"Mum do I seriously need a wand, I do wandless magic all the time and we can't forget the nonverbal magic I don't see the problem with it so why need a wand" i groaned

"Y/n dear it's a necessity for the school I know you aren't too happy about leaving your friends  and doing this but it's for the best and I'm sure you'll love it here" mum said

"I'm doing this to make dad happy, he's so excited to see Harry Potter and only Harry Potter" I grumbled

"What do you mean?" She asked softly

"He's too worried about Harry not having a connection to his parents he's not too worried about me mum" I said sadly

"That's not true y/n" she said softly

"Can we just get this done?" I asked

"Yeah" she said softly

We went to the alleyway and went to the shops gathering the things I'd need to start for my first year. I was going to try for the quidditch team but mum was worried about the dangers even if I've played for some time now. She wasn't really sure about it for me this year, but idk maybe she's right. I might just focus on my studies and adventures instead and just watch the games. It was true though, dad was all focused on Harry and how he didn't get the chance to meet James and lily growing up. And it did bother me because my dad has been too focused on the fact he's got full moons to work through. I even became an animegus to help but he refused to let me out of full moons with him in the basement.

No matter how hard I tried to get closer with dad over something it never truly worked. I was simply closer with mum at times. I had the black family resemblance to my face and body. The gorgeous hair, the stunning features that made everyone fall to their knees, yeah those ones. Mum says I have uncle Sirius smirk and charm, I'd never really met my uncle because he was in Azkaban for murdering Harry's parents or so the story goes. I've read the hidden journals that I found in the black family manor that were hidden well might I add. Sirius had plenty of them as did regulus much to my surprise and I told no one about them. Not even my closest friends as I always kept them close and used them as a guide of sorts.

I found a lot of useful information like the animegus spell in uncle Sirius journals as well as very interesting information in uncle regulus journals too. My animegus was that of a wolf dog, oddly enough it was basically a larger dog wolf of sorts. I had brown fur and blue eyes in animegus form, and in human form I had deep curly black hair and emerald green eyes.

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