AUTHOR'S NOTE

This movie trailer seems like a trailer specially made for this story.

This movie is not released at all, but I think there are many similarities.

I really like the trailer. It is about a movie "Trisha illana Nayanthara" The English meaning is "If you don't get Trisha (a celebrity crush for young boys) as your girlfriend then you will get Nayanthara (another celebrity crush). Actually he doesn't even get a normal girlfriend.

The hero of this movie is my favorite music director. I love his melodies. This is his second movie as a hero. I loved his first movie which was a horror movie.

His photo is in in the media bar too. He is cute, isn't he?

His songs are more cute. His name is G.V Prakash Kumar.

Okay, now back to the book.

I was happy to see the comments in the last chapter.

I am trying to write the book in first person's point of view. Tell me if there are any mistakes.

There is a question waiting for you-

You wake up in morning and you come to your living room,

There you find Voldemort sitting in flesh. He is seeing BBC news.

What will you do?

My answer is at the end of the chapter. Say your answer in this line pls...

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2) I had Sunny Leone in my dream yesterday.

My roommate's friend was standing in the entrance. He stormed into my room and went to Sridhar. He tried to wake him up. I was getting ready to hear bad words from sridhar but he opened his eyes. The only difference between us was the way of approach. I tried to wake him plainly but he said some words which made Sridhar open his eyes.

"You need to call Computer science department," he told. 

The department referred to a girl in that department. Girls can make boys do wonders.

Catherine's name can even make me get up from death. I stood there watching them. Sridhar was speaking romantically to that girl. He was speaking about giving his life to her. I wouldn't have believed it if I had heard it before falling in love with Catherine. When I went to the restroom, I heard a voice which was of Sridhar's friend.

"Did you finish eating?," he asked.

This guy is crazy and I knew it too. Why does he have to prove it everyday? I came back and started studying. He returned after using my bathroom. I didn't want to know why he uses it. Sridhar finished computer science department and next was Information technology department. He had a girl in every department except mechanical as it was full of boys.

He is not gay. Some department had more than one too. I didn't know how he manages his time. He called himself a player not because he played with cricket ball, basketball or a tennis ball but because he played with girls. It is the most disgusting thing I had ever heard of.

I didn't know what he thinks about a girl. He was totally wrong. He is the most disgusting friend I have. I don't even have much friends.

He is the only friend I had. I don't watch porn or a girl's body part. I don't flirt or break the rules. I don't have s*x.

In other word, I was a boring guy. Some even said I was faking it. In my words, I was what my mom wanted me to be.

When Sridhar finished all the talk, his friend came out of my bathroom.

"How was the talk Sridhar?," he asked.

"Number 2 in Electronic and Instrumentation Engineering said that she loves me back," he replied.

"What is her name?," his friend enquired.

"I don't know. I call her sweetheart. If she asks her name I will say do you want me to use the same name as others? I am special, am I correct?," Sri replied laughing.

They both laughed. I just wanted to strangle their throats and kill them myself.

"Your wish is fulfilled," said Sri.

"Which wish Sridhar?," his friend asked.

"You wished that I will have Sunny Leone in my dream and I had Sunny Leone in my dream yesterday." Saying so he smiled like he had won a war.

"You asked for it and you got it," Sri shrugged it off.

They always talked like this. I didn't know who had cursed me to hear those words. I was searching for my book as I didn't remember where I had placed it. I didn't hear voices so I turned to see them. They were sitting on the bed and watching a porn video. The first thing they did today was this. They didn't even pray to God. They didn't even brush their teeth. I felt nauseous. I didn't want to face them so I turned around. I suddenly found something while searching my book. I took it in my hands and had a closer look. It was Sridhar's property. It was a c*nd*m.

The moment I realized it, I shouted and dropped it from my hand. I went to the restroom to wash my hand. I could't believe, I touched it. I came back to find two stunned young spoiled teenagers.

"What happened?," they asked me worried.

