AUTHOR'S NOTE:

This chapter is dedicated to laya_amulu Thank You Sis.

This chapter has many mature things and words. Please forgive me.

This chapter is a very important one and I can't avoid it.

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35) Ravichandran says thanks

CATHERINE'S POV

Ravichandran was standing in front of me after saying that Addar loved me on seeing how dumb found I was.

But I have known him for 4 years and he has never shown a sign. Even now my brain was shouting 'He gave you a sign on your first meeting Itself.'

He has kissed me but it was just a kiss.

But Addar is not the guy who thinks kisses lightly but he kissed me so it might have some value to him.

Ravichandran grabbed my arm and pulled me towards him but I didn't try to escape but his hand held my arm tight just to hurt me.

He tried holding my hand even tighter to see me showing signs of pains but I was not going to give him the pleasure.

Ravichandran said, "Both men and women are strong in body. How much ever they are tortured after sometime their body gets used to it which people call being numb."

Ravichandran moved and had a glance at the other guy before saying to me, "Hurting these guys are like hunting a crow. No one eats the crow. It gives the pleasure of hunting only."

He said while rubbing his palms, "Hurting people like you and your brother is like hunting edible animals. I can have two pleasure at a time. Both of you think you can outsmart me and you are not submissive too and that's what gives me immense pleasure in destroying you."

He slapped me hard on my cheek enough to tear my lips. My torn lips made me bleed while he slapped me again and pulled me by my ear and slammed me to the wall. He pinned himself on my back.

He made me stretch my arms and whisper, "If you were not here, it would have been impossible to hurt your brother. Do you remember the day you found the true colours of me?"

How can I forgot that day?

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I was walking with my brother who didn't like the fact that I was not at my room last night and I didn't attend his call all day.

Actually I was in Ravichandran's room. We never anticipated it but one thing led to another and we ended up making love to each other.

I was not complaining yesterday due to the way it felt. Sex was something which I was not allowed to talk even.

I never knew sex was good like yesterday. Things we did to each other was so good. I had to accept that I was nervous.

I didn't even had theoretical knowledge about sex while Ravichandran accepted that he has had sex even.

Though I didn't like the fact that I am not his first like he was mine but later kind of accepted his words that he was in love.

He also said what better way to show love than sex?

Those words showed the way he was brought up. May be love is measured by the pleasure given to your loved ones during sex in his life style so decided to give him as much as I can.

My thoughts were blocked by my brother's words, "I asked where did you go yesterday night? Why didn't you attend my calls?"

I couldn't say to him that I was making love when he called, "I was studying in my friend's room and I didn't take my phone along as I was thinking about studies."

He was not done yet, "But you do this often. I am finding your phone busy mostly."

I tried to act irritated, "Stop! No one cares If a boy is busy but everyone are scared if a girl is busy on phone. This is 21st century! Give girls some privacy."

I was shocked to see him calm, "Even if it is 210th century somethings won't change."

I shouted back, "Give us some freedom. You just can't control me. You should treat me as equal. Mom and dad doesn't look into everything you do then why do they look into things I do."

He said with a smile, "For years I didn't see you complaining when I used to walk home while dad used to come in his bike to take you home or while I used to act as a driver and buy you things while you stayed at home. All these happened because you were a girl and I was a boy."

I couldn't say anything else than, "I know to take care of myself."
We were walking silently while a guy came running towards my brother. He stopped in front of us to show a phone. My brother took the phone in his hands. I could assume that he was watching a video in it.
I couldn't hear the voice but I saw my brother's face change. I tried to listen hard and the voice felt like mine.

I listened closely to hear a second voice which I found later as Ravichandran.

I was moaning his name which made me understand that someone took a video of our love making night.

My brother squeezed the phone hard. I came near him to hear me moaning his name.

As soon as I was near my brother he had slapped me hard enough for me to stumble on floor. He shouted at me in his most loudest voice, "WHEN DID THIS HAPPEN!"

I didn't know if it was a question or statement but his next shout made me answer him, "Yesterday anna."

He punched the wall near him while I regained my senses and stood up, "Please help me stop this video from spreading anna. This will affect both of us. I understand now that its not good to have sex before marriage. Save our dignity."

He was shocked for a moment which was evident from his voice, "Who is the other you are talking about?"

I said immediately, "Ravichandran, it will affect his good name too,"

Immediately I felt my brother's palm on my cheeks and next moment I was down. "YOU STILL DON'T GET IT! YOU STUPID!" He threw the phone at me.

(A/N: SORRY)

I slowly took the phone in my hand and unlocked it to see the video running. I was giving Ravichandran a bl*w j*b.

But what shocked me was Ravichandran looking straight at the camera. He pointed at me and smirked at the camera.

He knew that we were being filmed.

Guy who gave the phone said to me, "Ravichandran says thanks to you."

He turned back to my brother, "He says it's time you get punished for your ways and you might know the consequence if you don't agree."

Ravichandran filmed me.

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Suddenly I was sitting on my bed with Addar sitting near me while holding my shoulder. It was a dream or to be exact, a memory.

Addar stroked my hair, "You were crying and shaking. Is it a bad dream?"

After I nodded, he said, "I know the perfect way to feel better. Wash your face and mouth first."

I went inside and splashed water on my face. I held the counter and looked at my face at the mirror in front of me.

It showed a girl with red shot eyes. The girl with truck load of sins.

In India there is an ugly behavior even if two strangers are fighting to curse they will use words degrading his mother or wife.

No one knows where they came into the conflict but they are degraded too.

That has happened to me too. A tear rolled on my cheeks.

Suddenly I heard Addar say, "No use crying inside bathroom. Come out."

How does he even know I am crying?

I came out to see Addar with three bowls of ice cream. He gave the one to me and sat with other two bowls.

I started to dig inside my chocolate flavoured one while he asked, "Do you like this flavour?"

After I nodded, he continued, "Ask If this is my favorite."

I smiled while asking, "I know that you will eat a paper even if ice cream is written on it."

After finishing ice creams, he said, "Eating ice creams and chocolates helps us recover from bad dreams."

I clapped silently while he bowed, "You found this remedy?"

He smiled and shook his head, "Addar the Genius did not find it but J.K.Rowling the genius found it. Remember Professor Lupin and his chocolates?"

I smiled while he continued, "Think of your dreams as dementors. Think of a good memory and chant good things like 'I like my mom' and sleep. Do you get it?"

I nodded and both of us lay on bed while I was chanting I heard him say, "I am here. Say if you need me."

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AUTHOR'S NOTE:

SORRY for some Mature content in it.

This back story of Catherine was inspired from few real life incidents.

There is a thin line which should never be crossed. If you cross it then your life won't be on your hands.

Many might feel sad for Catherine and few might feel like she deserved it.

It all comes down to "Is being cheated your mistake?"

Like it or not India is a country of traditions may be we don't but our parents surely do.

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Take care be safe and stay blessed.

-Yagappar