No, repress your emotions. Do it as much as you can. You can't let your hate constantly flow, only when it becomes too great. Why did I show my fear of myself to Nick? I've got to appear strong and resilient like always. No, I should let him know. He deserves to as he is my boyfriend right? He would bettered for me and he did comfort me. No he did it out of fear. Did he? I don't know what to do anymore. What even are my emotions anymore? Don't, do, yes, no, maybe, I don't know, yes I know! What am I....what? Who? Huh? I'm am so confused and conflicted about my emotions. What should I feel? What shouldn't I feel? How am I supposed to deal with external conflict if I can't even handle internal conflict? Maybe I'll just move on and stop thinking, afraid of where it'll go if I continue. Getting out of bed and getting dressed was your next priority but something made you stay. The fact Nick was on top of you and smiling was this something.

"What're you doing?"

"Trying to have fun."

"Sorry but not now, just not feeling that."

"What? That's crazy talk."

"I'm sorry but I have a lot to think about and I'm actually scared for once."

"You? Scared? Do those words belong in the same sentence? We talking about the same person here?"

"Nick, I'm scared of myself. I feel I might be going insane. I just argued with myself about whether or not to open up to you, whether or not to repress my real emotions, I don't know what to do or what is happening anymore. I'm scared I am truly insane and might hurt you or my friends."

"You don't seem insane to me! And everyone has doubt and self doubt like that's it's normal."

"I don't know. I mean look what happens when I'm really angry, I kill everything. I'm not completely normal either."

"Of course you aren't normal and that is why I love you, for being Y/N."

"I don't mean that way, I mean my body isn't normal. I have strength exceeding that of elephants and rhinos, agility beating monkeys and (whatever else is really agile.), speed leaving cheetahs in the dust, I think I'm super animal (can't say human so go with it please). That is why I beat those super villains. I may not have powers but my actual body is many times stronger than they are. They may be able to conjure stuff, use lighting and other elements but can they run 90mph? Can they lift 4 tons? Can they disarm people with only their fingers? Can they jump like a flea? Can they see like an eagle? They have powers but that can't stop literal force,I actually beat them because of that. When I punched that wolf I went through pure stone and still smashed his face and sent him flying at a high velocity. His lightning just lets him teleport and shoot electricity, that is useless compared to being able to liquefy organs using punches and kicks. It do sent matter what they do I'll beat them, kind of sad to think about. My body is also more resilient to damage as remember how when Fluffy arrived it created an explosion? Well I still managed to stand up and walk it off. Who can say that? Yeah, no one. Who can claim as many scars as I can? No one as they would've died from most of them. Nick, your in love with a super animal, how does that feel?"

"Feels really awesome knowing that can literally claim I have the best boyfriend in the world. He has a great personality and body! Smooth moves with speech and knows what's going on in the bed~."

"Okay, but I am mentally unstable, psycho and going mad."

"You won't go mad, as long as you've got me! And mental instability is something we can get through together. You aren't psycho either, just can get that way when people hurt your friends and family."

"Nick I'm going to be honest here, I've done it too much. I've killed too many times. I have lost the true feeling of life and the respect for it. I take it away as easily as a jerk steaks from a baby. People are like wheat while I'm the harvester, they the field and I the scythe. Oh shit!" The bolt of lightening that flew at the window had surprised you. You scrambled out of the room head first and everyone looked at you, sadly your shorts had fallen down during the tangling of the pile you and Nick now were. You took note of how there were still two Fluffy's so that you hadn't hallucinated that. You didn't care about how everyone stared at your dick either but rather worried about the piece of stone hurtling at the wall.

"Get down!"

"What and why!?"

"Missile!"

"Oh fuck!" They hadn't moved in time so the rock sailed over them when it went through the wall. Then the same five from yesterday jumped into the freshly created hole, all of them smiling until they noticed you were....naked... The same buzzing was back again. Then it cascaded when you noticed they had given all of your friends fresh new injuries. You roared at them, not wanting to have to deal with their stupid shit today. The question of how they healed so fast hadn't really crossed your mind but it didn't matter as the environment was dangerous and close. They seemed to tense and get a bit weirded out by your unclothedness. You just took advantage of their hesitation and kicked the tiger out the window and heard them land on a car below, the car alarm going off gave it away. The others seemed to shake it off and got ready. Target one, the wolf. He was the main priority due to his speed. The others couldn't match his near instant travel and lightning could fork out unlike ice or conjuring or wind. Wind was just a nonintervention to you while ice was as well. The conjuring however was a threat, he could technically make any weapon he wanted to.

