So...

It's been a while.

A long while.

I'm so sorry about not writing anymore.

It's just not as fun anymore to me, but I would love to write a book someday. Don't know what about, but it will happen.

Which leads me to some unfortunate news.

I have already posted this on my message board, but this past month, I found out I have a cancerous tumor.

Meaning after seven years of being healthy, I am fighting the beast once again.

Good news though...the cancer is localized, making the battle a bit easier.

I'm really scared, but I know I got this. I'm also writing this to see if I hurt in the past and if I did, I want to fix things between us. If you don't, I understand. If you, I know things won't be the same. I just want you to let you know that what I did was hurtful and extremely messed up.

Other than that, I know I'm going to beat this. It's just going to take some time. My emotions have been through the roof and I've been an exhausted mess, haha

Again, sorry for not writing and being active. I'll try my best, but we'll see where life takes us.

Remember that I love you all.

~Maddie