Hey, all.

So, I haven't told anyone this yet, but just recently I have been very insecure in myslef when it comes to friendships.

I honestly don't know why.

Well, I do, but I don't really want to mention it.

I would be calling out someone I care a lot about and I refuse to call people out for anything.

Calling out is so rude to do and yes, I did that a few months ago, but I recognized my mistake and apologized to the people that were involved.

I love you, babes.

Anyway...

I just feel likw one of my friendships is falling apart.

One part of me wants to yell at them and scold them and make them realize how much they're hurting me, but the other part of me is telling me to respect them and give them space.

I'm doing the second one, but it's so hard.

I keep holding it in and I feel like a kettle that's about to burst into anger and tears.

I just want to break down in tears and yell at them.

But I can't.

I don't want to ruin anything.

I just feel like they don't even want to talk to me anymore.

It's whatever.

Everything will be fine.

Remember that I love you all.

-Maddie🐶💕🎤