"I'll give you guys one chance to get away. Actually it's five seconds before I kill you, ready? Five....four...three....two...one...times up!" Hey I gave them a chance. You grabbed the knives in the kitchen and threw them faster than anyone could. Too bad the lightning struck them and sent each of them back at you. You reacted quicker than they could hope to and grabbed most of them, the ones you didn't sailed harmlessly by. You threw all but two into the walls on both sides of you. You planned on using the two you held as weapons to slash them into ribbons, literal ribbons though. It didn't go as planed as the fox rushed you first. He made two swords and slashed both of them, big mistake. You took your knives and blocked them so he was left open to your foot tapping his chin which made his teeth clatter. Good thing you hadn't kicked as hard as you could, you never did as you focused more on speed and number. You didn't think he expected you to bring it back down on his leg though, again your claws dug to the bone and stripped a chunk of flesh from it.

"Haha! Super powers are useless against my muscle and agility! Haha! I'm not even punching as hard as I can!"

"You fucking bastard!"

"So harsh! Would you rather me show you my strength?"

"Fuck you you shitty hero!"

"Woah woah woah. Let's take a breather here. You are obviously in great pain and can't think clearly. Why don't you all scramble away while you have your lives?"

"We can't even if we wanted to!"

"Or what? Big boss man going to kill ya? Like I should care, I'd eat his lunch. He may have a bunch of bullshit powers that without them he'd be weak as a newborn babe but I'd still beat his ass. In fact you all would be crushed like flies without powers, Ben wit them you will if you don't leave now!"

"No!"

"Well I beat you once so what makes you think I won't beat you this time?" He just yelled in anger at this. Haha, glad he didn't piss me off. Wait, I was angry, did I calm down? Wonder why, maybe it's because I stopped thinking about...oh shit where is he? You frantically searched for Nick, you did find him though, he was being carried away by a gust of wind from that black canary. You've got to be mother fucking shitting me! The most annoying power did something! Aaaaggghhhh and they are going to hurt him! You rushed pass the idiots that stood there and chased after the damn bird escaping with him. You rushed into the street and saw him tumbling in the air, looking helpless as can be. It pissed you off even more about how embarrassing it must have been for him. You jumped up a fire exit to get to higher ground, your mission was to tackle the bird. The stupid boom of thunder sounded next to you but passed away as you sped past the wolf who didn't look happy. You were catching up to the canary and were about to jump at them but a distant voice shouted something, the only word you heard was "Kazetori!" The bird flipped around and you guessed they only saw you flying at their face. You grabbed the wings and watched the ground come up to say hello. It rather kissed the beak of Kazetori and crumpled it, it looking really nasty. Some woahs were heard and some gasping but you were confused about the more numerous sniggering, then you realized what it was about. You were still naked and in public. Aw crap. Let the memes begin. That was until you heard the footsteps behind you and a car swerving. Wait where's Nick! He was still falling down, his screams sounding girly. Oh Nick, I've got to teach you how to fight. You walked over and caught him, he was still screaming with his eyes closed but stopped after a minute and slowly opened an eye. You would've smiled had a sharp pain not erupted from your back. You tuned to see that stupid fox again.

"You really don't know when to stop so you?" The guy didn't say a thing, only stared at you with a still bleeding leg. "Here let me help with that," you nonchalantly say as you sock his wound lightly. He goes down and clutches his leg with tears from his eyes. Aw shit, I might actually help this poor bastard. You set Nick inside of the car and picked him up, he didn't like it apperently and tried to claw and stab you but it didn't work as he could barely move. For once I'll try and be merciful to my enemy.

"Hey he is getting away with Crimson! Get him!" That damn wolf needs to shut the hell up.

"Hey idiot! Eat this!" You searched for something in the car after setting him down but couldn't find anything useful. "Never mind! Dive drive drive!"

"Noo-!" You slammed the door and buckled up, too many times had you forgotten to and had gotten tossed. The car lurched forward   and the surroundings started to speed by.