I angrily went to Sridhar and shouted at him, "How many times should I say to you to keep those filthy things with you?"

"It was a mistake," he apologized.

"You live in mistakes but I don't. I live in good things," I stated.

"What bad did he do?" It was Sridhar's friend. He was sitting in the bed with a small laugh.

I was not surprised. Everyone laughs at me. Why should he be different?

"That thing. I don't touch it"

"What will you do when you have s*x?"

"Why would I need it?"

"Sorry! I forgot that you don't know about it"

Oh please! You think that s*x is about body. You think s*x is about kiss. You think s*x is about girl's body part. You think s*x is about girl's beauty.

I think s*x is about LOVE. I think s*x is about your mind, how much your mind loves your partner.

I don't think I will watch a girl's body. I want to watch her smile during s*x. For me s*x is about showing my love to her and making a mark for the love we had. A child or may be children too. Catherine will decide it.

It has been 3 years since the day I met her. The day I nearly kissed her.

Or may be I did kiss her.

"Yes! I don't know about s*x or fu*k. I don't want too"

"Are you planning on taking sainthood?"

"I only want to make love. There are many differences between the two."

"If you want to make love you need to find love."

Find love. It is the easiest thing. Love is everywhere.

"Love is everywhere. Haven't you seen aashique 2?"

"Are you talking about the movie where lead pair kisses inside the coat? I loved the s*x scene in the song tum hi. The hero squeeze the girl in-"

I couldn't bare it. 

"Stop! Is that the first thing which comes to your mind when I say about that movie?"

"Yes. What comes to you?"

"The love they had for each other. He said that her career will end because of him and asked her to go away. He threw her out of his house but she stood at his doorstep. She didn't go away but said she will help him. He knew that he will kill her career so he killed himself at the end."

Suddenly I heard his laugh. Sridhar was looking at me with pity. Why does he pity me?

"Sri! Did you see his face when he said it? He was proud of those things in the movie."

'Yes! I am proud. I am proud at both of them for their love,' I thought.

"He said all these by watching the roof. Just like how they did in old movies."

He came near me and sat opposite to me in the chair and lighted his cigarette. The smoke came directly to my face. I hated that smell. I don't even like the smell of a candle burning.

"Do you know you are the sexist guy? The cheeks which you have will challenge any girl. That lips is softer than any girl I have ever met. You should have been born as a girl, you just missed it."

When he was talking about my cheek his hands were touching mine. They were like seducing me.

"If you were born as a girl, do you know what I would have done to you?."

I stood from my chair and tried to go out of the room but was stopped by his hands.

"Today you proved that you are not a gay."

I couldn't believe what he said. I am not a gay.

"Are you attracted to women at least?."

"I am attracted to a woman and not women"

He pushed me to the chair and asked, "Do you like Sunny Leone?."

"I hate her face. It's like a crushed coconut shell"

"Why do you see her face? There are a lot to see. Now I am going to teach you how to watch po*n"

I wondered if this idiot was serious? He started the video. I don't know why but I started to see it. I didn't move away. Suddenly I realized it. I turned my head and tried to escape. He started laughing.

"What happened to you? Did I torture you?"

"Yes! You did"

"What do you think about that thing called love?"

"Actually, can we continue after you brush your teeth?"

"I am not going to kiss you. Why should I brush my teeth?"

"Will you brush only if you are going to kiss?"

"Yes! Did you see the Ad for those toothpaste? They show people kissing. That is what makes people buy it. Kiss makes them buy it"

He's unbelievable. 

"Do you always talk about kiss and s*x? Don't you know anything else?"

"What does the world know other than kiss, girls etc? World runs on these. If you are going to advertise a boy's shirt, show a girl attracted by that shirt"

He continued "If you want to promote a bike, show girls breaking up with her husband and running behind you."

I lost my patience.

"Everything needs a girl and s*x to attract people. What will the world do without s*x?"

