last night's episode just blew me away

i say,

suspiciously,

not knowing whether

the old spoliers and trivia

still blew her away.

'god, i saw it.' to my surprise, the words

escape her lips. as soon as she says them,

she looks a little relieved.

'are you okay?' i ask her, like i have been

wanting to. 'of course.' she says

but she doesnt soound sure

'what could be wrong with me?'

last night's episode was shit

i comment blatantly. 'did you even see it?'

i expect her to jump up and join in the rant

but she just unwraps her sandwich and glares at it

but i know the anger is pointed toward me,

'i saw it, okay? just give me a break.'

well, last night's episode just made up for it,

i say, watching her carefully. she looks at me with sad, dark eyes

'i missed it again. sorry.'

i tell her that she has nothing to apologize for

but i wonder how she

missed two episodes

in one week.