"Umm Judy, head to that old facility you used that one time as I don't think you'll want to return to the apartment."

"Ya don't say!"

"It's not my fault!"

"Well. Yeah and at least you are providing a new place. Still!"

"You got a med kit in here?"

"No!"

"You had better drive fast then!" The engine roared quicker as the bleeding of Crimsons arm grew worse. That is his name right? That's what that guy shouted so yeah, what's with everyone and these weird names? Kazetori, Crimson? Fluffy? What? Now I guess I need a cool name now huh? I'm sure my newfound popularity will help won't it? First takes on an army, then gets seen in public naked while fighting what next? This is the complete opposite of what I wanted! Wait, is it? Didn't I say I wanted to get popular as a hero? Agh I'm so conflicted! Well, hold up, who's that? You looked over to see three fennec foxes, two Fluffy's and one Finnick.

"The hell are you doing here?"

"Um, watching you and umm....could ya try and cover it?"

"Sorry Finnick but no can do." Apply pressure to the wound. "Hey Finnick, could I borrow your shirt?"

"Um okay, want to see my bare chest huh? Could've asked ya know."

"No! I'm trying to save his life is all, not like it's a serious matter or anything right?"

"Oh shit, sorry." You wrapped his arm using the shirt and put pressure on it to help stop the bleeding. He was still awake but not very.

"Hey! Keep awake! Don't die on me! Not another's blood on my hands!"

"A-Ar-Arc?"

"Stay alive damn it!"

"One-one last kiss, pl-please..." You look over at Nick and he pouts with an unhappy look.

"It's might be his last request okay?"

"Fine..." You reluctantly bent down and cupped his head in your hands, you swore you saw Finnick lean in, and gently kisses him on the lips. He put his hands on the back of your head though and didn't let you break away though and got all tonguey and stuff. You pulled away and wiped the saliva from your mouth, Nick looked really pissed.

"Hey it might be the guys last request and I am the one who caused it so it was the least I could do ok?"

"Hahaha! Nick is all jealous!"

"He shouldn't be! Me and Nick have broke a bed from passionate sex so you'd best shut up Finnick! Plus o don't see you and anyone being together! Who would want a rotten and spoiled person as their lover? Someone who is always selfish and rude?"

"Oh I don't know how about Nick! He loves you doesn't he!?"

"You are a mother fucking damn shitty assed bastardly idiot you are! Why do you think I go all super mode huh you retard? It's because they hurt Nick so how is that selfish huh?"

"Well at least all of my life I haven't either killed, stolen or ruined others lives!"

"You had better take that back," you growled out.

"Make me..?"

"Is that a ....dare....?"

"Maybe!" You grab him by the collar and stare right into his eyes but he won't look you back.

"Look death in the eyes coward." He does as you say and looks nervous as fuck. You can see the sweat dripping from his forehead and the fear rippling throughout his shaking body. "Now then, take back what you said or I'll split you in half over my knee, am I understood?"

"N-n-no?"

"Fine, have it your way. Just remember you'll be another tally in my book and I've added the new kills as well so you'll be nothing but a statistic and a memory. Oh and I've been awful merciful today so I'll give you a second chance worm, do you take it back?"

"Hey we are here!"

"We'll settle this later Finnick, don't think I'll forget easily either. But I actually value my enemies lives more than yours you pathetic waste of time, money, food and air!" You throw him out of the now open door and pick Crimson up and carry him inside and set him onto the table and grab the medical supplies. You also grab the stitching supplies, you and done this way too many times to your old friends so you were experienced in it. You looped the needle and thread close knit and and went through twice to make sure it didn't open again and tightened the string. He grunted in pain and squirmed a bit but other than that didn't move. You secured the wire through itself and walked back to the kit, grabbed morphine and jabbed it in him. After a bit he sat up and looked around in an obvious panic.

"What the hell. You!?"

"What? No thanks for saving your life or anything?"

"How'd I end up here?"

"Well I felt awful sorry for such a weakling so I helped you. Thought if try saving a life instead of taking one right Finnick!?"

"Umm...."

"Damn it! I've got to take my anger out on something other than you pipsqeak."

"Does that mean I'm a pipsqueck?" That was the Fluffy's wasn't it?

