A/n: This story's main focus isn't on Janus and Remus being caught or anything. It's just supposed to focus on relationships, struggles, change of heart, and Patton's pregnancy.

Janus and Remus are just there in case I want to cause un necessary drama.

Trigger warning:

•Either sex repulsion or Asexuality I haven't decides yet

Wait is Asexuality a trigger?

Oh well, i'll just let you know anyways 🧐🧐🧐

Patton had been noticing his desires a lot lately-or, well, lack thereof. See, he had romantic desire, but he's been noticing that sexual desire hadn't been present at all. He wasn't interested in sex of any form, in fact, it completely grossed him out. His mother suggested that maybe it was an 'effect' of the rape.

Patton thought so too, but still, even before that he never really cared, or desired to have sex or do anything of that sort. Yes his body did get aroused when Janus..touched him...but he hated every second of it.

He wondered if he was asexual?

As a Christian, his mother saw this as a good thing, she said, "dear, we aren't sexual beings. We are divine beings of god."

"That's not what you said last night~" Mike sing-songed from where he was in the kitchen, preparing dinner.

He found it hypocritical how his mother could preach about such things, and then go on and do those same things.

Still, Patton supposed he still lived under his mother's roof, so had to abide to the rules.

She was a weird one. His mother didn't see Patton as gay.

She still saw him as a woman attracted to men. She saw him as a girl dressing up in an unusual way.

Speaking of clothes, he really wanted a binder. Wearing a normal bra was just so weird to him. They also made his boobs appear bigger.

So, he discussed it with his father, and his father said that he would be happy to go out and get him some. In fact, he said that they could go out and get some together right that second. They were both dressed anyways, so why not? They left together to get some binders, and basically have some father-son time.

Patton did have a binder, though he'd had it for years and it was ripped and tattered and really uncomfortable because he'd outgrown it.

When they arrived, they went right to the clothing section. They discussed size, and patterns and colors. Patton needed them to be the exact correct size-if they weren't they'd either be too tight or not tight enough, because he liked the ones with pressed, tight fabric that'll really hide his boobs.

"Come on, let's go to the checkout counter" his dad said after they'd finished grabbing all the ones they needed. He didn't need a bunch of them, Patton just wanted to try out a few different types.

"Oh-I didn't bring any money!" Patton gasped as he shuffled through his bag, "I left it on the counter!"

"Did I ask if you brought any money?" His dad asked.

Patton's panicked face brightened up, "Really?! Thanks dad!!"

"Anything for my boy" he chuckled, "let's hope your mom didn't snatch your wallet and look through it if you left it on the counter."

"I put all my stuff in my wallet! She better not loose anything" he pouted.

They got up to the counter, waiting in the line to pay, continuing to talk about the binder, among other things. A woman behind them looked at them with disgust, overhearing their conversation. "Damned Tranny" she said loudly, looking at her daughter, "listen to her squeaky voice, and those big hips. Girl isn't fooling anyone with that short haircut and tight bra's."

The girl behind the checkout counter glared at the lady, along with Patton's dad, as Patton looked down with shame, and her daughter just simply mouthed 'sorry' and hid her face, whispering a harsh "mom!"

"What? Aren't you glad we sent you to that camp so you wouldn't end up like her? That really is a mental illness if i've ever known one. She thinks she can be a boy!"

Quickly, Patton's father paid, got their stuff and stepped aside with Patton.

As the other lady stepped up, the cashier said, "sorry. I'm on break" with gritted teeth and a glare as she walked away to the break room.

"Mother fuc-god, kids are so sensitive these days!" She stomped off, dragging her daughter with her, and Patton's dad stuck his legs out and tripped her. She face-planted and lost a tooth.

Patton giggled, and said "go, go, go!" As they ran off to the food court for lunch.

As they were running off, they heard the cashier cheering from the break room, and the daughter snorting and taking a picture.

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Patton: GUYS, guys, omg I NEED YOUR HELP!!!!! :((((((

Logan: So many useless characters being used.

Virgil: Your mom's useless

Logan: FALSEHOOD!

Roman: Yes, Patton?

Patton: I forgot the word, and I wanna know what it is but basically, i've been noticing lately that I've lost interest in all and any form and type of sex. It grosses me out and I don't like it.

Logan: Asexual, perhaps?

Patton: THAT'S THE ONE THANK YOU LOGAN!!!

Logan: No problem.

Virgil: RIP Roman.

Patton: Why?

Virgil: Nothing.

Roman: -_-

Logan: Well, it could be Asexuality, Aero, or sex repulsion among other things.

Patton: Thanks, Logie!!