BoraStrawberry:

Also, as long as I know, Tae and Jungkookie are best friends in real life.

How can they be rivals?

BoraStrawberry:

If I had to let go of a girl because of Jungkookie, I would have happily done that.

BoraStrawberry:

And I'm sure Jungkookie must have done that too.

"Gosh! Why didn't I notice all this then? No wonder why he mentioned Jungkook as Jungkookie all the time while chatting with me. After all, he is The Kim Taehyung, who Jungkook claims to be his only best friend. I mean, I'm sure no one would call him Jungkookie other than him or any other members."

She continued to feel embarrassed all over again. The girl, who always guessed the hidden suspense rightly while reading mystery novels, was not successful in noticing things she should have in real life.

She literally had been thinking about different storylines and how she could make her story the best and unique for her readers, but when it came to using her brain while she was supposed to, she failed.

Suddenly, she realized that she had asked the very same person, who was the main character of her book, to give reviews on the mature chapters of her book. That was when she wanted the ground to swallow her alive.

"Did I really just ask him to read the mature scenes of his own fanfiction? Does that mean there could be a possibility of Jungkook reading this book too?" She screamed, laying on the ground as she stared at the ceiling of the drawing room. The fan was attracting her all of a sudden because she had literally booked herself for hell.

"I will be working with them permanently now that I've signed the contract. What will they think of me? They'll take me as a perverted fan. Oh my God!" She sat straight with her eyes wide open.

"Would they think that all the fans are perverts? Did I just represent myself so badly and now they will think about ARMY in the same way? It's not like our minds are pure like angels or maybe newborn babies, but it's not for them to know."

She couldn't believe she had screamed at the man as if he was the only one at fault while here; she was literally doing the illegal thing. "What if Hybe comes to know and they decide to take legal action against me? I'll have to bow in front of my favorite idols and ask for their forgiveness. Yes, I should do that." She gave a firm nod before she continued scrolling.

And then, her heart stopped beating, tears began forming in her eyes and her lips quivered when she read his messages—

BoraStrawberry:

In case, hypothetically, as you said, if Tae or some other member is reading the book then they can choose to not read if they're uncomfortable because it's anyway a fictional book.

BoraStrawberry:

Your book isn't depicting their life.

BoraStrawberry:

I can clearly see the comments. Those who are reading your book are loving it.

BoraStrawberry:

Continue writing for them. Also, I can see you working hard. So please don't overthink much now

BoraStrawberry:

Okay, enough now.

You aren't

I love you just the way you are!

BoraStrawberry:

Stop thinking so low of yourself

BTS won't like it

They love you just the way you are

She couldn't believe the person who she blamed for betraying and lying to her was literally encouraging her when he should have taken off the mask right then and yelled at her for portraying his character like that.

"What did I do? Because of my insecurities, I blamed the wrong person. He could have just reported my book or worse, sued me but no, he was motivating me."

She had no courage to read their chats any further. She just scrolled the chat aimlessly, not really noticing or minding the thick tears that flowed like a waterfall.

She felt guilty especially when she noticed the messages of the time when she kept him awake the whole night and made him play the game of those stupid questions which he answered honestly. She even mentioned, "you remind me a lot of Tae." How couldn't he when it was him all along? 

She remembered so well how tired Taehyung seemed in the interview the next day and then he stopped talking to her. The hyung he mentioned back then was surely Namjoon. He must have yelled at him for being careless or maybe unreliable and now she knew she won't be able to face them.

She closed her laptop and decided to cry because that was the best thing she could do. She was feeling embarrassed, guilty, and shameful, plus all the synonyms of those words we find on Google.

She lay down on the floor and curled up in a ball, letting her tears flow till she fell asleep.