Tord's P.O.V

I woke up but when I did it wasn't at those girls house but on a hill. The sun was blinding so I had to squint to see and what I saw was..... ME!

"I" was one the ground a pool of blood coming from one side of his face. I walked over to him and kneeled down trying to get a better look at him.

"What do you want?" He snapped raising his head up to look at me.

"Y-you can see me?" I ask causing him to just roll his eye and lay his head back down.

"Just go away, I want to die in peace" I bite my lip and grab one of the robotic arms that were on the ground.

"Here" He looks back up at me and raises a brow.

"What's that for?" I place it into his hands and smile.

"Your not going to die, so you might need this" He sighs and holds the arm in his hand. He struggled to push himself up but was able to and stood in front of me having to look up since he was shorter than me.

"You know what I did right?" I nodded and walked over to the ledge of the hill looking down.

"You see that house down there?" He said pointing down at the small house at the bottom of the hill.

"Yeah?" It was Tom's old house.

"Thats the house my soulmate lives in" I place my hand on his shoulder and sigh.

"Why'd you do it?" I asked him.

"I never had friends, everyone hated me, my parents left me in a supermarket parking lot, my old friends used me, I'm just a stupid mistake" A single tear falls from his eye as we both look down at the house.

"Tord!" We both turn around to see Patryk and Paul running up to us, pulling the other Tord into a hug not even noticing me.

"They still love you" I whisper.

"But what's the point of love when all it does to you is make you weak?"

I shot up in bed, breathing hard. I placed me hand on my head and continued to take soft breaths. I turned to my side to see Tom sleeping next to me. Wait when did we get back to the base?

I swing my legs over the side of the bed and push myself off of it. I walk over to the door and push it open only to be met with both Paul and Pat sleeping with each other next to the door.

I stepped pass them and walked over to the restroom, going over to the sink and turning it one, splashing the water onto my face.

'Love can make you weak' I look up at the mirror and splash my face again hearing that voice say those lines over and over again.

'Love will make you weak, love will make you weak, love will make you weak' I held my head and gritted my teeth hearing that line over and over again is slowly killing me.

"You okay?" I spin around to see the salmon haired general Willson.

"I'm fine" I continue to splash water on my face as he walks over and leans on the wall next to me.

"You sure? Your up pretty late" I glare at him.

"I said I'm fine" I snap, turning and walking out of the restroom only to be pulled back in by Will.

"Sir your not fine and I know it" I roll my eye and pulling my arm out of his grasp.

"Why do you guys care so much?" Will stares at me confused.

"Because we're your friends" I tensed up at the words friends.

"Love will make you weak" I mumbled lowering my face.

"But it do-" I cut him off by walking away, not back to my room but over to the exit stepping into the elevator and pushing the button to go to the last floor.

I finally reach the bottom and walk over to the metal doors, slowly opening them and walking out the cold felt like fire on what's left of my skin.

(Timeskip to the hill, the same one that looks down at Tom's house)

I fall to the ground as I sit in the same spot I once did many years ago. Tears falling down my broken face as I hear footsteps behind me, the cocking of a gun that was pressed to my head sent shivers down my spine.

"Any last words" The green hooded kid said his two friends standing next to him.

"Why?" One of them comes to the front of my and looks at me confused.

"Why what?" The ginger asked.

"Why do I do it?" At this point I just let the tears roll down my face. I felt a hand on my shoulder and look to the side to see the green hooded kid sitting next to me.

"You do it to feel happy" He says.

"You going to kill me?" I asked him still looking down at Tom's house.

"I'm not that mean" He punches me in the bad arm and laughs.

"Come with us"

(( Sorry if it was sad, the next one is going to be happy :3))

- Llama want to go talk to friends