This is going to be a long chapter so here we go.

*sigh*

I've shared an opinion with some people and I was happy that I did.

I was happy because people finally felt how I felt.

Rants were made and they were wonderful to read.

Here's the thing though...

I hurt someone.

Horribly.

CantSleepMitch ...

I'm sorry.

I honestly didn't know that those screenshots were going to be seen by others.

I only sent them because I felt like that was the right thing to do at the moment.

I'm so sorry for hurting you.

I understand if you and your friends are hating on me right now.

It's nothing I'm not used to.

It's just I was so sick and tired of seeing these stories in my news feed and knowing that nobody was calling out Scott and Mitch for hurting each other.

I have reasons of why I can't stand those stories and if I could tell you, you would understand.

That doesn't mean you have to stop reading them, but I just wanted you to know that I am sorry.

I would tell you why, but I will keep that stuff private for those I love.

Anyway...

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry a million times.

I understand if people hate me now.

But I can't live with the fact that I hurt you.

I wish I could have settled the conversation with you in a different way.

The way my anxiety wouldn't be hurting my chest rn.

I hope you accept my apology because I really do want to make amends with you.

I just want you to know that I don't like the author's books for a reason while I'm sure you like them for your own reason.

I'm very sorry.

Anyways, remember that I love you all.

~Maddie🐶💕🎤