"Aargh! You aren't helping you cowardly misfits! Judy, would you be a slave and drag out some dummies and you three, clean up the old ones before you become the dummies instead!" They did as you asked and you readied yourself to go all out for once. The dummy on the far right was first. You pulled back your fist and punched it with all your might. It went strait through it. The next dummy you decided would prove you could split someone in half over your knee. You raised the dummy up and brought it down on your rising knee, it was split clean in half and the pieces fell on either side of you. The next dummy you grabbed the head of it with your fist and squeezed it, it's head exploded like squishing a grape. The next one had its arms ripped off so you took them and slammed them onto the next dummy, it and the arms splattered against the concrete. The next dummy was one of the special ones with fake organs that you usually would have used to practice critical spots to hit but this time you used it as a show of force. You bit it's neck, your teeth going all the way through and removing it's head as well as ripping it in half with your hands. The last one was going to be fun. You took your claws and slashed it into little chunks on the ground in 5 seconds flat, beating your 5.7 second record. "Still not satisfied, how about Finnick fights me as he is apparently so much better than me?"

"Whoa Whoa Whoa, umm, tag team?"

"So who is going to tag up with you?"

"How about Fluffy one and two?"

"Sure and I tag team with me myself and I! Enter the center ring where me and my father would tussle!" Steeping into the ring brought back am y memories about you and your dad. The last one was of him dying, he had looked happy at least.

"Mind if I join?"

"You sure Crimson? That is your name right?"

"Yes and yes. The morphine has taken al the pain away and I'm sure the four of us will beat you."

"Your on, would you like me merciful and easy or as hard as I'll go?"

"Hard."

"Wait, let me get some clothes first." Some wrestling gear would have to do as it was better than nothing. When you returned everyone seems to be blushing mad red. "What? Did y'all see something ya liked or what?"

"What? No!" That was their answer? Huh, I know Nick probably stared at it he whole time didn't he?

"Hey Nick and Judy! Sit back and watch as I beat them!"

"Woo! Go Y/n!"

"Thanks Nick! This is for you, my dad and my dignity!"

"Dignity? What dignity?"

"Don't get me started Crimson or you'll regret it. The next time I snap I may not hold back as even in my anger I hold back, trust me if I smarted to you add your friends would be dead. Oh and why do you want me so bad?"

"Tell you what, let's make a deal. You win I'll tell ya, but what happens if I win?"

"I'll do whatever you say as long as it does not involve hurting Nick,Judy,the Fluffys or involves going to your boss, killing myself, or stuff like that ok?"

"Fine, seems like a good trade."

"Alright I'll set a timer for the fight, three seconds fate I get here ok?" I think I'll let him win as I just want to see what he'll have me do. You got back and readied yourself for the fight, you hadn't fought against either Fluffy or Finnick so this would be fun. Plus you were going to try for a bit. "Oh and fists only." The timer went off and you circled them. They moved along with you until Finnick got caught up in your Fluffy's legs and they both fell. You took your chance and rushed Crimson, he and you traded blows , the punching and kicking whirlwind you two were, but he ended up backing off and limping. When he did this it left the others wide open, you threw a punch at Fluffy only for it to be stopped in mid air.

"Hey! No fair that you are using your powers!" You punched harder this time and it didn't stop again but connected and made your Fluffy fall backwards. Next was Finnick, you merely walked up to him and smiled. He looked confused until you did the dirty to him, a nice, sound nut tap. His eyes scrunched and tears formed in his eyes.

"Why!? That's in humane!" He started to roll around and kept on crying. You listed a bit at his misery. The fist you were expecting from behind had finally come. You faked being knocked down and flipped over in mock shock. You looked towards the stands at Nick who's mouth was wide open. When Crimson looked away you winked at Judy and Nick who instantly smiled and understood you. You got up and assisted the Fluffys but left Finnick on the ground. Both Fluffy's looked pissed at you and they helped Finnick up, cooing to him.

"You guys have a bad taste in people. Next time that worm talks shit and means it it'll be more than a nut tap, it'll be broken bones. Oh and I didn't break y'alls right?"

"No!" Sheesh they both snapped at me, damn they really are mad.

"Hahaha I beat you!"

"Whatever, I beat you in combat before! This was an off night."

