A/N: *Waits for the hype the title of this chapter is going to cause* XD Please remember to be respectful in the comments :) My combined gif was too big so I just put the two separate ones xD anyways enjoy! 

𝓞𝓷𝓮 𝓶𝓮𝓪𝓷𝓼 𝓷𝓸𝓷𝓮 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝔀𝓮'𝓻𝓮 𝓱𝓸𝓶𝓮 𝓯𝓻𝓮𝓮
𝓣𝔀𝓸 𝓶𝓮𝓪𝓷𝓼 𝓽𝓱𝓻𝓮𝓮 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓪 𝓭𝓲𝓪𝓶𝓸𝓷𝓭 𝓻𝓲𝓷𝓰
𝓨𝓮𝓪𝓱 𝓲 𝔀𝓸𝓷𝓭𝓮𝓻 𝔀𝓱𝓪𝓽 𝓯𝓪𝓽𝓮 𝓲𝓼 𝓰𝓸𝓷𝓷𝓪 𝓭𝓮𝓬𝓲𝓭𝓮
𝓦𝓮'𝓻𝓮 𝓳𝓾𝓼𝓽 𝓼𝓲𝓽𝓽𝓲𝓷 𝓪𝓻𝓸𝓾𝓷𝓭 𝔀𝓪𝓲𝓽𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓸𝓷 𝓽𝔀𝓸 𝓹𝓲𝓷𝓴 𝓵𝓲𝓷𝓮𝓼

Blaire

Saturday afternoons at O'Malleys were the worst. Everyone showed up with their screaming children and I was really not in the headspace to deal with it.
"Thomas.. I'm really not feeling well. I think I'm having a bad day with my meds or something." I said and winced as one particularly foul boob monkey screeched for third time. There was no way in hell I could ever.. Ever do this. Be a mother? Me? Yeah right..
"Why don't you step outside a moment?" Thomas asked "If you're still not feeling it, go home." He smiled.
"Thanks." I nodded and practically ran to the back door and outside. Will was outback smoking and waved me over. I sighed and walked over to him.
"You look like hell." Will said.
"Thanks." I scoffed. Will held out his pack of smokes and I shook my head.
"I'm good.." I sighed and sat down.
"You don't really seem good love." Will said.

I swallowed thickly.
"I'm late." I mumbled.
"I'm late all the time. I'm sure Thomas doesnt care." Will shrugged.
"No.. I mean my period is late." I said. Will almost tipped his chair completely backwards.
"Holy shit." He sighed.
"Yeah." I said.
"You take a test?" Will asked.
"Not yet."
"Does Killian know?"
"Not yet."
"Don't ya think he should??" Will asked.
"I'll tell him.. eventually. " I sighed and put my head in my hands.
"Soon would be best. Because if you are theres only so long you can pass things off as eating one too many cheese fries Blaire."
"First off, there is no such thing and that negativity will not be tolerated Scarlet. Second, I will talk to him about it I just need time to sort it out in my head and I need to do that from home. Not here where everyone and their kids are today." I sighed. "Tell Thomas I decided to go home."
"Okay. Well text me if you need to talk."
"Thanks Will." I said and stood up and started the walk back home.

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When I got to the house, I was home alone, David was at work and Emma and Mary Margaret were shopping. Ever since I got those creepy text messages being alone was not really something I enjoyed anymore. I scooped up Bowie, and whistled for Wilby to follow me as I walked up the stairs to my room. Bowie seemed unimpressed with that idea but I liked everyone accounted for when it was just us in the house. Wilby too. He'd grown on me.

I sat down at my computer and opened skype to see if Kass was on. It had been a while since we skyped and as luck would have it she was on. I hit the call button and it was a matter of seconds when she popped up on my screen.
"Hey B!" She grinned.
"Hey." I smiled.
"How are things?" Kass asked.
"Things are okay here. How are things there?"
"Boring without you as always." Kass frowned. "Dads been watching youtube videos for how to cook so thats been fun."
"Oh God.."
"Yep. Last night we had blackened chicken alfredo. Emphasis on blackened. Burnt. It was Burnt." Kass chuckled.
"At least he's trying." I laughed. "Better than my Dad's canned raviolis every night."
"At least those were edible. I preferred his kraft mac and cheese" Kass smirked.
"Me too to be honest." It wasn't that my dad couldn't cook; he just often didn't have time for much. It was either breakfast for dinner or it came from a box or a can.

