I actually hate the first 60-70% of the first what goes on in my mind (the book this is the sequel to)

........ Please never read it.

Because most of it is idiot ramblings of preteen/early teenage me and I really do not like that old side of myself it makes me cry STAY AWAY FROM IT OKAAAAY

I MEAN the last bit where common knowledge kicks in is much better and more.... Smart stupid.... Instead of stupid stupid- yeah I don't make sense so I'll just shut up and let you guys interpret this chapter how ever you want