Edited version na ito ah. Hope you like it. Wag kayo Mainis sakin dahil sa ending huhu lol oh and btw, there's an english version just incase you want an english version. It's in the next chapter.

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Sabi nila, yung taong mahal na mahal ka at pinapahalagahan ka... Sila yung taong may mataas na chance na pwede kang lokohin.

And of course, i didnt believe those. Like duh, mahal nya nga ako. Bakit nya ako lolokohin?

But i was proven wrong. The guy that i thought who will love me the most, lied. He lied.

Sabi din nila, pag ang isang tao ay dalawa ang mahal. Dapat piliin nya yung yung Pangalawa nyang mahal dahil hindi nya mamahalin yung Pangalawa kung hindi sapat ang pagmamahal nya sa pang-una.

Maybe what they said is true. Maybe. Maybe because he's not contented with all the love i gave him. He chose the second one.

I just want this pain to stop even for just a minute. Please.

"C-Chanyeol, Chanyeol." Iyak ng isang lalaking nagngangalang Byun Baekhyun habang niyayakap ng mahigpit ang kanyang kasintahan. Mahigpit, kase ayaw nyang iwan sya neto. Mahigpit, dahil ayaw nyang mawala ito.

"Baekhyun-ah, let go." Malamig na sagot ni chanyeol. Umiling lamang si Baekhyun at patuloy na umiyak. "No. No. I won't let go, Chanyeol. Mahal na mahal kita, Chanyeol. Wag mo gawin sakin to. Please."

Marahas na tinulak ni Chanyeol si Baekhyun paalis, "STOP BULLSHITTING AROUND, BAEKHYUN. HINDI NA KITA MAHAL. MAHIRAP BANG INTINDIHIN YUN?"

Baekhyun wiped his tears away but sadly, patuloy pa rin itong lumalabas dahil sobrang sakit na nang kanyang nararamdaman. "Mahirap, Chanyeol. Sobrang hirap. Masaya naman tayo diba? Diba sabay pa nga tayo nag-isip ng gusto nating gawin sa future. Na gusto natin ng masayang pamilya. Ano bang meron, Chanyeol? Kulang ba yung pagmamahal na binibigay ko? May kulang ba sakin?"

"Nothing. I fell out of love. You're too boring Listen, may isang lalaking naghihintay sakin ngayon i dahil nangako akong babalikan ko sya. Because i love him now." Chanyeol harshly said and Pilit na binigay ulit kay Baekhyun ang divorce paper.

"No. No. I won't sign this. Chanyeol-ah. Chanyeol-ah, please.. M-mahal na mahal kita." Baekhyun cried as he crumpled the papers.

"FUCK. BAEKHYUN! I DONT LOVE YOU ANYMORE. JUST SIGN THIS SHIT AND WE'RE DONE. HINDI NA KITA MAHAL. NARIRINIG MO BA?" Said Chanyeol angrily.

Tumungo na lamang si Baekhyun habang patuloy na umiiyak at iniisip ang mga alaala nya kasama si Chanyeol Simula nung nagkakilala sila, kinasal at nahantong sa ganto. Slowly, slowly.. Everything's being clear to Baekhyun slowly.  Baka nga hindi para sa kanya si chanyeol. Baka nga kailangan na nyang bumitaw talaga. Maybe..

Kinuha nya ang papeles at tahimik na pinirmahan ito. After signing, Tumayo sya at binigay ito kay chanyeol. "C-Chanyeol-ah?" Baekhyun broke the silence between the two of them.

"What?"

"C-Chanyeol. Salamat ah. Salamat dahil kahit papano napadama mo sakin na minahal mo ako. Salamat sa lahat. Thank you. sorry. I love you. I love you very much no matter what happens." He caressed Chanyeol's cheeks while his tears keep on flowing. Nang bigla syang may naalala. Pumunta sya sa kanyang bag at may kinuhang isang maliit na kahon.

"Muntukin ko nang makalimutan ibigay sayo to. Ginawa ko para sayo to, Chanyeol. Sana.. Sana kahit ngayon lang... Kahit ngayon lang sana kainin mo na to. Wag mo na itatapon ha? Na-natatakot kase ako na ito na ang huling pagkain na maluluto ko para sayo. Just this once, chanyeol-ah. I-i love you, remember that. P-Paalam." He gave Chanyeol a one last hug before going out of their home. Ang kanilang tirahan na naglalaman ng mga alaala nila. Ang nagiisang bagay na naglalaman ng alaala nila.

Nang umalis si Baekhyun, napako ang higante sa kanyang tinatayuan. Para bang ang makulay na mundo nya ay nawalan ng kulay at halaga. He opened the box and saw something.