"Hows things with Killian?" Kassidy asked and smirked.
"Good. Though people keep finding out. I don't know what to do. What would you do?"
"Well first you should change his name in your phone. KJ Is too obvious. Maybe Bob?" Kassidy suggested.

"Bob?" I replied flatly.
"Well something like that." Kassidy shrugged.
"Theres something else.." I said and sighed.
"Whats up B?" Kassidy asked.
"My period is late. How in the hell do I tell him that?" I asked and put my head in my hands.
"Oh..shit Blaire thats huge."
"I know!" I groaned. "I mean its only a couple weeks late but thats never happened before."
"Get you a test girl. Stat but maybe talk to him first."
"I don't want to be a mother Kass." I sighed. "How do I tell him that?"
"I don't know on that one B but you've gotta talk it out with him you can't keep this from him."
"I know.. I just..ugh." I sighed.

My phone pinged beside me and I sighed please not today.

KJ:
Wanna come over later?

I sighed in relief but I wasn't ready to talk about it, and I knew as soon as I saw him I'd want to talk about it.

Me:
Not feeling well today. Think I caught a bug.

KJ:
Oh love, I'm sorry do you need anything?

Me:
No, My Uncle's got it covered. Thank you though. Love you.

KJ:
Love you too get some rest.

"Whos that?" Kass asked.
"Killian. He asked if I wanted to come over and I said I wasn't feeling well..."
"Blaire.." Kassidy sighed.
"I know! Okay I'll tell him soon." I sighed.
There was a sudden pounding on the front door downstairs that made me jump.
"I gotta go maybe we can skype again later?" I asked.
"Sure! See you later B." Kass smiled and hung up.

I sighed and looked at Wilby and Bowie who were both curled up on my bed.
"Stay." I said and got up and went down stairs. I opened the door and there was no one there. I rolled my eyes and shut the door and jumped out of my skin as the loud knocking went to the back door.
"What the hell?" I mumbled and went to the back door but before I could get to it, the kitchen window started rattling. I looked over and saw someone dressed all in black with a mask on staring back at me through the window.

I darted up the stairs and grabbed the baseball bat we hid in the hallway. I heard the front door open and my eyes widened. I forgot to lock the front door. I slowly crept towards my room and quietly closed the door securing Bowie and Wilby inside and I sat down behind the little decorative table in the hallway holding the bat tightly in my hand as I heard foot steps moving up the stairs. As soon as the foot steps reached my level I jumped out with the bat in my hand and went to swing

"Whoa!" David shouted and caught the bat before it hit him.
"David??" I asked and blinked a couple times and then sighed in relief and dropped the bat and hugged him.
"Blaire what are you doing?" David asked.
"Someone was messing with the doors and windows and when I heard the front door open I freaked out!" I said still not letting go of him.
"Its okay, you're safe." David said. "Did you see anyone?"
"He was in all black and had a mask on." I sighed. "Ya know I used to deal with this all the time in Oregon and I was fine. Now.."
"Now that someone actually tried to kill you, you're rattled." David finished for me.

"Yeah. I guess." I mumbled "Sorry I almost knocked you out."
"Its okay, I'm fine." David smiled. "I thought you were working today."
"My sound sensitivity got the best of me and I had to leave. I figured Emma and Mary Margaret would be home by now." I said and opened my bedroom door to let Wilby and Bowie out.
"They went to a movie. I'm just home on my lunch why don't you come have lunch with me? Then you can hang out with me at the station if you don't want to be home alone?" David suggested.
"Sure." I nodded."What should we do about someone messing with the doors and windows?" I asked.
"Don't worry I'll take care of it. You are safe here Blaire, I promise." David smiled.
"Okay." I smiled. "Let me grab my phone." I walked into my room and picked up my phone and looked down at the text message.

Unknown:
Knock Knock ;)

Me:
Leave me alone!

Unknown:
That wouldn't be any fun at all. We're just getting started Bean.

"You okay?" David asked.
"Yeah..fine." I said and shoved my phone in my pocket. "So lunch?"

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The rest of the weekend went fine. My phone was quiet which was good. I was starting to jump now no matter who it was that messaged me. I was clueless as to who it could have been behind the creepy messages.

Now that monday was here, I was nervous for a whole different reason. I'd avoided Killian all weekend but now, there was no avoiding him. He deserved to know regardless of my feelings of the potential pregnancy and I couldn't keep it from him any longer.
Emma had asked to speak to me this morning before we left for school and I felt terrible for blowing her off but I just couldn't handle anything else right now.