"Even if a song is recorded in a snow covered hill, they ask the girl to show her stomach and thigh. They should wear short skirt and short shirt. This is the world now"

"Please stop. What do you really think about a girl?"

"It has a flesh, bone. Smooth-"

I didn't even want to hear what he wanted to say. I was irritated by his word "It". What does he think of a girl? He was describing girl's part. Did he give those girls any privacy? He was waiting for the exact opportunity to see girl's b**b, a*s etc. I can't believe he saw girls like this.

"I am not like you."

"No teenage girl will like you. May be aunties would like you."

He was clearly wrong about that.

"Do you read books?"

"Yes. I do."

"You would be like that nerd boy"

I know what happens there. A girl loves a bad boy first. They kiss without committing anything. Later that girl doesn't like it so she stops it. She gets a nerd boy and they get into a relationship. Then the bad boy realizes his love after he sees them together. She then leaves the nerd boy and goes with the bad boy. But no one ever said what happens to the nerd boy. I won't be like that. Those are in books only.

"I won't be like that."

"Yes! The girl whom you love will leave you."

My eyes started generating tears. He smiled when he saw it and I got ready for a big bullying session.

"You will see her kiss someone else. You will see his tongue inside her mouth."

I couldn't hide my tears anymore. They were visible in my eye. They didn't roll down. Yet.

"You will cry and go to another room. Suddenly you hear noises in the adjacent room. You open the window to see  your girl with another guy. This guy is biting your girlfriend's throat."

Why is he doing this to me? Sridhar tried to stop him but he wouldn't.

"You see them both naked. They are making love or fu*king or whatever you call it. He sees you and winks."

Now those tears rolled down. I couldn't take it anymore 

"Please stop." I shouted

"You just have to cry. There is no one to stop your tears."

Is this what happens to those nerd boys in book? Will it happen to me?

"This is what will happen to you. You are destined to be this crying guy. You are going to cry"

I broke down in tears. I can't take it anymore. I can't. Why me? I knew Catherine wouldn't do it but still I couldn't stop those tears. Sridhar asked him to shut up but he laughed. I was used to people laughing at me. I was used to these cries too. The only reason I considered Sridhar as my friend was because he tried to support me at times. After he went, Sridhar sat beside me. I stop my tears. I live with these bullies. I don't get to hear good things about me. Sridhar knows it too.

"Do you know you are normal? World became abnormal so the normal became abnormal. People forgot that people like you exist"

"Do you think those things will happen to me?"

"If you are present in boys, I believe that a girl would be like you too. I want you to meet her"

I already met her and she is Catherine. I continue.

"Don't you really know the girls' names?"

"They are not much important or special"

"Do you know this guy's name?" I was referring to the guy who used me now to entertain himself.

"He is not special too. I don't know his name too"

We both share a laugh. I ask him with a smile.

"Am I special enough for you to remember my name?" I asked with a grin.

"Your name is hard but you are special enough to remember. Your name is Abijah Addar"

We both laughed.

"Get ready for college Sridhar. It is the last day. Say things which you have left to say to others"

"I didn't kiss a girl, I have to kiss her"

"Who is she?" I didn't like this part of Sridhar

"Catherine"

I officially hated him now.

"She is single but still she doesn't kiss me. I would accept even if she is in relationship but she is not. Then why is she not kissing me?"

I walked out of the room. 

This is the last day and I will propose her today. I won't leave this day. I will confess my love. I am waiting Catherine.

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AUTHOR'S NOTE

Do you like his name?

If I hurt any of you please forgive me. My intention is not to offend anyone.

If some words are not censored, please bring to my notice.

I respect girls.

The fact that I am a boy doesn't mean I don't respect girls.

My answer is to the question above is-

I will ask Voldemort "Do you know that Bellatrix had a crush on you?"

I was happy to see all those comments.

Teaser: What does Catherine do?

Take care be safe and stay blessed.

-Yagappar