It's a dessert. A cheesecake to be exact. And beside that cheesecake is a note with their wedding picture on it.

Dear Yoda,
I made this cheesecake for you. Diba favorite mo to? Kahit na iba ang pakikitungo mo sakin ngayon, mahal na mahal pa rin kita. Kahit na parang hindi ko na nararamdaman ang pagmamahal mo sakin. Kahit na malamig ang pakikitungo mo, i still love you very much. Remember the Time that you told me you'll only eat cheesecakes if I'm the one who made it? I love you, my husband. Kahit anong mangyari, hiding hindi magbabago yun. I'm  so lucky for you. Remember this, BAEKHYUNNIE LOVES HIS CHANYEOLLIE FOREVER!
-love, your smurf

Suddenly, hindi napapansin ni Chanyeol ngunit iyak sya ng iyak. Patuloy ang pagdaloy nito. His heart is clenching, it hurts. Ngunit hindi nya alam kung bakit.

"B-Baekhyun..." Chanyeol traces Baekhyun's face on their picture in the note while silently crying.

***

(After a year...)

It's been year. It's been a year since  Baekhyun and Chanyeol broke up. It's been a year at parang bago pa rin para kay Chanyeol ang nangyari dati.

After Baekhyun left the house the time, Chanyeol cried and cried. He went to his another lover. Na kung saan akala nya na magsisimula ulit sila ng bagong kwento. Him and Luhan went to china. He thought he love Luhan much more than how he loved Baekhyun. He thought they'll be starting a new life. Ngunit tuwing kasama nya si Luhan, ang tanging nakikita nya lamang ay si Baekhyun. Baekhyun, Baekhyun & Baekhyun alone.

So he broke up with Luhan. And now, he's back. He's back here in Korea. He's back in Korea to find something special. That something special na hinding hindi nya makikita sa china o kahit saan. Dahil ang something special na iyon ay makikita lang dito. In their home. He can never find someone as special as his Baekhyun.

His train of thoughts was interrupted when someone spoke to him. "Sir, may hinihintay po ba kayo? Kanina pa po kayo nakatayo dito." The flight attendant said. Umiling sya at sumagot ng Simpleng 'oo'.

Yes, because he's waiting for someone. He's waiting for Baekhyun. Hinihintay nya ang mahigpit na yakap na puno ng pagmamahal na galing kay Baekhyun. Hinihintay nya ang mga sunod sunod na sigaw ng 'i miss you' mula kay Baekhyun.

Flashback...

"CHANYEOL! JAGIYA! WAAH! I MISS YOU! I MISS YOUUUU!!!" Screamed Baekhyun as soon as he saw his husband.

"Woah, baby smurf. Kalma." Chanyeol chuckled and niyakap pabalik si Baekhyun. "I miss you so much. I really do." Baekhyun buried his face on Chanyeol's chest.

"WIFEYY! I MISS YOU. MAY DINALA KA BA PARA SAKIN?" Chanyeol pouted that has Baekhyun laughing. "Of course i do. But first, bumili ka ba nung eyeliner na pinapabili ko sayo?"

"Yes and yes." Chanyeol sexily said. "Oh well, i bet you're really hungry right now. Ginawa ko to oh." Said Baekhyun as he cheerfully show the foods like sangyeupsal, sosiji, ramyeon, bibimbap, japchae, kimchi, kimbap and other korean foods.

"I miss you a lot, my giant."

"I miss you too. I swear, i could never live without you."

Yes, it's true.

Hindi nya kaya mabuhay ng wala si Baekhyun.

Kaso tanga sya.

He's a jerk.

너 바보야, 찬열아. (You're stupid, Chanyeol)

Yes, He's a jerk, stupid, idiot and douchebag that he left him.

"JAGIYAAA!"

His heart skipped a bit.

That voice.

That voice that he missed so much.

That voice that he always wanted to hear.

For once, Chanyeol's world lightened up.

It's like a rainbow appeared in a world of darkness.

for once, Chanyeol felt like he still have a chance to be with his love.

But the world is cruel...

All those rainbows, hopes and the butterflies Chanyeol felt, all disappeared suddenly.

Baekhyun wasn't calling out for him.

He's never going to have a chance to be with Baekhyun again.

And it hurts so much.

"Jagiya! Yah! Sehun-ah. Is your leg okay? Kamusta ang japan. Wag mo sasabihin sakin na niloloko mo ako." Baekhyun said with a pout kaya namang bahagyang napatawa si Sehun.

"I wouldn't do that. Never ever. Miss na miss na kita." Sehun hugged Baekhyun. "I also miss you so much."

Unang kumalas si Sehun sa yakap, "Jagiya?"

"What?"

"How's our baby?" Sehun cooed.

