I remember that day when I woke up and suddenly figure out my mom was gone. She didn't say bye neither left a letter. I was just 4, she said it was for the better, but it was a second lost. And when I turned 8 I knew "nothing" should be expected the most. Luckily I've survived, but being alive feels like being death. If you only look at me you will think I'm just fine. If you observe me and look at me beyond my appearance and behavior you realize am broken.

smiles might mirror in a river

skin might hide the inside scars

but none of the is real

and the things I stand for are very surreal

-FujoshiiPanda-kun