"Blaire.."
I blinked and looked up at Mr. J who was standing in front of my desk.
"Huh? Sorry.." I said.
"I've been trying to get your attention for a couple minutes and you're off in Neverland." He sighed. "Will you come up and solve this equation?" He asked and pointed to the board.
"Yes sir, sorry. I don't know where my brain is today."
On your brother as per usual these days.
"Space cadet." Annastasia snarked.
I turned around and glared at her and went to say something but Mr. J turned me back to the board.
"Lets focus and keep ourselves out of detention today shall we?" Mr. J smiled and then turned and gave Annastasia a stern glare.
Hah. Bitch.

I solved the equation on the bored and sat back down letting my mind wander again. This conversation I was going to have with Killian scared the shit out of me. I knew someday he wanted to be a father but I had way too much going on for kids right now. I simply didn't want to be a mother at this point and time. Maybe when I had life figured out for myself.. But now? No way. I just didn't know how to tell him that.

"Blaire for heavens sake.." Mr. J sighed and tapped my desk.
"Sorry.. What now?" I asked.
"Class is dismissed." He chuckled and shook his head. I looked around at the empty classroom
"Oh.. Shit!" I said and quickly got up.
"Language Blaire." Mr. J said.
"Sorry!" I said as I gathered my things and hurried out of the classroom.
Get your shit together Blaire.

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Lunch was no better as far as my focus went.
"Is Emma okay?" Wendy asked me. "She ran out of french class crying earlier."
"I don't know. Probably something with Neal." I shrugged. Again I was probably an asshole but I had way too much going on to even try and figure out Emma's problems too.
"Are you okay? You seem.. Frazzled." Wendy said.
"Yes, Blaire how are you doing?" Will asked giving me a knowing look. I kicked his leg under the table.
"I'm fine." I sighed and took a bite out of my chicken sandwich.
My eyes scanned the cafeteria and they landed on Killian who was waving at me to come over to him. I looked around and shook my head at him.
Not yet Jones.
He raised an eyebrow at me and pouted.
"No!" I mouthed at him and guestered to the very full cafeteria. He just kept up his pout so I tried my best to ignore him.
"What are you doing?" Wendy asked.
"Nothing Wendy, eat your lunch." I sighed. And then looked up wide eyed as Killian started approaching the table.
I'm in love with a mad man...
"Blaire I was hoping to borrow you for a moment about an assignment."
"Sorry Jones, lunch break means I stay put until I'm done eating."
Wendy just looked at me with her mouth wide open.
"Close your mouth miss Darling we are not Codfish."
"Don't be mean to Wendy." I snapped and glared at him.
"Miss Nolan do remember who you are speaking to." Killian narrowed his eyes at me. "I really need to see you."
"Fine." I sighed and picked up my chicken sandwich. "But I'm taking this."
"As you wish." Killian rolled his eyes and I got up and followed him to his classroom.

He shut the door and pulled me to him and planted his lips on mine in a breathtaking kiss. Before he pulled away and looked at me.
"Whoa. Warn a girl." I breathed.
"I missed you this weekend. Are you feeling better?"
Nope.
"Yes." I said. "I thought we agreed to be more careful though."
"Aye we did, I just couldn't help it." Killian smirked. "And maybe the attitude you gave me in the cafeteria fueled the fire a bit."
"If thats what does it for ya I got plenty where that came from." I smirked. "Seriously tho don't be a dick to Wendy she's precious." I said.
"Fine I will be nicer to Wendy." Killian smiled. "Are you sure you are alright?" He asked. "You seem on the edge about something."
"That...is a conversation for later.." I said. "I can come over after school for a bit I don't have work tonight."
"I don't typically get anxiety but many times when a woman says they have something to talk about later..its never good Blaire." Killian frowned.
"Its not bad.. Well its not good either, but its not about us...except it is." I sighed frustrated.
"Come on Blaire, out with it." Killian pressed.
"I'm late." I blurted out. "By a couple weeks."
Killian swallowed thickly and ran his hand through his hair.
"Aye.. so after school then?"
I nodded.
"We'll talk then." I said.

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Killian

The rest of the day was a blur for me. Blaires words played on repeat in my head on the drive home. I felt terrible for her if I were being honest. I should have protected us more instead of throwing caution to the wind. I should have protected her. She was so young, and she had so much to give this world, but a child would bring all of that to a screeching halt. I'd wanted a child of my own since Bastian came into the world, but I couldn't expect Blaire to give up everything. It was her body that would go through this, not mine. It was her life that would be mostly put on hold, not mine. So it was her choice, if it turned out she was indeed pregnant, if she wanted to go through with it or not.