"Well it still counts! Now you've go to do whatever I say till, what time is it?"

"10:30."

"Until 10:30 so what shall I do first hmm? You know what, I'll be nice and tell ya why we wanted you, oh and because of why he wanted you and you capturing me and saving my life I'll be on your side, he eats people like you and Fluffy to gain their powers."

"Who is he?"

"He is my boss, shadow."

"Well I'll kick his ass and kill him!"

"If you got beaten by me then you wouldn't stand a chance against him."

"You keep rubbing it in I'll be inclined to call a rematch and this time I'll....never mind."

"What you don't try? Aww that's so cute of you! You like me don't you!"

"You keep on telling those lies and it'll end up with you having more scars than me buster."

"Pah, I bet I've got more scars than you buckaroo!"

"You should know I do! You've seen all of my body so yeah!"

"Well I wasn't really paying attention to detail now was I? No, I was trying to capture you wasn't I? So take off your shirt and let me see!"

"That's weird."

"Just do it. Plus you have to do what I say for a day anyways right?" I should stop making these bets and letting people win. You roll your eyes and reluctantly slide part of the gear down to expose your waist and up.

"Hey Finnick,could you drive back,to Judy's apartment and grab everyone's stuff?"

"He can't as he is in serious pain because of someone!"

"Well how about you Nick and Judy? Please? Hell you can take some money from my wallet and buy some ridiculous outfit I have to wear or something I don't care just get some clothes and some blankets please?"

"Fine."

"Thank you, I would do it myself but Crimson seems to be enjoying himself." You said this to try and mess with him as he was paying awfully good attention to your body instead of the scars.

"What? I'm not enjoying myself you weirdo."

"Says the guy who wanted me to take my shirt off and examine my bare body!"

"Says the guy who let me win!" He got me there. I was just curious as to what he would have me do.

"I didn't let you win!"

"Yes you did, don't lie to me. I know when someone doesn't try. You kicked my ass when I tired to capture you as an enemy so how could I beat you while not trying to kill you?"

"Hum.......I don't know?"

"Exactly so shut it and let me do my thing." I also like how we was just an enemy and is now all buddy buddy with me. What is up with that? I'm suspicious now and I just let Nick and Judy leave so now it's just me, Finnick and the super twins along with this crazy. Haha, super twins. Seems like I'm the only hero without powers. Well, I kinda do? I've already explained this and I don't feel like doing it again so whatever. You felt a certain someone's hands on your chest.

"What're you doing? You said look not touch!"

"Sorry I'm a hands on kind of person."

"That's bullhshit."

"Wow you really don't look muscular but I can sure feel the muscles underneath," he says while massaging your abs.

"This is awkward you know that? You know what? Why not let everyone in on the action huh?"

"That's a great idea! Thanks!"

"I meant that sarcastically!"

"I know! Hey everyone gets a turn with Y/N, step right up to examine such a specimen! He has the body and mind capacity of a cave dweller!"

"Hey! That isn't true! That's a bedizened lie it is!"

"No it isn't a fancily decorated lie, it's a fancily decorated truth!"

"That is the biggest fib I've ever heard."

"Well it's not like a bunch of weird stuff hasn't happened today. Not like I got captured and patched up by my enemy who saved my life right? Not like he is treating me like a friend right now eh?"

"Sorry I felt like saving a life instead of taking one. Oh and it is still up for grabs so I'd be careful."

"There is the cold resentful wolf I saw as an enemy but on the inside we are all soft and squishy aren't we?"

"You had better stop."

"Or what? You'll bake me a cake and kiss my cheek?"

"You know I'm the alpha male so you had better shut the fuck up before I sew your lips together punk!"

"Prove your alph-"He hadn't even got to finish his sentence before you were on top of him and holding his arms behind his back.

"That proof enough?"

"Nope," he looks back and winks at you and you realize the message he was giving you.

"No, only Nick gets it and you will ever get it so stop being perverted and why did you have to smash the walls of that apartment instead of using the door?"

"Because the door was obvious, we have powers so why not use them and it looks cool so that's why."

"You are so naive and young. Back in my days I would've, never mind that's not important and is unneeded."

"What? You sound like you've done a lot of things but I think you've just got a ton of stupid scars from accidents and dares unlike mine."

