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Jimin's P.O.V.

It's been a few days since we celebrated my birthday. I sigh and run a hand through my hair.

I have been avoiding her because I feel like I'm getting too attached to her and I don't want that.

You want that.

Oh shut up!

My subconscious can sometimes really be a pain in the ass.

Like you aren't.

I grunted and rolled over my bed then laid on my back, facing the ceiling. I place my arm under my head and the other one over my abdomen.

I don't know how to explain this but....she affects me in ways that I find myself either losing control or morph into something that pleases her.

Ugh! I've lost my mind.

I know that there's something between us that even she can feel it. But I don't know if it's wrong or right, whatever we are doing.

It's like a forbidden sin that I can't stop myself from committing. She's my guilty pleasure and somewhere in my heart I know I don't regret it.

Sometimes I find myself staring at her or listening to her, it's calming for some reasons, the way she moves her hands a lot to express herself or the way she cutely scrunches her nose and her dramatic reactions.

I unconsciously smile at the thought.

Or sometimes I just wanna pin her against the wall and have my way with her. Other times when I can't express myself, I act out rudely and every time my heart stops me before it gets out of control sometimes I listen to it, sometimes I don't.

Ugh!

I run a hand through my hair and ruffle them, pulling it over my head. I blew the bangs away from my eyes and kept staring at the ceiling.

She doesn't deserve this.

At first, I even thought about letting her go so she won't have to deal with my stuck-up ass, I would've talked to mom about that but now when this thought crosses my mind, it feels like my heart is being squeezed and I can't breathe.

Being with me will only make her life hell, I need to get her out of my head before it's too late.

Running a hand through my hair, I sigh.

Why is this so fucking complicated?!

Why couldn't I be normal? Why couldn't we meet in other circumstances?

I sit upon my bed and run a hand through my hair then stand up and walk up to my bathroom and wash my face, I slapped my cheeks to get my mind on the right track.

Suddenly, the urge to see her was so strong that even if I fight me to not go, I find my feet moving towards her room

I want to bang my head against her door. Why did I even come here in the first place, I was supposed to avoid her.

Sneakily staring at her isn't called avoiding.

I scowl and decide to ignore my subconscious. I run a hand through my hair in frustration.

Suddenly, the door opens and I froze in my place. My body was tense, my jaw clenching, my fist clutched against my sides. I was frustrated because I don't know why I'm even standing outside her room and I can't think of any excuse at the moment.

She looks shocked at my presence. Well, I don't blame her because I'm kinda too.

She looks at me in confusion and looks at me up and down. I saw an array of emotion flicker in her eyes which I didn't want there; uncertainty.

I think she got nervous about my tense stance that she took a step back, one hand clenched against her side while the other was still holding the door.

"Won't you let me in?" My voice unknowingly came out quiet and sultry as my eyes become hooded and the corner of my mouth lift.

She gulps and moves back as I push open the door

I smirk at her.

She licks her dry lips and it didn't go unnoticed by my eyes.

"J-Jimin, what are you doing here?" She stutters out and I frown but my mind was enjoying it a bit too much. The way she stutters makes me feel satisfied at the effect I have on her.

I smirk widely.

I could feel the change in me, as much as I wanted to get control over myself, I couldn't. My mind has taken control all over my body and I honestly don't how I feel about it.

"Jimin..." She mutters my name without stuttering, tilting her head to look at my expression with confused eyes, mouth parted a bit which I would love to close with mine.

Fuck, Don't do that.

"Do you need something?" She asks quietly like she's skeptical of my actions which I don't blame her for.

"Yes." I could feel my voice deepen, smirk not leaving my face.

I walk up to her slowly as she also steps back. My mind was loving the way she wasn't stopping herself but going with the flow.

Soon her back hits the wall and I took his chance and stood in front of her, towering over her petite figure.

My hands slip at the curve of her waist, my body reduces the distance between us as if her body is a magnet pulling me towards her.

"What are you doing?" She says breathlessly and I know she can feel the rush as much as I.

My fingers bend at the curve of her neck, my thumb caressing those rosy cheeks, feeling the warmth against them.

Her eyes....they told thousands of stories and I would love to unravel them and pull her out of that darkness she seems to live in.

But how can I? When I'm the same.

I tilt my head towards her ear, I can hear her taking a sharp breath, "What if I say that what I need is in front of me?" I whisper in her ear and I can feel her shudder, smirking at the effect I have on her. I lean my head back and saw as her eyes widen in surprise, that pretty little mouth of her parted, tempting me to just connect it with mine.

Honestly, I was internally cringing at myself, but I couldn't do anything. It was my mind's doing.

She gulps and bites her lips lower lip. I place my thumb against her lower lip and pull it from her teeth and rub the pad of my thumb to soothe the redness in it.

"If you keep looking at me like this, I won't be responsible for the consequences," I whisper and she gulps.

She looks at my lips and then at my eyes, I know what she wants but I want to hear it from her to confirm it. I want her consent.

"Jimin, I—"

I couldn't hold back anymore, tilting my head, I connect my lips with her soft ones.

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*Ahem ahem*

Jimin's P.O.V, is anyone surprised?

So, what do you guys think about Jimin now?

Any predictions, what will happen next?

Sorry for the short update.

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