I've been force into this
No one will notice
When they are in their bliss
It's lame if I rethink

For the time I couldn't see
For the time I couldn't hear
What have thee done for me?

You washed her silky hair
Nursed her when she was on bed
But I watched her briefly in the day
Instead of giving in for her care

I wished her death
Couldn't bear to see
Her oxygen soon abate
The guilt  turned into hate

For the time I couldn't see
For the time I couldn't hear
What have I done for thee?

I visited your grave for a while
Truth came and cracked the mask
Now we are apart by the Nile
These feelings won't fit in a flask

I lost my faith and everyone revile
They didn't know shit but still took the time
I strengthen the mask with tile
While they cook their evil slime

For the time I couldn't see
For the time I couldn't hear
What did we do to live?

You took me in like a hopeless kid 
I grew angry at the worthless facts
You taught me life as it was
I pretend to cover the wounds

In a early morning you took a fly
Even if I fought it
There was no turning back
You told me your goodbye

Dear grandma forgive this selfish brat
I had no idea that your love could revive
That little innocent child in the mines

I give my gratitude
Wherever you are
Lord forgive me
If I'm not strong now
If I have closed you in my heart
If I'm not faithful now

I'm struggling here
I may be lost
Or refusing to find
The love you have for me
And the love you will always have

If a shitty step I have taken
Let me take responsibility
After all
I don't know my destiny

-FujoshiiPanda-kun