"That is not true. Almost all of mine are from combat. You know that as the long one on my back is from you! Most of them are from getting cut, stabbed, shot, thrown, bashed, ran over,flying shrapnel, chemicals, explosions or fire. Hell Fluffy and Nick could tell you I got back up after having my back seared from an explosion."

"Then how has the fur grown back so fast?"

"Sorry I grow hair fast."

"That's a lie."

"Wait, how would you know it was recent enough for the hair to not have normally grown back?"

"Umm, no reason."

"That's not suspicious and then that means you've been following me for a while. That also means you know that the other Fluffy isn't just a copycat and a dimension traveler."

"What those cute little things?" He points over at one or the two twins. You liked to call them twins as they were the same person like twins.

"Yes those ^cute little things^."

"What?"

"Yeah just another thing to add to the weird and unexplainable shit I've seen list."

"What else in on there?"

"Some stuff you wouldn't want to know."

"Argh! So many secrets!"

"Yep."

"So I'll ask again, why save me?"

"Everyone deserves a second chance, I've gotten one so why shouldn't you? You've haven't done things nearly as bad as I have."

"Want to bet?"

"Bet. What are the prizes?"

"Either your time is extended or it is completely void and I have to do what you say for a day,deal?"

"Hahaha! Deal!"

"Ok, so I was shown this and is part of the reason why I'm not capturing you right now. Apparently I've been brining children to my boss so he can eat them and gain their powers."

"Haha! I've had to kill my close  family with my bare hands, it isn't fun to have to kill some deranged cousins because they are about to kill your dad using only a blunt crowbar. They weren't even 9 yet but had knives and one had a gun so I did what I had to. I considered my immediate family more important than my more distant ones."

"So we've both done a bad thing."

"Well, you say it as singular when mine is plural. I've done a lot of bad things for a lot of bad reasons. It's what happens when you've already ate yours led down the path of......something."

"Why can toys just tell me?"

"Because I barely know you."

"You....barely....knew...me...ya...cunt...," Finnick grunts out.

"Next time it'll be a punch and it will destroy your balls. They will explode if I hit them with the intention to so I'd shut up." He got pretty quiet after that.

"He does make a point though."

"Exactly why I threatened him. But his point is beaten by the fact that about thirty minutes ago you were my enemy."

"True, but you and me seem to be getting along well. Making small talk and whatnot."

"Because asking personal questions about terrible achievements is small talk. And trash talking is as well."

"Yeah, you called me a cowardly misfit!"

"Because it's damn true! Now shut your traps before I shut them for you, I am not happy today so I am not going to deal with stupid and petty shit am I understood!?"

"Damn you are cranky today," Nick says as he walks in with the bags and some newly bought clothes.

"It's not like today me and my boyfriend were publicly embarrassed by this jack ass and his crew," you point angrily at Crimson," and had to deal with a bunch of insults from runts, save someone's life and get called soft for it, deal with said jackass, have to do what said jackass says, wear pajamas!?" You ha done over and looked in one of the bags.

"Those aren't yours by the way."

"They had better not! Today has been a shit day and that would top the cake."

"Well I'm sorry but there is nothing we coulee done about the embarrassment now could we?"

"No..."

"And you shouldn't be so sensitive to insults like that." That is fucking it I've had it today.

"I'm fucking done, being chastised by Finnick, this Crimson guy,Fluffy and now my own boyfriend for not wanting to be called some thing horrible? That's it I'm leaving for a while, see you mother fuckers later."

"Wait, don't go!"

"Nope it is too late, you've pissed me off beyond belief now. Be lucky this is frustration and anger , not rage and bloodlust. See ya!" You opened the door and slammed it with a resounding BOOM! So it soft for being merciful huh? A weakling and coward for trying to do the right thing? Selfish for protecting Nick and embarrassing myself? For dealing with dumbasses and super villains huh? Guess o should be a criminal again eh? Stealing,murdering,burning and brining down the city? Is that what they want, the old me? The dangerous, childish, even more unstable,villainous, trigger happy, up carful about civilians self? Fine, I can give it to them again and I'll do it just as well as usual. Hell, just to start it off with a bang bring some weapons to the police department and clean some house. Then I'll have to tie up some, unfinished business and love richly and sadly again. I'll go tell him right now! You fling the doors open and stomp right up to Nick, he puts his hands up and looks you dead in the eyes.

