Nikki P.O.V

I wake up as see I'm laying on Randy's chest.

We're both naked in bed.

I have a horrible hang over.

I turn to my side and I grab my phone.

45 missed calls from Seth.
And there were some texts.
There were nine unread.

As I'm about too read them there's knocking at the door.

Randy is past out,there's no way he's getting up.

I get up to open the door but realised I'm naked.

I grab Randys shirt and slip it on.

The knocking gets louder.

I open the door and I have my phone in one hand.

I open the door and my heartbeat stops.

Nikki:Seth?

His expression,he was serious and tears started to build up. He started laughing.

Seth:So you and Randy huh?

Nikki:No Seth it was-

Seth:Let me guess it was a mistake?Huh?Like the mistake you made when you thought I cheated on you?Right.

Nikki:Yeah.No!I have a picture of you kissing Paige.

Seth:She kissed me!I pushed her off!John is playing mind games here!

An unexplainable amout of guilt swept over me.

Seth:Here I am looking everywhere for you every single place and you're in his room?Why would you do this?

Tears start to fall from his eyes.

Oh gosh.

Nikki:Seth no I love you.

Seth:Yeh you're chest show that.

He said cause I wasn't wearing a bra.

Seth:Yeh I bet you were thinking that when you were riding him huh?Did he make you feel good?-

I slapped him out of anger.

He held onto his jaw.He smiles.

Seth:I don't have time for this.

And he walks away.

I can't let him walk away!

He can't walk out of my life after everything we've been through!

Nikki:Seth!Seth!Get back here.

I ran to him.

I try and push him against the wall.

Nikki:You can't leave me!It wasn't meant to happen.Seth-Im sorr-

Seth:I don't want to hear it.I'm done with you.I'm done with us.You're on your own.

This all sounded so familiar!

Nikki:No!Seth don't leave me,you promised.

Seth:I thought I could trust you.I don't care about that promise it means nothing now,you mean nothing now.

And that's when it hits me,this is all from my first dream!

He walks away,out of my life.

I've just hurt the love of my life.

I walk back into the hotel room.

I noticed just still had my phone in my hand.

I looked at the text messages.

Shirtless👅:Shorty where are you?!

Shirtless👅:It was all a lie!

Shirtless👅:I didn't kiss Paige she kissed me!

Shirtless👅:John set this all up.

Shirtless👅:Shorty!?I LOVE YOU OKAY?!

Shirtless👅:I'm looking for you now.

Shirtless👅: please pick up!

Shirtless👅: please reply

Shirtless👅:Shorty?😟

Tears former in my eyes.

What did I just do.

I get dressed and grab my car keys and head to AJ's hotel.

•AJ's hotel room •

I knock her on door hard. I didn't want anyone to see me.

AJ:Nikki!

She pulled me into a hug while closing the door.

I start sobbing terribly.

AJ:Nikki?What's wrong?

Nikki:I cheated on Seth.

I cried harder.

AJ:Calm down,with who?

Nikki:I slept with Randy.

AJ:Nikki!

She gasped.

Nikki:I know.

I cry louder and louder.

Nikki:He promised he wouldn't cheat on me and he kept it,he did but I didn't keep it.

AJ:You just need some time.

Nikki:Yeah,you're right.

I go and rest on her bed.

I close my eyes and cried myself to sleep.

I've lost Seth.
And it was all my fault.

Seth P.O.V

ANGER FLOWED THROUGH MY VEINS.

I WENT STRAIGHT TO THE GYM AND STARTING BOXING.

I couldn't handle this feeling.

How,why,where did I go wrong?

I love her so much so fuckin much!

Why'd she have to.

I punch harder and harder.

I knew being angry at her wouldn't make things better but I didn't even want to see her.

Not now.Not ever again.

Because if I did,she'll know how vulnerable I am without her.