
Chapter Twelve
Cairo's POV
"Cai.. siya rin ang tatay ko." Natulala ako sa kaniyang tinuran until I feel my tears started falling down my cheeks, I stared at her with my lips parted, still processing what she just said. Seryoso ba?
I swallowed my lump in my throat to be able to speak, "So... you're my sister?" I asked and she nodded, I want to blame her but I shouldn't, para ko lang kinakain ang mga sinabi ko kanina.
I let go of her wrist and stand up from my seat before rushing out of our classroom and run and run without any direction. Wala akong pake kung saan ako patungo, basta hinahayaan ko nalang na dalhin ako ng aking mga paa kung saan man niya ako gustong dalhin. Gusto kong mapagod dahil ayaw ko nang maramdaman pa ang bigat na nararamdaman ko.
Until I heard someone call my name.
"Cai!" I looked back and saw Lux who's chasing me with a worried face. I finally stopped and looked around, we're at the rooftop.
"Cairo, stop!" Lux uses once again his deep voice to order me... but I'm tired. Saka nakakagulo na, ano ba naman 'to? Hindi ko alam kung nagiging OA ba ako masyado o normal lang ba na maramdaman ko 'to dahil nalaman ko na ang kaklase ko ay kapatid ko rin pala.
Napa-iling ako, "No Lux, don't come near me. Sige ka tatalon ako!" Pagbabanta ko ang I see how his expression drops.
"Cairo, don't do this! What happened ba!? There's better ways to solve a problem than this! Nag-iisip ka ba, Cairo!?" I can feel the frustration in his voice but he's still keeping the distance while I take steps backwards towards the end.
I scoffed, "You wouldn't understand me! You have an 'oh so perfect family'!" sigaw ko at saka humarap sa edge ng building, I can see the highways and other vehicles mula sa rooftop. Then I looked down.
"Cairo!" I heard Lux shouted, I closed my eyes, I feel so weak and coward, but at the same time, I feel like I can no longer push through. Hindi ganitong buhay ang ina-akala ko na haharapin ko. I walk through the super edge, any moment I'll fall, my eyes snapped open as I felt strong arms surround my waist. I immediately looked at Lux behind me, then I met his eyes, his eyes that are already teary, any moment his tears will flow down. He pull me away from the edge and put me back on my feet.
"Cai... don't..." his voice cracked, his brows furrowed and tears are building up in his eyes.
He took a deep breath, "Please Cai... don't hurt yourself. I don't know what to do if I saw you with my own two eyes jump off this building. Cai, please." He pleaded as he hugged me. That's when I started realizing things, na kanina ay muntikan ko nang tapusin ang sarili kong buhay. And if I did that, paano si mama? Mawawalan siya ng anak. At sigurado ay malungkot siya ng sobra. My hands slowly travelled at Lux's back as I cry on his shoulders. He's caressing my back as I started to have a hard time breathing.
Once he pull from the hug it was the most unexpected thing I imagine I would have.
Lukas... kissed me.
My eyes widened, at first I tried to fight back and push him, because this is wrong. We are both boys, both young, and him and Trixie are... together?
His kiss was so gentle, his lips were so soft. I closed my eyes and try to feel what he wants me to feel. Hindi 'man niya ako totoong gusto sa mga oras na ito ay iisipin ko na may nararamdaman siya sa akin at ganun din ako sa kaniya. Just enjoying the kiss and thinking what it should really be and feel like. He is sucking my lower lip as I suck his upper lips. Pushing away the fact that it's my first time, I did it like it wasn't.
Kahit alam ko na may gusto siyang iba. A good seconds, he pulled away, then looked at me, he connected our foreheads before smiling.
"I love you..." He mumbled... hindi agad ako nakasagot... this is wrong.
I pushed him back then start running back inside, going down to the stairs and rushing towards the bathroom. Once I arrived there I looked at the mirror my lips are slightly swollen, I breathed heavily as I clutched my chest, I'm fucked up.
Putangina naman, ano ba 'to?!
Bakit ako nagkakaganito?! Saka bakit namin ginawa 'yon?!
Drake's POV
I walk through the hallway of the university. Some of my batchmates are greeting me and so are some higher years. It's not new to me, even their compliments. I've been used to it to these past months.
"Drake..." I froze on my spot.
I shut my eyes and slowly shaked my head, "Oh God..." I mumbled.
As much as I don't want to talk to her, I faced her, "What is it now Genesis?" I coldly asked,
She faked a gasp, "Wow, aren't you gonna say 'Hi Genesis' or 'Hi cousin' first? Don't you want to see me?" Genesis ask, just by seeing at her expression, her tone and the energy she have right now, I know she's about to fucked up someone else's life.
Pati ba naman dito? Ipagpapatuloy pa rin ba niya ang paggagawa ng issue tungkol sa buhay ng ibang tao? Hindi ba siya naawa o nahihiya?! She's meddling with people's lives and even secrets!!
"I just know by just the tone of your voice that you are once again meddling with someone else's life." I sternly said, she once again gasped and even held her chest as if she felt offended.
Maya-maya ay tumawa ito nang mapait, "Oh no no Drake, this time... I have a good one! Oh... make it a lot! More than one, eh!" Genesis replied, I squinted my eyes at her.
"What ever you got Genesis, 'wag mong idadamay ang mga kaibigan ko." I threatened her.
She acted surprised, "Oops, too late Drake... I got one." That's the last thing Genesis said before leaving.
She's already steps away when she once again faced me.
"Just remember Drake, just don't butt in to whatever will be spreading in the future... so you wouldn't be in trouble as well." Genesis winked at me before marching away.
Napamasahe ako sa aking sintido, "Putcha naman."
Bạn đang đọc truyện trên: Truyen247.Pro