even though he took it, I followed him to the room he was talking about which looked like a spare room. While walking into the apartment some more, I looked around Kris' house, but saw no sign of even his parents living there. 

"So where're your parents?" I question as he placed my suitcase onto the bed in the spare bedroom. 

He turned around to face me when he placed my suitcase down and answers "they're in Canada...hey are you hungry? I was about to head to the store to get something to make for dinner." He asks, instantly trying to change the subject. 

I could tell he didn't want to talk about it, so I decided not to drag it on. "No, I just ate actually...so I'm not hungry." I answer faintly, folding my hands together and playing with my thumbs. 

"Oh..." he says, sounding a little disappointed. "Then I guess we don't have to make dinner." He says in a smile. 

"But what about you, aren't you going to have dinner?" I ask, looking at him worried. 

"I'm not hungry anyway so I don't really care. So what's wrong...I could tell something was wrong since you walked in." He asks, sitting down on the bed beside my suitcase while looking at me. 

I continued to stand in front of him and looked down. "Aren't you getting bothered that I'm telling you so much?" 

"I told you, I'm your diary! You need to tell me things!" 

I was quiet for a moment before giving in and answering him "it's Luhan...I told him that I was going to live with you because it's not like I can live with a boy behind his back. I could obviously tell he was really mad and upset about the whole thing, which I'm not mad about. He has every right to be mad at me...but I now know how he thinks of me." I answer, still trying to hold in the tears that were filling my eyes. 

"What...what do you mean Minseok?" He questions, you could hear how concerned Kris sounded in his tone of voice. 

"I know I'm fat...It's not like I don't know that already...but he said that I should stay with my parents because I should go to the doctors since I'm 'fucking obese.' I know I'm fat...but hearing it come from Luhan...hearing those words come from his mouth hurts me. He use to call me fat almost every single day before, he would tease me and hurt me, but it didn't bother me much back then because I didn't really like him. Now we're in a relationship and he knows how sensitive I am about my weight. He even told me so many things to make me think highly of myself. I guess everything he was saying was just a front." I say, looking down and now letting a tear rush down my cheek but quickly wiping it away. 

"Minseok, you're not obese, you're not even fat! Why're people here so weird?! Just cause you're chubby they think you're bigger then anyone in the entire world?! You're not fat Minseok! Jeez, everyone here is making me mad." Kris says in annoyance, rubbing the back of his neck as he stood up and was trying to contain his anger. 

"You don't have to lie Kris..." I manage to say through my clogged throat. 

He walked up to me and hugged me tightly as he rubbed my back. "I'm not lying Minseok...you're living with me now...so I'll make sure you never hear those types of things again!" Kris says, parting from our hug and looking down at me with a big smile on his face. 

I looked up at him and then looked down, nodding to him meaning okay.

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Hey guys, this is just a question for what you want me to do for the next chapter. Do you want me to make the next chapter Luhan's POV and how he reacted to Minseok telling him that he was living with Kris, or do you want me to skip it to the next day?