When I got into the apartment, I fed Captain and started tidying up a bit for Blaire. I put water in the kettle on the stove for tea and checked the freezer making sure I had her cookie dough ice cream in there. I knew she had to go home and change into less obvious clothes. If anyone saw a girl wearing the storybrooke high school uniform coming into my apartment there would be pitchforks and torches on standby.

I sat down running my hands over my face, if she were pregnant, this whole thing could get blown wide open. There was only so long she could hide it, and then people would start questioning who the father was, especially her uncle.
"Way to go Killian, king of disasters. You've done it now." I sighed to myself.

There was a knock on the door and Captain ran to the door with his tail wagging. He knew Blaire's knock. I smiled and got up and opened the door to let her in.
"Hey Cap." She grinned and crouched down to pet him as she entered the apartment.
"He missed you this weekend." I chuckled.
"I can tell..sorry about that I just needed time to gather my thoughts.." She frowned.
"Its quite alright Blaire." I said and helped her up leading her to the kitchen where she went straight for the freezer to get her ice cream she knew I kept for her. She pried it open and went to the silverware drawer to grab a spoon and dug in.

"So..have you done a test yet?" I asked. Blaire shook her head.
"I wanted to talk to you first." She said and sat down with her ice cream.
"Would you like some tea?" I asked.
She nodded.
"Please?" She asked and gave me a small nervous smile.
"I already had the kettle going so it should just be a minute." I nodded and sat down.
"Are you okay?" I asked.
"I'm..scared." She admitted.
"What scares you the most possibly being pregnant? Or my reaction because I assure you Blaire, my reaction shouldn't scare you in the least."
Blaire swallowed thickly and the kettle started whistling so I got up to get it.

I poured the hot water into a couple of tea cups and carried them to the table and picked up Blaires ice cream container that she had closed, having enough. I put it back in the freezer before returning to the table and sitting down in front of her. Blaire sipped nervously at her tea and set it down.
"Killian.." She sighed heavily. "I..can't be a mother right now."
"Aye. I understand. Blaire I can't expect you to go through with this if you are pregnant. I should have protected you more that night and I'm sorry I didn't."
"You aren't mad?" Blaire asked.
"No, of course not. Its your body Blaire its your choice what happens to it."

Blaire sighed in relief.
"I still have a lot of thinking to do if I am pregnant. I mean its not, its fault we're idiots and didn't use protection.. And there are options but.. You, you were really excited when you thought Milah's baby was yours."
"Aye. I do want children someday Blaire. If you do decide to go through with this, but don't want the baby, I want to suggest giving it to Liam and Ariel so I can still be in its life.. You see after Bastain was born because of the complications they said Ariel can't have more children. They are looking to adopt anyways. And if you decided you wanted to be a part of the babies life, they would let you." I offered.
"But then we would have to tell your brother...my math teacher that we are together." Blaire said.
"Aye but if you're pregnant Blaire theres only so much longer we can hide this. Especially if you go through with the pregnancy. I want to be there to help with anything you'd need. You don't have to do this alone."

"I have a lot of thinking to do." Blaire said and finished off her tea. "Are you sure.. Whatever I decide it won't change what happens with us? We're still going to be together?" She asked and started tearing up.
"I'm not going anywhere Blaire." I promised and stood up and crouched down in front of her she put her arms around me and rested her chin on my shoulder.
"Thank you Killian. I couldn't imagine doing this with anyone else."
"Do you want me to go by a test you can do it here and we'll know tonight." I offered.
"No, I'm going to get one on my way home. If its okay, I want to do the test on my own and I'll call you with the results I just have a lot going on in my brain and want to be home."
I nodded.
"That is fine."
"I'm going to go now." Blaire sniffled and kissed me. "I love you. We'll figure it out."
"Aye we will." I smiled and kissed her back. "I love you too." I never got tired of saying it.
Blaire stood up and walked to the door petting Captain as she got to it.
"See ya later Cap." She said and turned to me wiggling her fingers.
"See ya Jones." She gave me a small smile.
"See ya Nolan." I chuckled and watched as she left the apartment. I swallowed thickly and ran my hands through my hair for what had to be the tenth time and sighed knowing I would be anxiously awaiting those results.