"Oh! Our baby mongryong! Miss ka na din nya. Every night, lagi syang tumatalon sa picture mo na para bang miss ka na nya."

"Aww. I also want to see our baby. Hahaha Baekkie, come on. Mag-Selca tayo. Ia-upload ko to sa IG dahil gusto kong ipakita sa kanila kung gaano kaganda ang boyfriend ko." Sehun said and Baekhyun blushed.

Little did they know that a certain giant was watching them from afar.

Umiiyak ng tahimik si Chanyeol habang pinapanood ang magkasintahan. Sana sya na lang si Sehun.

Sehun was so lucky indeed.

All of his memories with Baekhyun flashed on his mind.

The world is cruel.

Chanyeol missed his Baekhyun so much. He missed how he laugh. He missed his whines and pouts. He missed their memories.

What if i didnt left him?

What if i just stayed?

What if i didnt cheat on him?

By any chance, can me and him have the perfect ending that we always wanted?

Many what if's were on his mind. So many what if's that he cant even count. He regretted everything.

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Pinatong ni Chanyeol ang kanyang kamay sa lamesa habang bahagyang nakatingin ng Malamya sa mga pangalan ng mga mago-audition ngayon. Oh, nakalimutan ko bang sabihin na isang magaling na singer si Chanyeol sa kanilang entertainment kasama si jiyong?

He and jiyong was the greatest artist in their entertainment so they were asked to pick and judge trainees today. All through the audition, si jiyong lang ang nagsasalita.

Nasaktan sya. At hindi parin sya maka-getover sa katotohanan na hindi na nya pwede maibalik ang dati nilang pagmamahalan.

And he still loves baekhyun.

"U-umm, good afternoon. My name is Byun Baekhyun." Salita ng isang lalaki kaya't nagulat si Chanyeol.

"Baekhyun..." He whispered.

"Tell us about yourself, Baekhyun." Jiyong said.

"I can--" Ngunit napatigil sya ng makita nya si Chanyeol. Isang taon na nang muli nyang makita ito. And Chanyeol has gotten more handsome.

"I-i c-can.." He cant speak properly by the fact that chanyeol was intensely looking at him as if he's boring holes.

"I can dance and sing. But i like singing the most. I was born in May 6, 1992. I have a boyfriend and he's oh Sehun. A trainee here."

"A trainee here, aye?" Nakangisi si chanyeol.

"You can do your talent piece now." Said jiyong. "B-but jiyong-Sunbae, hindi ko alam kung kaya kong gawin to. Pwede ka po bang kumanta para magka-courage ako?"

Magsasalita na sana si jiyong nang sumabat si chanyeol, "I would gladly to it for you, Byun Baekhyun."

"O-okay." Nanginginig na sagot ni Baekhyun. Ito ang unang Pagkakataon na maririnig nyang kumanta si Chanyeol.

Eyes looking at each other
Eyes looking at each other
One pair of remaining eyes

Baekhyun closed his eyes as he listen to Chanyeol's voice. Tunay ngang napakaganda ng kanyang boses. Bakit hindi nya pa ito naririnig?

Oh you really look happy, you look happy
When I see you, so beautiful that it's sad
I don't hate him, I don't hate him
Because he makes you smile like an angel

"I dont hate him. I'm envy him. Naiinggit ako sa kanya dahil nakuha ka nya. Nakuha nya ang pinaka precious na tao para sakin." Chanyeol thought while singing

(Oh oh yeah) Words that became a secret before I said them
(Oh oh yeah) That's why I wasn't for you

"I wasn't for you but please go back. Aalagaan na kita at mamahalin ng buo. I'm sorry." He thought.

The two eyes looking at each other
The one remaining pair of eyes, the lost eyes
The two eyes, tightly shut
The eyes that are too late, the eyes that lost you
I'm becoming more and more sorry, looking at you with these kinds of feelings
Eyes looking at each other
One pair of remaining eyes, eyes that have lost its way

Teardrops fell from his eyes as he finish the song. Baekhyun was looking widely at him.

"Why does it felt so real? Why is he crying? Is that song for me?" Baekhyun thought.

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"Yah! Hyung! Para sakin yan eh." Sehun whined when Baekhyun ate his pie. "Hahaha. Gutom ako." Laughed Baekhyun.

"Pero ginawa mo to sakin. Only for me." Irap ni Sehun kaya naman napatawa na lang si Baekhyun.

"I have a good news for you, Sehun."

"What?"

"I PASSED THE AUDITION! YAY!"

Sehun suddenly frown, "bakit? Being a trainee is hard, baby. Ayokong nakikitang pagod ka."

