AUTHOR'S NOTE:

This chapter is dedicated to AkankshaSharma3 who has been a constant encouragement to me

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31) Don't try to hurt Addar you can't

Ravichandran's POV

I came inside feeling happy for the opportunity which fate has given me. Opportunity to get revenge.

Joy decreases exponentially with time but need for revenge increases exponentially with time.

Addar didn't cross my path until I wanted to get my revenge on Adam. Adam's sister was close to Addar. He was the only friend she had.  Adam believed in Addar and he wanted Addar to be with his sister.

Adam and Addar were the only humans to stand up against me. I demolished Adam's life and made him feel the hell in this world itself. 

I could still feel his pain and agony on which I felt delight. At the end he even begged me.

Adam deserved it for disobeying my words. The pain which he experienced was what made me as a man whom everyone feared.

The biggest addiction is the feel you get when someone fears you. The look they give you with fear is something which can't be replaced at all.

Some say the way girls look when they have a climax is unbelievable but that's all just rubbish.

More than other's affection, love and lust, fear on yourself is the biggest pleasure for a person.

I went inside my living room and my Dad stood up at the sight of me. I went near him and he backed two steps out of fear.

I sat on the sofa and he stood up. I kept my foot on the nearby table. Murugesan who came with me was saying about our plan for tomorrow. I poked my father's tummy with my foot.

I motioned for him to massage my foot. He as usual sat on the floor and started to massage my left foot.

I was discussing our ways to hurt Addar while poking my father's face with my right foot.

Addar was someone who had the guts to hit me and I will make sure he is the most unlucky guy on human history.

I stood up and went to the room while hitting my father's cheek with my knees.

I opened the door to reveal my mom. She was slumped on the bed while reading a newspaper.  I went near her.

I sat on the floor and she looked at me. She smiled at me and stroked my hair. I smiled at her too.

She showed me the newspaper, "Abijah Addar is married at last. Reports are coming all over the newspaper. It has been a high profile wedding. Lucky that he didn't marry anyone like Alia."

I couldn't look at my mom's happy face. My face might have shown my anger so she asked concerned, "What happened, Ravi?"

I stood up and walked to the door to be stopped by my mom who caught my wrist. She said again, "Say Ravi."

I didn't look at her, "Why are you concerned about Addar?" My question startled her.

She said calmly, "It's nothing. It's just a celebrity. Most importantly genuine celebrity and a celebrity whom we can relate too. Most celebrities seem so alien to common people but Addar seems so familiar."

I sat on the bed and said bitterly,  "He is a stupid. He will suffer for his actions."

My mom's face changed at my words, "I will pray that he shouldn't suffer."

I stood up abruptly and took my hands away from her. My voice was so loud, "Pray for him! What is your problem with his suffering? He will suffer and I will make sure he does."

My mom was startled. She stood up and cupped my cheeks, "Do you know him already? Are you going to be on your usual ways to him?"

My silence and action of trying to get out of her hands showed my answer to her. She said softly, "Don't try to hurt Addar. You can't."

I pulled away from her and shouted, "You think I am not powerful enough to hurt him?"

She sat on the bed and looked at me with pity which fueled my anger, "Have you seen news about him? He has done lot of good deeds. Not only you, but whoever tries to hurt him will fail due to all the good deeds he did."

I couldn't control my laughter. I laughed aloud at my mom. It took me five minutes to talk, "Do you think this is harry potter world so that good deeds like love has power? THIS IS BLOODY DAMN REAL WORLD."

She looked at me with a smile, "I don't know anything about that world but I know about this world. Love and affection do have powers in this world. Good deeds would be rewarded for sure."

I couldn't hide my anger. My own mom doesn't agree with me.

I banged my door and shouted, "Only Harry Potter world will say love is more powerful than power. BUT IN THE REAL WORLD, POWER IS WHAT SAVES PEOPLE. LOVE, AFFECTION AND GOOD DEEDS ARE ALL USELESS."

She smiled at me and continued to read newspaper. I shouted, "DID LOVE STOP THAT MAN WHOM YOU CALL AS MY DAD FROM HITTING YOU WHEN I WAS YOUNG?"

She looked at me startled and I continued, "WERE ALL THOSE SCARS OF CIGAR BURN ON YOU PREVENTED BY YOUR LOVE FOR HIM?"

She stood up but I couldn't stop shouting, "WHICH IS STOPPING THAT MAN FROM HITTING YOU NOW, IS IT YOUR LOVE FOR HIM OR MY POWER OVER HIM?"

She cupped my cheek with one hand and said with a smile, "Your love for me is what stops him from hitting me. He is scared of your reaction if he hurts me."

A tear leaked from her eyes and I wiped it while saying in calm voice, "Mom, whatever you say. My power over him is stopping him."

She broke down and I couldn't stop the tears and I didn't understand why she is crying too but she herself said, "I am worried about you. I am worried about the pain you will experience in your near future."

I was startled by her words now and sat down beside her, "Mom, you don't know my power over others. No one can hurt me. I could hurt others but no one can hurt me. I am above all these people."

She sat on the bed while saying, "This is what will hurt you. People who have had this sick thoughts are the ones who are hurt by fate. Fate doesn't leave people like you. No one is above others. Only karma is above all."

I looked at her teary eyed which reflected myself. Her next words startled me, "I failed you as a mother. I was in my problems that I neglected you. I made you this horrible man which you are now. The character of every child is based on his mother and father. Parents are to be praised when we see a good guy like Addar and they are to be humiliated when we see a guy like you."

I couldn't stand her more. I ran out of the room. I will show her that Addar's deeds didn't stop me when I have my revenge on him.

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AUTHOR'S NOTE:

What do you think of Ravichandran's past?

Ravichandran has family! Yes, he has!

What do you think about the relationship between Ravichandran and his mom?

Do you expect him to change?

Do you accept everything his mom said?

Do you really think Love and all have power here too?

A guy whomever is shaped by what he sees in real life.

Next chapter is, "God didn't create  Devil himself created me"

Take care be safe and stay blessed.

-Yagappar, Your Bro.