AUTHOR'S NOTE:

This book is ranked #169 as of now.

I said in the last chapter that I am not going to call girls as sis. *catches my head in my hands* I accept defeat. I can't control the word "sis" from coming out of my keyboard.

In "Her Dreams" chapter 28 I typed sis during a conversation between Michael and Fred. I am addressing my guy friends "sis" too sometimes.

I accept defeat.

I was shocked on hearing Paris. Indians have experienced it. We will never forget the Taj hotel terror strikes. People were killed in the same way. It was more brutal than this. People were checked if they are foreigners or not killed.

They wanted to kill as many foreigners they could kill.

Rain has stopped in my state. My state capital is devastated. People are being rescued in boats and helicopters.

Buses are washed away. Poor road alignment and leveling is the reason.

We are constructing roads and infrastructure to immediate needs. We should start constructing them to long time needs. This should be a lesson to all authorities.

But everyone knows it won't be a lesson.

There are two question for this chapter (as I didn't ask in the last chapter) are, what annoys you the most in wattpad and what is different from you wattpadian life and humanian life? (I created these word)

This chapter is dedicated to SAMMI_RAPHAEL . I am an engineering student and she is an engineering professor. Every time I speak with her I feel like I am speaking with my Mam. I feel bit scared.

Her words on my work is the sweetest thing I have received in wattpad. Thank you akka.

This chapter is unedited. Point out the mistakes.

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17) Stop acting like a wife asking for assurance again and again.

THIRD PERSON'S POV

If there is an exact replica of fake things, then its marriage.

People live with each other through out their lives thinking that they need to live with them. You are going to give yourself to a person who could break and shatter you into pieces and smile at your broken state.

Addar was slowly walking to his car. A girl's honey sweet voice came to his ear. He turned leisurely to see his secretary. He wanted to avoid the meeting with his father so he was doing everything slowly.

Addar's secretary was walking with him. Her midnight black hair was flowing over her shoulder. Her eyes were seeing her boss. She noticed the hesitation in his walk.

She smiled on seeing him. He is arguably world's intelligent at present but he is still scared of his dad.

She came near him and said, "Your father is not going to walk out as you are late so walk fast."

"Who said to him that I am here?"

"You are all over the news now."

He reached his black vehicle. A guard opened his door and he got inside. Addar's father was smiling at Addar.

His hair was very unusual. It was very long with a salt and pepper tint. Crow's feet under his eyes showed that he was not getting enough sleep which worried Addar.

His face was time chiseled and weather beaten. It seemed like life and old age were getting the better out of him. The clothes he was wearing seemed ragged as if he was giving into the passage of time and was unconcerned about his appearance.

"I am your Dad. I believe you remember this poor old man who is in the verge of his life."

"Dad! You know I remember you. You are the only person I've got. Why do you seem sad?"

The car started to move slowly. The outdoor was replacing the busy streets with agricultural fields which was a unique thing in India. The calm atmosphere was only outside the car. Inside the car, a storm threatening. Both the driver and the secretary knew what was happening behind them.

"Thanks for noticing that I am sad son."

"Of course I notice you. You are the only family member I got. How many times should I say that?" Stop acting like a wife asking for assurance again and again.

"That is what makes me sad. I can't live forever. You are not allowing anyone to come into your life. I am scared that you will be alone after I die. I want you to marry Addar."

"I am the richest guy in India. Why do you worry?"

"When did you start to value money more? Don't act with me. I am your Dad. I know my son. He will never care about money. You need a wife."

"When did you care about wife? I remember you being unmarried for 17 years."

"I was married to your mom. She is still with me in my minds. I can't marry again. You will not understand me now. You haven't experienced love. You can't imagine yourself being with any other girl than her."

"I am not comfortable with love." Life always finds a way to hurt people who love with all their heart.

My mom was taken away from my Dad.

I fell in love with a wrong girl.

Dad continued, "I can't sleep at nights. I feel like I betrayed your Mom. I am stupid. I was crying for your mom and I forgot you. The seven years we stayed together after your mom's death was a time where I should have stayed strong for you."

"Dad, it is not you. I don't believe in love. It is just a feeling we force it."

His dad was feeling really bad. He used to spend all his time crying after his wife died. He was left devastated. He didn't spend any time with his son. His driver and his wife decided to send Addar to dorm as he was getting depressed seeing his dad."

"I was never there for you. I really feel guilty for that son."

The car came to an halt. His father said to him, "I understand why you are not accepting my words. We never talked after your mom's death. I spent my time crying in your room for 7 years. You went to Dorm during your days in NIT. You went to study in Cambridge later, again dorm. You returned as a CEO and you were busy. I was never around your happiness and sorrow."

Addar hugged his father and tears came from his eyes to see this father and son. His father hugged him back. He pulled out of the hug and went out of the car.

He closed his eyes for a moment and said to Addar, "As a worst father, I can't even demand this from you. As a father who is trying to rectify his mistakes, I beg you. Please marry the girl I show. If you love someone say that too."

Addar couldn't believe his eyes. He saw his father. He didn't know when his father left or when his secretary sat beside him. She placed a hand on his shoulder. He didn't acknowledge her. His eyes seemed dead.

