I love college, but something in my head is telling me that since I'm in college...

My best friend doesn't want to be friends with me anymore.

Let me remind you that this girl has been my friend since second grade.

Eleven long years of friendship that I feel like is going down the drain.

Why?

I don't know.

But I feel like it's because of me.

I would never do well in relationships.

My relationship with my dad is screwed up.

Maybe I wasn't made to have relationships.

It sucks, it really does.

I guess that's what happens when you are so messed up in your mind when it comes to trusting others and opening yourself to them.

Sorry, Dad.

Sorry, best friend.

Sorry.

Remember that I love you all.

-Maddie🐶🎤💕