It was nearing 12 am. Shizuo was glad that the time to meet with his brother finally came because he was getting tired of the shitty show he was watching.

Shizuo already got dressed and was now making sure his hair looked somewhat good. After he got satisfied he stepped out of the bathroom, headed towards his front door, grabbed his suitcase and left.

It was a few minutes after 12 when Shizuo arrived at Ikebukuro station.
And there was his brother waiting for him with his own packed suitcase.

"Ah hi Shizuo." Said Shizuo's brother with his usual emotionless face. Kasuka was the absolute opposite of his bigger brother, Shizuo was heated and irritable with serious anger issues while his brother always had an emotionless expression but still he was a talented actor.

Shizuo always felt at ease while being with his younger brother, he really cares about him and his brother cares about him too, he was there for him all the time and also did his best to make shizuo forget about him.

The blonde's face started to get red with madness just at the thought of that stupid fl-

"Brother look, our train is here."

"Ah- sorry, coming."

The not so long awaited train has arrived, and now the two could finally escape the weird and creepy gazes he and mostly his famous brother were getting.

They both got on the almost empty morning train and went to their assigned seats. They had a long ride ahead of them, so the bright sun which was sparkling through the train's glass window really wasn't gonna help him catch some Z's.

With a loud sigh, the tall brute tilted his face away from the window and closed his eyes while his brother read a magazine across from him.

Shizuo's eyes became heavier and a small yet aggressive yawn escaped his frowned lips. Slowly, with the help of the train's tender shaking, the blonde fell asleep.

It wasn't a dreamless sleep, sadly. The ex-bartender surely would have preferred that over what the universe decided to show him, like it's taking advantage of the fact that he can't control his dreams.

In his dream- no, nightmare- he saw
Him.
His body collapsed on the road, covered in blood from head to toe, and the large crowd was screaming. The loud noise seeping deeply into his brain while his dumbfounded wide eyes stared at his enemy. He hated him, he really, deeply, despised him. The him was no other than

Izaya Orihara.

His sworn enemy ever since high school. Even the first day they met on was filled with fights, blood, rage and wrath.
He didnt know why but just the sight of his raven hair, that damn fur sleeved jacket he always wears and his witty and sarcastic remarks he must always make made his blood boil.

But now, he was staring at the flea with wide eyes and with an unpleasant feeling making him sick to his stomach. The way the raging crowd screamed and ran away and laughed made him realize that he was..

Afraid.

But not for his life nor for Izaya

He was afraid of himself.

Because now, he was looking at what used to be Izaya Orihara. The snarky information broker who enjoyed toying and ruining other's lives, Always skipping around happily.
But now, he wasn't moving anymore. His smirk wasn't there, not like he could see his lips over all the fresh blood.

Why is there so much blood!?
There's no way i could do something like this.. right?

This petrifying thought was cut off by thousands of loud cries which were sent from the raging crowd right at shizuo and rang in his ears.

"MONSTER! MONSTER!"

"H-he... he killed him! He killed this man! I cant look at this, i think I'm gonna be sick!"

"How can a human lift such a hea- wait no! This thing can't be human.. this Must a beast!! A monster!!"

"Ha! Always knew that the one and only shizuo heiwajima would kill someone!! It's in his nature! Cause he. Is. None. Other. Than an

Ugly

Loathsome

Monster.

"Ughha!"
Shizuo woke up with a loud muffled scream. Since not many people were on the train,only two people gave the blonde a questioning look.

"Tch" Shizuo said while trying to get more comfortable on his seat until his face caught his brother starring at him dead in the eyes. A bothered yet unbothered look on his face.

'Oh god for a moment i forgot i had a brother'

"Brother, are you ok?"

"Ugh yeah...it's nothing."

The blond gave Kasuka a forced smile hoping to make Kasuka less worried, if he even was. They starred at each other for a few awkward moments until kasuka just went back to reading his magazine. A different magazine this time.

Still feeling a little uncomfortable from all the akwardness, shizuo coughed quietly and looked out the glass window thinking:
"This is going to be one hell of a trip."

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Vroom vroom kadaboom boom i wanna kms. Finally finished writing this. It took me a week to write the last part cuz i didnt know how to describe what's happening so everytime i tried to finish this damn thing i just gave up.