I awoke to someone touching me, someone i knew all too well.

This had been happening for so long ï should have been used to it by now but ï wasn't .

His hands pushed in to my pyjama pants and ï whimpered squeezing my legs shut.

"Stop", my words came out as a breathless whisper.

But all he did was laugh à spine chilling sound erupting off of his hideous figure.

"Shh Gabby, ï know you want it", he whispered lowly into my ear sucking it between his teeth. I wanted to cut it off.

A Soc broke from my throat ï was shaking and tears were running down my face.

My teeth sunk into my bottom lip drawing blood, my palm was gripping on the sheets for dear life squeezing my eyes shut tight as he had his way with me.

It hurt, ï was still sore from the previcious nights of his torture.

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After what felt like days he finally came on my face and just left me there sticky, bloody and feeling like a used out whore.

It hurt to move but still ï dragged myself to the bathroom and stood under thé shower head letting ice cold water wash over me.

I felt so dirty for letting him use me like that but he made mother happy.

I could still feel him trusting into me his slimmy hands were still roaming my body and no matter how ï scurbed and shoke my head ï could still feel him, hear him tainting me with.

And it made me sick to my stomach. The images kept flashing in my head of the years that he forced into my mouth and my hole and that was enough to have me heaving up what little food ï ate.

Taking my time to come out of the bathroom ï layed in the bloody and cum stained bed.

"You like that don't you whore"

"No"

"You like fucking your father"

"Your not my father" ï whispered

"You like my cock don't you"

"NO", ï screamed grabbing the abpnned pills and water  from my night stand chugging it.

I couldnt live with myself anymore ï was a whore a dirty filthy whore and ï didn't deserve to breathe.

Everything felt hot and my body started shaking foam ozed from my mouth, a painful high pitched scream erupted from me as ï flapped back into my bed.

My eyes closing as ï summoned to à well desired darkness, finally no more pain.

.....no more kevin