The next day I decided not to go to school. I don't think I can face Luhan witnessing what I did yesterday. I don't even want to get out of my bed.  I just want to stay under my covers and sleep all day. 

I pulled the covers over my head and curled up, trying to get more sleep.  The more I tired sleeping, the more I kept thinking about Luhan. Is he with Sehun right now? Did they go home together?

I ruffled my hair in frustration while trying to get the thought of Luhan out of my head. Just thinking about what happened yesterday is making me hungry.

I want to go to the convenience store and buy all the junk good in there, but my stomach still hurts from yesterday because I ate so much then as well. 

In the middle of me trying to get some sleep, I felt my phone buzz from beside my ear. I groaned, bringing one hand up and taking my phone in my hand to see who was calling me.

I wasn't surprised when I saw it was Luhan, Luhan could be the only one calling or texting me becuase he's the the only person in my contacts... Well other then my parents, but I for sure know my parents would never call me.

I stared at the calling screen for a while, debating on whether or not I should answer. My gut deep down inside me wanted to answer the phone,  but I knew if I answered the phone and talked to Luhan, I'd just get more upset and feel more hungry then I already am.

I let the phone ring a couple more times before groaning once again, giving in and answering the call.

"What took you so long to pick up?!" Luhan questions, he sounded angry.

"I was asleep." I answer in a short reply, giving no emotion in my tone.

"Why aren't you at school?!" He asks in the same angry matter.

"Don't feel well."

A long pause was left between us over the phone. It got a bit awkward but I dealt with it. I don't want to talk to him right now. Maybe if I'm quiet enough he'll hang up. That way he won't blame me for clicking him.

"Minseok...is something wrong?" He asks in confusion.

"Everythings fine" I answer in a monotone voice. 

A long pause was left between us again before I say "I'll talk to you later, I'm a bit tired." I hung up the phone before Luhan could even say anything to me. I didn't want to hear if he would appose to me hanging up the phone or not.

When I ended the call with Luhan, I sat up on my bed, looking down at my feet. The turning feeling is still in my stomach and I want to eat, but at the same time I don't want to eat because I feel like if I eat any more I'll throw up since I ate a lot yesterday. 

I walked to the desk in the corner of my room and sat down on the chair in front of it. I pulled out a pencil out of the cup holder and a paper outside of the drawer which was connected to my desk. 

Maybe to try clearing my mind, I should write something? While thinking of what I could write, the only senarios I could think of was fantasy themed since that's what I read. 

I brought my pencil down to the paper and started writing but was shaking while writing. When I was picturing the prince who was saving the person, I kept thinking that prince was Sehun and the person who he was saving was Luhan. 

I tried to think of what I could be, but I kept picturing myself as the fat, ugly, gooey creature that would try fighting them. I'm not a marnvol, I'm far from being one personality wise... But I guess I look like a marnvol more then I look like a prince. 

I crumpled up the piece of paper I had only written a couple of words on and threw the paper across the room in anger. 

I looked at the crumpled piece of paper that I had thrown across the room with anger filling inside me. What the heck is wrong with me.

I got up from the chair I was sitting on and went into the living room so I could sit on the couch and watch TV when I heard the phone ring.

I took the phone and answered it without looking at who was calling which was a bad idea because the person on the other line was Mr.Seo.

"Minseok, I've been trying to get in contact with you ever since your last appointment." He starts off with explaining, sounding happy that I answered the phone.

"What would you like?" I answer, not trying to sound too rude. 

"I want you to come back. We never finished your appointment from the other day..."

"I told you I'm not going back, that was my last appointment. I'm not going back there." I answer, a bit annoyed that I didn't get that through to him the last time I saw him.

"Minseok I would have thought you cleared your head by now."

"My mind is crystal clear and I know for a fact I'm not going to go back for another appointment. Stop calling me." I answer in fury, I was already angry and upset about Luhan, I don't need to deal with him as well.

"I'll come to your house, we don't have to weigh and measure you here if you're uncomfortable. I can do it at your house-" He tries to explain, I guess to try and change my mind but I interrupted him.

"It's not the place we're in or that I'm uncomfortable. I said I don't need you!"

"Yes you do Minseok" he sounded serious. 

I couldn't take this mini fight anymore. I clicked the phone ending the call with Mr.Seo and was furious. I hate everything, I hate this. I don't care if I'll throw up, I need to eat something!

~×~

I woke up from my nap but my stomach hurt even more then it did before, it felt stiff and it hurt whenever I moved.

I guess I ended up falling asleep on the couch because when I looked around me, I was in the living room. I groaned while getting up from the couch and rubbed the back of my head. 

I checked the time and it was around ten o'clock at night. After I ate did I really sleep for the whole day? I really am depressing.

I then heard pounding coming from my front door and sighed to myself. I swear if it's Luhan or Mr.Seo I am not ready to deal with them today.

I slightly opened the door to see it was Luhan with his arms crossed, waiting for me.

I wanted to push the door back and shut it in his face, but Becuase I just woke up, I wasn't as strong as I would be if I was fully awake. 

He barged into my house in anger,  practically slamming the door shut behind him. The door slamming made me become more awake. 

"Why'd you slam the door?" I ask in a monotone voice. 

"Why did you click me this morning and then when I tried calling you after you wouldn't pick up your phone. Are you mad at me or something, what's up with you today?!" He questions, sounding angrier by every word he spoke. 

"I'm not mad at you."

"You're acting like you're mad at me or something. I seriously don't know what I did wrong."

"I said I'm not mad at you" I say once again, trying to make him understand. 

"Then why're you acting let's say... cold towards me?"

"It has nothing to do with you, you don't need to know." I answer while turning around and walking back to the couch, sitting down where I usually sat.

Luhan followed me and stood in front of me with his hands on his hips. "You're my boyfriend, we're in a relationship aren't we? You should be able to tell me things." He kind of sounded hurt that I didn't trust him enough to tell him things. 

"I'm not in the mood for talking about it Luhan." I answer in a tired tone,  and in all honesty I wasn't. My stomach is still stiff and it hurts from eating so much, the thought of yesterday and the whole call with Mr.Seo was putting me in a bad mood by the second. 

"So you don't trust me?"

"I never said that, I'm just not in the mood."

"I want to know what's up with you, I'm not going to leave until you tell me." Luhan explains as he continued to stand in the same spot in front of me.

I was by now getting annoyed. "Luhan leave me alone for a second, can you not see I'm in a bad mood!?" I ask while shouting. I didn't realize I had shouted until after I said it.

Luhan looked at me taken aback that I had shouted at him. He looked down at his feet and slightly hunched his back while doing so. "Sorry... I'll give you some time alone then." He says while turning around.

I bit down on my bottom lip and watched Luhan walk to the front door. I let out a small sigh before saying "wait, Luhan."

When I told Luhan to wait he stopped walking but continued to have his back facing me with his head down.

"I'll tell you..."