The cold gentle wind of a nice summer evening was blowing, while the faint scent of the salty sea surrounded the area of Mito beach.

Right there.. was a man. His short raven hair flew along tenderly as reddish- brown eyes gazed at the sunset.

"Master, there you are! I told you not to wheel yourself so close to the beach! What if the sand ruins your wheelchair??" Called out a young man in formal clothing, while running towards the other.

"Calm down Yuriko, are you worried about me or something?" Said the raven haired man teasingly, still not turning away from the beautiful view of the sunset far along the horizon.

"Uh well of course i am! That is part of my job!"

"Hm. Whatever. Ill be home in a few seconds please go on without me."

"Ah- .... as you wish master." Yuriko said in a defeated and worried tone. He bowed diligently and walked slowly toward their house.

Now, the raven haired was alone once again. The sun was almost fully devoured by the ocean leaving only a slight gleam in the sky.

Yet despite the calm aura and faint sound of the ocean, his mind was in chaos.

Right there near the beach was a man, in a setting that looked so peaceful, but still his mind couldn't escape the fear and constant darkness that has been filling him ever since that one day. He skillfully acted like nothing had changed, but there are things that cannot be helped. Like wondering how he got into this situation, while wanting to erase any fragrance of memory of it from his mind. This havoc inside his brain is making him go insane.

But with all of the denial in the world, no one could deny the fact that he was in a wheelchair right now. No matter how hard one would try.

'This is all... his fault! ...Right? Is it?
Wait. of course it is! How could i question myself?! only a moster like him can send me into this.. humiliating state! Me! Me! Izaya Orihara! I-"

Izaya Orihara, yet so calm on the outside, was filled with misery and self pity on the inside. His current state was a blow to his ego.

He hated this feeling of self pity, that's why he closed his eyes and quickly buried the swirling feeling of anger and frustration deep inside, and instead he put on a grin.
With his usual teasing smirk, the informant turned around to face away from the remaining sunlight and started moving towards his house.
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"......"

The forced emptiness inside the raven's mind was cut off by a scary scene.
Izaya was near the entrance to his house, and when he wheeled himself in, there was his servant, standing near the dinner table, with a white long button up shirt, a black vest and black pants.

To a normal person this would mean nothing, yet to Izaya, this was everything.

"M-master? Are you alright? You look like you've seen a ghost! Haha..."

Yuriko saw something was not alright,
He just didn't know what.

"I- ah i-"

The repressed feelings he tried to shove away not long ago came back to hit him right in the face. He wasn't ready.
It was hard to get words out, and it was getting hard to breathe. He tried desperately to get air to fill his lungs yet he couldn't.

"Master?! Izaya are you alright?!"
The servant ran toward the black haired man. Yuriko tried to put his hand on Izaya's shoulder but Izaya knocked it off with a scream

"Get away from me! Don't touch me!"

Izaya couldn't understand how only a a look at these clothes could make him feel like this. When did he get so weak?!As much as he wanted to calm down the way the Silvet Haired butlet ran towards him sent him into so much panic he could feel himself losing consciousness.

"Go away. Now. And change your clothes. I'm going to my room and don't you dare come in"

Yuriko took a few big steps back and got down on one knee and kept his head down until he could hear the master's bedroom door lock.

'What was.. that? I don't understand... Aren't you the one who told me that if I'm going to serve you i should look the part?? I-...Izaya... im so sorry..'
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Izaya quickly locked his bedroom door.
His mind was a mess, his body was a mess. It was all.... entropy.

Knock knock knock

Izaya stayed silent.

"Master, i brought you some black coffee. Also, shall i help you get onto the bed?"

Why is Yuriko still trying to help him?
"Just like a dog.."
Izaya wanted to stay silent, but he felt too guilty about how he treated him so he replied

"Thank you! But no thanks. I can get onto the bed by myself! I am big boy right? Also i think I'll have some coffee tommorow already but thanks for the kind thought yuriko!" Just like the old times, Izaya faked a smile and without any effort spat out these words. But still his emotions hadn't changed.

'Ah.. this childish tone.. i see he is back to normal. Im glad.' Yuriko thought. Izaya always had this childish attitude although he could still be very dangerous. So hearing him talk like that made the servant a lot less worried.

"As you wish master"

After that he walked away. Leaving izaya in a wretched and despairful state.

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"This train is currently at Uchiura Bay, thank you for riding with us."

"Ughhh finally! My fucking back hurts!"

"My agents should be here shortly to pick us up. Is that alright brother?"

"Uhh yeah. Sure."

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AHHHH FINALLY ANOTHER CHAPTER DONE.

Also- i didn't read the durarara novels so i just used a random character??? Idk but he is supposed to be baby so no hate.
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