"You've helped me make a decision today....hehehe.... I'm going to go back to being a pillaging and murderous criminal as apparently I'm selfish, cowardly can't ever do anything right,am just a naturally bad person and don't deserve Nick Wilde,friends,family or rest. So I'll se ya later! Going to go ahead and kill a bunch of people! Oh and Finnick, I suggest you run for your life, same with you Crimson and the same with you Fluffys."

"What have we done!?"

"Ever since the other Fluffy showed up everything has gone down hill and I can't tell the difference between you two. I'm also hunting that scientist down as she needs to give up some answers. I'll be seeing Fluffy's friends hopefully!"

"What? NO!"

"And why not? Just going to kill them all!" A slap hit you across your face and you careened your neck toward the location. Nick stood his ground and watched your face contort into a smile.

"Go to the bathroom and look at yourself! You look terrible!"

"You think I care anymore? You think others care? It doesn't matter what I do, what I say, how I look, people will always see me as a monster no matter what. Might as well look the part then." He snatched your hand and dug you towards the bathroom. He set you in form of the mirror and let you look at yourself. You felt your face in horror. The scars had always been there but the bags,blood, sunken and hollow eyes, the stress lines, the bloody teeth and the smile you wore. Your fur was scraggly,knotted, strewn about, sticking up in places and being weighed down by dried blood in others. You really did look like a monster.

"That is you!"

"I look worse for wear than I thought. I look like I've seen hell and back which I have but that is besides the point. I need a shower bad."

"Yes you do my crazy hunk!"

"Hey, thanks for snapping me out of that spiral. I think I would've actually done it."

"You're welcome and want to take one together?"

"Let's do that later as I'd get blood on you."

"True, well I'll leave ya too it." He left the bathroom and you turned the shower on. The water became hot/cold and you stepped into the cascade of water. It felt heavenly and you took your time washing your body as it felt so good. When you wee sonde with the relaxation you took another look at yourself. You weren't bloody and your fur was clean and kept again. Your face was still scarred and terrible looking but that would take time. You grabbed some clothes Nick had grabbed but it turned out they weren't normal clothes, they were pajamas. Specifically a pair of fake monster pajamas. Really now? Like I haven't been embarrassed enough today. You walk out pinching the badge of your snout and allowing down at the ground in a bit of frustration.

"Looking good Y/N!"

"Nick........why?"

"Because you look cute in them."

"Yes a sunken and baggy eyed man with a deranged smile, stress lines and scars looks cute. I look a little less insane now and more just sad now. Oh and why didn't you tell me you had powers Fluffys? I kinda figured it out after I went for a punch and had it stopped but then again I really wasn't trying to hit you for your sake. Anyways is it night time or what? I am damn tired after a day like today, as slimy as it was."

"Umm, we don't have enough mattresses in the car for everyone to have their own and I don think you have any here do you?"

"One or two, why?"

"Well we are sleeping here so that's why. Oh and you'll have to share a mattress as well."

"Ok, with Nick then. That was easy."

"That's one out of two bub. Fluffy 1 and Fluffy two are with Finnick. I am by myself as I'm so small you guys would crush me so that leaves you with Nick and Crimson." Ok, look at it in a good way. It'll be like cuddling two Nicks except one is a sweet kind hearted fox while the other will probably slit my throat. Ok cause I'm always expected to take the worst which is why I give the worst. Whatever I'll drag out the big mattress and call her a night. You brought out both of the older but still from mattresses you had sometimes and to use. You put some of the blankets that Judy had brought over to you on it and lay down right in the middle while they lay on either side of you. Yeah, it is like cuddling two Nicks. You actually fall asleep a bit quicker with them both pressed against you. The roiling and boiling pit of despair your dreams were bubbled up dreams of destruction and death or nightmares of your friends and lover dying. This was why you had bags under your eyes, waking up from this stuff too many times.

So hope you enjoyed this chapter and I'm sorry if it's too long or ended it abruptly but I'm tired AF right now as I woke up in the middle of the night due to a thunder storm which I never do. So I'm a bit weirded out but good night/day and I'll see ya next chapter.