Love....
It's something... really hard to explain in words...
It's nothing and everything...
It's a feeling that your heart, your mind, your body are aroused, a feeling that...
You want to hold someone to yourself only...
Sometimes, it hurts so f'kin bad to love someone. It hurts to see your crush was happy with someone he/she loves. You tried to hold back that feeling...
Jealousy....
But what can you do? That person doesn't love you, and you can't do anything about that...
Maybe... Kill that person? Get rid of that person? Beat the shit out of that person?
Ahh... if you're planning to do that... Well welcome to the Yandere team! Where jealousy'll taking over your body. Not pretty sure it'll work but... hey, you're a Yandere, you'll do everything to have your lovely Senpai....
Even killing....
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I have a question for you guys...
Do you ever have a crush.... on a famous person?
Well I do have a YouTube crush...
I can't say his name... but... I can describe him...
He have gorgeous blue eyes with fluffy faded green hair, attractive Irish voice...
He's energetic, and humorous, inspirational, kind, friendly....
He's perfect, in my opinion....
But he have a girlfriend, and she's really beautiful....
I'm not gonna say I'm jealous, but...
Why...
Why did I so heartbroken AND happy...
When I saw them together?
I'm happy for him... But why that I feel so...
Hurt?....
Do you ever feel that?....
You smiled while your tears streamed...
You happy when you really sad inside...
It's kinda have something in common with jealousy, but it's different...
You love that person, even more than just a fan- idol type of love...
You want that person... But....
You feel that.... You're not worth enough for that person...
And that person's happy with someone they love, you're not even matter....
  Look...

  I f'kin love them...
  Look at my smol green bean...
  He grow up so fast...
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  Oh that's some deep confession in my heart and my mind over there!
  And don't worry, I'll write more!
  Nerdy's out. PIECE!!!💖💖💛💚💛💚