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Blaire

I stopped at one of the gas stations that I rarely ever went into and pulled up my hood and threw on sunglasses, successfully looking like I was about to rob the place before going inside. I walked over to the pregnancy tests and looked at them. There were so many kinds.
How many ways can you pee on a friggin stick?
My phone pinged in my back pocket and I groaned.
Please not now..
I pulled it out to look at it.

Unknown:
The sunglasses and hood won't hide you from me. Do I see a little baby Jones in the future? ;)

I looked around trying to see if I could see anyone but there was no one that I even vaguely recognized in the store.

Me:
Pretty cowardly to hide in plain sight.

Unknown:
Part of the fun is you figuring out who I am.

Me:
You know my uncle is the sheriff maybe you should just fuck off.

Unknown:
Of course I know, I know everything about you Bean. Remember that before making empty threats. I know. Everything. Exposing me, exposes you and you have a lot more things you need to hide than me.

Me:
Oh? Like what?

Unknown:
Like Dylan Hendrixson. Don't push me Bean. I'll blow up your entire life.

My stomach turned to knots. How the hell did he know about Dylan? No one knew about him, No one except for Kass.

Unknown:
Now that I have you good and scared, I'll leave you to your other secrets. Have fun. ;)

I grumbled and picked up the cheapest pregnancy test and walked over to the candy and grabbed a big bag of gummy worms, and then a 2 liter of root beer before taking it to the counter.
"You're either about to celebrate or have a rough night." The cashier smirked. I pushed my sunglasses down a bit so they could see my clearly unamused eyes before she sighed and started ringing up my stuff.

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I sighed heavily as I put the used test on the counter face down and set a timer. These would be the longest two minutes of my life. I sent Killian a quick text.

Me:
Two minutes.

I couldn't even think of the creepy person who was texting me right now, or his very threatening messages about Dylan. I could barely think about this test. My mind raced all over the place.

Killian:
I'm a call away love if you need me.

I hadn't planned on calling Killian until the results but I was thinking my way straight into a panic attack and I needed him so I called.

"Hello love." He answered.
"Hi." I said taking a shaky breath.
"Breathe darling, No matter what it says we will figure it out." Killian said.
"You promise?" I asked.
"I promise." Killian vowed.
"I'm scared." I whimpered.
"I am too love, its going to be okay." I said. "If we have to tell people..I'll protect you I promise. You won't get expelled."
"I don't want you to take all the heat for this Killian."
"My future is with you. Your future-"
"Its with you Killian don't you dare say otherwise." I snapped.
"I'm just saying you have a lot to look forward to. I have you, and that is it and I will fight for you no matter the cost."
"I love you Killian." I said.
"I love you too Blaire."

The timer on my phone went off.
"I'm scared to look." I said.
"Want me to count down?" Killian asked.
"Please." I said.
"3." Killian started and I walked to the counter and put my hand on the test.
"2."
I picked up the test prepared to turn it over.
"1. Look at it Blaire." Killian said. I slowly turned the test over and my heart leapt into my throat.

One line. It's negative.
"Blaire?" Killian asked.
"OH Thank fuck.." I sighed in relief. I heard Killian sigh in relief too. Our secret was still safe and there was no baby in our future just yet.
"See everything is fine." Killian said.
"But it so could have gone the other way." I said.
"I know love."
I put the pregnancy test back in the box and went to throw it away and take out the trash but I noticed something in the trash. A pregnancy test identical to mine...except....

Two pink lines.
Emma and I were the only two to use this bathroom. We were responsible for cleaning it. So it had to be hers. I sighed heavily. That is why she wanted to talk to me this morning and that is why people said she acted strangely at school all day.
"You okay?" Killian asked.
"Yeah. Yeah.. I have to go. Emma needs me for something."
"Okay love. I'll text you later. Love you."
"Love you too." I said "Later." I added before I hung up. I took the trash out of the bathroom tied the bag and walked down stairs and threw it in the big trashcan before I went back up the stairs and knocked on Emma's door.
David and Mary-Maragret were having a date night so it was just the two of us home.
"Em?" I asked.
"Leave me alone Blaire." She scoffed but I heard her crying too.
"Em.. I saw the test in the bathroom.. I'm sorry I didn't talk to you this morning." I said. The door opened and I was greeted by a teary green eyed Emma.
"What am I going to do Blaire?" She fell apart and leaned on me. I put my arms around her.
"I don't know Emma." I replied honestly.
This was not at all how I saw this day ending. 

A/N: Sorry for the twist! No one kill me! Blaires just got too much going on for baby Jones right now.