He was staring at the road but his mind was racing. The last six years has been decent enough for him. He worked like an obsessed guy. He occupied his mind with work.

He projected himself as a confident guy. He projected himself as a happy guy.

In reality, his life was mess. He knew that these questions will haunt him one day. He has hated fake people. He knew he will fall in love with an unknown girl if he marries her.

He knew that humans were not created to triumph over nature and reach the distant galaxies. He knew that humans were not created to research the origin of world or predict the end of world.

Humans were created to harness the good nature. They were created to love nature and each other. Marrying and having children was a part of human kind. It comes naturally to humans. You don't have to force a human to have a crush or something.

Man and a woman in a closed area will surely fall in love if they are not bad humans and single.

But that is forced. He will never accept anything which is forced.

His secretary shook him and pulled him out of his thoughts which were pulling him. Addar saw the concern in her eyes. She was an important part of his life. She was the reason that he started to fight in his life.

She taught him to fight.

"Do you understand what you are doing Addar?"

"I am trying to be an independent man. I never meant to hurt my Dad. He should understand that I am better alone."

"You might say big philosophical things about time and space but you are still an infant. Your success has made you arrogant. You never think of your father. Do you know what is happening to him?"

It was not a new thing to hear people call him arrogant but the reason was different now. He used to avoid people whom he called fake as they were coming to him after his success.

He said, "I have thought about this. Marriage is something stupid. I am not going to be a submissive guy. I don't want to be a dominant one too. Marriage is about being either  dominant or submissive."

"Where do you get these things? Marriage is about living for each other." 

"Doesn't it sound like an agreement to you? I will look after you and you have to look after me."

"God! What happened to the guy I met that day who tolerated a stranger? Who are you and what did you do to him?"

"What happened to the girl who had kissed a random stranger as a part of her bucket list? Who are you and what did you do to her?"

"I changed."

"Maybe I changed too?"

"I changed for good. Your change will bring you pain."

"At least let me have the honors to hurt myself. I will prefer that than giving it to a random girl who comes in the name of wife."

There was a silence between them and tension in the car. Addar was seeing her and she was seeing him back. Both of them were trying to win their argument. Both of them wanted the other to understand their point.

Addar shook his head and said, "I don't want to marry, Harini."

Harini didn't look at him. She said, "You don't have any other choice. You have to marry. If you can't do this for your best friend, at least do this for your father who lives for you."

Harini knew that she had to make him accept. Her mind had been working hard and at last a smile came to her face as she got a way.

You are going to marry. I will make you marry, Addar.

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AUTHOR'S NOTE:

I am sorry for the errors. I wrote this in two hours and updated immediately. It is 12:03 P.M here and I didn't have my breakfast as I was typing this.

I am hungry and I am not going to recheck this.

Do you get who Harini is?

Have it ever happened to you that you give a teaser and when you sit to write, you write a totally different chapter.

It is happening to both books of mine. At least I believe you liked it.

Do you like it?

The answer is, People easily thinks a boy is a flirt here. They say don't judge me in their bio but they judge boys. I would like to remind them, "Law makers should not be law breakers". This attitude annoys me.

99 % books have bad boys and pure innocent girl. Some books have a girl getting in to a relationship with 6 boys but still I don't know how they manage to show how every boy end up hurting her.

They are hurt by silly reasons. One example is girl breaks up with a boy but later learns that he was framed. By that time she has already confessed her feeling to the third guy in her life. Next day she spends some QUALITY time with her second guy which makes third guy possessive. He confronts and she says, "Why do you care? What are you to me? You are just a friend."

I was pulling my hair out of my head by that time because last night they were making out FURIOUSLY and confessing her feelings to him.

They broke up that morning after confessing their feeling last night.

That night she was in her 5th guy's arm cuddling.

Now, what is this? But still the book was saying that girl was hurt all throughout her life.

This annoyed me.

In my humanian life, I am a tensed guy. I panic easily. I don't have panic attacks. I lose my sleep panicking but I panic here too. As I am in the middle of girls, I want to be in the best of my behavior. People who DM will know how easily I panic.

My characters have that too. Jenny and Addar are known to panic and take stupid decisions.

Main difference is, I can't have a proper conversation with a girl in real life. My words come incomplete. I am always in sense of fear if I will behave correctly or not.

I curse when I am too angry in real life. I have been real angry in wattpad but I don't lose my cool as I am surrounded my girls.

IF I SAID ANYTHING WRONG, I AM SORRY. IF MY WORDS ON THAT BOOK WAS WRONG, FORGIVE ME. I WAS JUST SAYING WHAT I THOUGHT.

ABOUT CURSING, I AM SORRY. I AM A HUMAN. THIS HABIT IS WITH ME FOR YEAR AND AN HALF. I DON'T CURSE REGULARLY LIKE MANY PEOPLE BUT STILL I AM SORRY IF YOU FELT UNCOMFORTABLE.

TEASER: I think Sri comes. Addar will accept to visit the girl his father has chosen for him but he has a condition for her. He is sure that no girl will accept that condition.

Do you have any idea for the cast of Addar and his future wife?

How do you think Harini will make him Accept?

What condition does Addar have in his mind?

Take care be safe and stay blesses.

Nothing is precious then your smile. Don't lose it for anything.

Yagappar.