"But i always wanted to be with you all the time." Said a pouting Baekhyun. "Wag kang mag-alala. Ikaw lang ang mahal ko." Sehun assured.

"Baek-hyung, can i go to the washroom? The Mother Nature is calling me." Tanong ni Sehun. Tumango na lang si Baekhyun.

Pagkaalis ni sehun, Chanyeol took this chance to hold Baekhyun at dalhin ito sa rooftop.

"W-what----" Baekhyun was interrupted when Chanyeol suddenly hug him, tight. So tight. Because he dont want to lose Baekhyun again.

Tahimik lang si Baekhyun habang pinapakinggan ang mga hikbi ni Chanyeol. "Baekhyun, Baekhyun..."

"Chanyeol, l-let go of me. S-Sehun, hinahanap na nya ako." Baekhyun whispered so Chanyeol tighten his hug on Baekhyun more.

"I'm sorry, Baekhyun. I'm sorry. I-i love you, okay? I'm sorry for everything. Am i too late?"

"Sorry? Too late? Bakit ngayon mo lang sinasabi to sakin, Chanyeol? Na-guilty ka ba nung nakikipaglandian ka kay Luhan kahit alam mong may asawa ka na? Too late? Are you that stupid, Chanyeol? It's been a year. Nasaan ko nung kinakailangan kita? Where are you when i need a shoulder to lean on? Where are you when i need my husband? Tell me, Chanyeol." Baekhyun cried.

All Chanyeol can do was to look down. Lahat ang sinabi ni Baekhyun ay totoo. Hindi nya mapigilang tanungin din ito sa kanyang sarili.

Baekhyun's right. Where am i when he needed me?

"I'm sorry, Baekhyun. I'm sorry. Hindi ko na kayang mawala ka pa ulit. I love you. Mahal na mahal kita. Is Sehun really the man you love now? Am i really too late?" Chanyeol once again hugged Baekhyun.

"You're too late. You're already to late. Nandyan si Sehun nung kailangan kita. Sehun's there to keep me standing. Sehun's there when i need someone to protect me. I'm sorry, Chanyeol. Mahal ko na si Sehun. Y-you're really to late."

Chanyeol wiped his tears, "I-i understand. Dont say sorry, okay? Nasasaktan ako eh. Dapat ako yung nagso-sorry sayo. Be happy with him, Baekhyun. Tell Sehun that once he leave you, i will punch to him death. Sabihin mo sa kanya na mahalin ka at pahalagahan, not like what i did. I love you, Baekhyun."

How funny that the fate played on them. He's too late. And there's nothing he could do about it.

The two eyes looking at each other
The one remaining pair of eyes, the lost eyes
The two eyes, tightly shut
The eyes that are too late, the eyes that lost you
I'm becoming more and more sorry, looking at you with these kinds of feelings
Eyes looking at each other
One pair of remaining eyes, eyes that have lost its way

"AND CUT! GOOD JOB, CHANYEOL. GOOD JOB, BAEKHYUN."

Chanyeol wiped their tears as they bow. "Thank you, direc."

Binigyan sila Chanyeol ng mga staffs ng mga pagkain at inumin dahil alam nila na pagod na ang mga ito dahil kanina pa nila pinapaulit-ulit yung part na yun.

They sat down the sofa and Chanyeol intertwine his fingers on Baekhyun's. "I love you." Said Chanyeol as he kiss Baekhyun forehead.

"I love you too."

Hanggang sa napansin ni Chanyeol na kanina pa tahimik si Baekhyun. "Why are you quiet, baby?"

"It's just that.. Paano kung totoong ginawa mo sakin yun? You're not going to cheat on me, right?" Baekhyun said as he look at Chanyeol with a worried eyes.

"I love you. Hinding hindi ko gagawin yun. Nagseselos nga ako eh." Chanyeol pouted and Baekhyun laughed."Bakit naman?"

"Many people are shipping SeBaek nowadays. Tapos may moments pa kayo ni Sehun dito sa movie natin. Baka mas dumami ang mag ship sa SeBaek."

Ngumiting maloko si Baekhyun, "Why not? SeBaek is cute."

Napapout at napairap tuloy si Chanyeol kaya tumawa ng malakas si Baekhyun. "Dont worry, Yoda. SeBaek is cute but ChanBaek is cuter. ChanBaek is perfect. Dont worry about that, Chanyeol. You're the only one i love."

"I love you. I'll never get tired of saying it."

A/N: failed drama. Wag nyo po akong papatayin. Hindi ko pa kaya gumawa ng ChanBaek story with a sad ending hahaha. What do you think of this edited version? Maganda na ba? Umiyak ba kayo? Hahaha. ㅋㅋㅋㅋ Sulat nyo reactions nyo dito please hahaha