Sooo...

This is a heartwretching one.

I'm sorry.

Anyway, before the Orlando shootings happened, I was...

Sad.

A lot of stuff didn't make me happy like they usually do and I don't know why.

I thought it was school ending because I felt like this ever since my last concert.

Which was more than a month ago.

Then when the shootings happened...

I was not motivated to do anything.

I didn't do chores, I didn't want to go out, and I didn't even want to write.

Yet I do that stuff anyway.

Add anxiety on top and you got the whole nine yards.

College is coming up and I'm so scared and stressed about it.

It's just...

Ever since the Different series started to end, I've just been...

Lackluster, not motivated...

And I don't know why.

I've been scared to go out.

I can't trust anybody.

I'm sorry.

Remember that I love you all.:(

-Maddie🐶💕🎤